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It has been a really long time since I vented on this blog but here I go.

Why do people keep telling me they believe people who are "different" are important to society, if every time I exhibit traits that make me "different" I am told I am not trying hard enough, or that I tried the wrong thing, or that I just havent "found a good place" yet?

If you want people like me in society, you cant expect us to act like everyone else then act surprised when we dont.

It takes me a little longer to train on a new job because i am autistic, I have been fired from a total of now 7 jobs in my life because they said I wasnt learning fast enough and they did not want to expend any more labor on training me.

I never fit into a work culture because I think friendships are something that comes naturally and cannot be achieved through forced interaction, I have been fired from 4 different jobs because I "was anti social" and "should have come to at least one company party for formalities".

I learn company rules and policy and follow them as best i can with minimal instruction, but am chastised when I do not follow rules that were randomly made up or were left unspoken. When other people break these rules it is fine, but when I do it it is a problem because I am "different". This has happened twice.

My managers tell me the way customers treat me matters and I do not have to take verbal abuse from anybody. I have been fired 5 times for "talking back" to customers for telling them they cannot speak to me that way and then walking away to get a manager.

I got told by everyone in my life "you are an artist just do art for a living" I tried, and the company that hired me on 3 months ago fired me this morning for "not training fast enough" even though I was told my speed and work ethic was amazing literally last week.

I have been an artist, a salesman, a line cook, an electrician, a welder, an assembly line builder, a cashier, and a childcare worker. None of these lines of work want me, and i dont qualify for disability because one time when I was 12 a therapist said I wasnt autistic because I can make eye contact. So where in the world am I supposed to go? What am I meant to do? Is there really nowhere in the world for people like me? Someone please give me hope, I have none left.

civilization-deactivated2030

"Civil anarchists" and their like will basically be like "insurrectorevolutionary degrowth to a globalized localist bottom up democratic green anarchocommunist cyberindustrialism with Indigenous characteristics <3" with not a shred of irony or cognitive dissonance and I have to just sit here and deal with the nausea and motion sickness.

mielipuolistapaskaa

edgeworth-s

the author’s name is wright i can’t believe my eyes

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vieratheartist

I love everything about this.

damatris

@headspacedad Is this true? Because I love the concept of bunnies practically flipping the bird

headspacedad

this is TRUE!

Rabbits rely on body language for the majority of their communication. They also rely on manners in a way that would make the Heian Era aristocrats look uncultured. And you don’t get manner dictates like that without ALSO knowing how to be passive-aggressive with them.

Rabbit flops are super vulnerable for a bunny. Their stomachs are exposed and they’re in a position that means if danger shows up they have to waste precious seconds getting up before they can sprint for safety. A rabbit flop means both ‘I’m so happy I can’t contain it’ and ‘I feel so safe I am going to be vulnerable and really let go’. Rabbit owners love seeing it. It means that your bun really does feel that safe around you. It’s a pretty high compliment from an animal that knows everyone’s out to kill them.

However -

it can also be used passive aggressively in the ‘you mean so little to me you’re not even worth acknowledging as existing’. It’s right on the same level as walking into a room and greeting everyone but one person. An enemy rabbit would be a threat. This rabbit? This rabbit isn’t even important enough to be a threat. They’re a nobunny and so I will flop because there is nothing in the area worthy enough to bother being aware of.

To humans it can look very much the same but trust me, the bunnies know exactly which is which.

Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

Posting this for anyone in my following list who can help. Everyone should remember, we are all human. Free Palestine, Free Gaza. This should not be controversial.

pomegranate-flower

aveloka-draws

Couldn't stop thinking about that tweet, I love the idea of a god promoting his faith.

ohboyfelix

do you ever have the sudden realization on how lonely you are and its just like

is-this-fascism

i don't care if it's nazis, mormons, or a bunch of misguided autistic people. if anyone ever tries to tell you your soul is from another planet and you're actually part of the class of impressive people that secretly did everything cool in the world but is now extinct and lives on through your broken genome, you RUN. YOU WILL RUN AWAY. YOU WILL SPRINT FULL SPEED AWAY FROM THAT.

is-this-fascism

grabs you by the shoulders listen. listen to my words. i understand the urge to make fanfiction about yourself and to find a reality in which you're super awesome and great and everyone who hates you is wrong and dumb. i get it. you're better than that. you can love yourself without putting other people down, dehumanizing and generalizing, and retaliating against your oppressors.

there's no NPCs. there's no aliens coming to save us. we're not the next step in human evolution. our hyperconnected nervous systems give us terrible sensory overwhelm more often than they make us geniuses. neurotypical people are sentient, conscious, aware people who are capable of understanding you. we're more the same than we are different. we're more the same than we are different. we're more the same than we are different.

I am so tired of explaining this to cis people after they get confused that i use any pronouns. Listen buddy, I'm a boy that looks like a girl, and also at the same time a girl that looks like a boy. But also I am neither a boy nor a girl, I'm literally just human. But also because of preconceived power structures I feel disconnected from society in a way that makes me feel inhuman. But I'm also just some dumb losercore guy. But also I'm the hottest woman on the planet. But also I must not be perceived. It's gender, not rocket science.

#personal #trans #genderqueer #genderpunk

cannibal-mutt-must-die

Walking through the walmart parking lot looking like a total faggot. Becoming more and more of a dirty man everyday. Everything as it should be

cartographerswithoutborders

My plan to create a perfectly flat and level Kansas by moving 5,501 cubic miles of earth from west to east. It’s the ideal Kansas. Still some details to work out about rivers, roads, etc. Watch out for the 900-foot cliff bisecting Kansas City.

leafcrunch

this is honestly the best post on the entire fucking internet

birdblues

kyleblackpaw

just leaving your important information in the tags again? cant have that

lakevida

man with excellent self restraint dismayed to realize that not wanting anything is more likely a depression symptom than a carefully honed skill that atones for other aspects of his character