i want to be there so you don't have to be brave

ask me stuff cutiedingdongs. im julialestie on youtube btw

[pseudophan]

so it turns out phan is real

[danielhowell]

IS PHAN REAL? one of the biggest conspiracies in the history of the internet - we’re gonna talk about it https://youtu.be/Cxe_YMJ4nUs

[preciouslestie-blog]

💕💕💕

[preciouslestie-blog]

are you alive?!?!?! How are you feeling.

guys.... yes... i've seen it... and i am so so so happy for them and mortified at the same time. i still feel like i'm in some parallel universe or high on drugs. i didn't think they'd ever talk about it, specially so intricately in a 40 something minute video but i'm so glad they did, it's not a happiness that comes from them being in a relationship, it's a happiness that comes from them finally feeling confident and brave enough to share that with the world. they can, once and for all, be themselves after everything they've been through. i've been a fan for over a decade, i've been with them through so much, parasocially speaking i've seen so many eras, so many phases, so many moments, so many changes and now, seeing where they are in life makes me incredibly proud and happy. my love for them will never change, no matter what happens and i'm excited to see their new chapter. they're finally free.

[preciouslestie-blog]

omg you're baaaack<333 i'm so happy because you're like, one of my favorite blogs ever, like you're so funny and your comments are always on point and ahhh i've missed you :'(❤❤❤ hope you're doing good, have a lovely day!

thank you love! thats so so cute and i remember you! ♥

[preciouslestie-blog]

I don't remember who you are but I had your notifications on and I just checked your account and you are so sweet! My memory is amazing

thats ok! i wouldnt remember me either n thank u!!

[preciouslestie-blog]

hullo i found your blog at like 2am and now i'm stalking you cuz u seem pretty cool and funny and i just want to say that you are an amazing person! *hug*

sometimes i make myself laugh and i say to myself (out loud) "im so freaking funny im the funniest person ever" i have issues

[preciouslestie-blog]

may i ask why are you getting hate is it from the antis? honestly frick them u dont deserve that nobody forced them to click on a video that says phan moments honestly ur so cool i hope ur doing well

u are cooler

[preciouslestie-blog]

Hey so apparently the youtube account connected to this tumblr is owned by Dan Howell and Phil Lester themselves. Is this true? I saw something about it on the internet.

dan and phil own me

[preciouslestie-blog]

oh my god i'm so happy that you are back!!! it's funny because i was thinking about you today, it's so nice to know that you're alive and well. we still love and appreciate you. welcome back!! sending you lots of love xxx

why are you all so sweet im gonna start crying im not even joking i cry easilyi feel really happy coming back here, i miss making videos even though they are the crappiest things but thats ok it matches my personality!!1!! i dont know if making another video with my stupid notes is gonna be relevant nowadays but i like making them and some people started doing that which is fine i guess and uhhh i still have (new?) opinions on dan and phil stuff im just fucking ranting now im sorry..,., thank you for being a sweetpie and remembering me love u lots

[preciouslestie-blog]

I miss you queen 😭💜💟

i miss youuu gorgeous

[preciouslestie-blog]

when will you post your next video?

i dont know what you are talking about

[preciouslestie-blog]

do u know which interview he said that when he and phil he starts crying and then phil feels bad and then he stops arguing cause i really wanna know

im sorry, what?

[preciouslestie-blog]

I'm guessing you've left this blog indefinitely and all I can say is I hope you're doing good. People miss you but it's way more important you're happy and healthy so I truly wish you the best. I also hope you're occasionally checking in on this crazy phandom. It can be stressful but there's some lovely moments I want to believe you're looking at and loving like so many of us. This is really cheesy/sappy for an anon but I hope you don't feel pressure to create but also understand you're valued

oh my fucking god im sorry im saying fuck too much but this is too adorable, thank you so much!!!!!! and yes ive been checking up on those weird headed human beings, im glad they are happy. love youuuuu

[preciouslestie-blog]

hey. you still active? still a member of the phandom?

whats a phandom

[preciouslestie-blog]

me n my friend have been wondering where the fUCK are you?? like it's been 6 months of radio silence LET US KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE AND WELL

thats old. its been, what? a decade?

[preciouslestie-blog]

Why is fetus Phil???? So???? Hot???? Like damn. (Phil now is still hot and I love him)

fetus phil is a domdommy dominant boy its quite scary well he stil is buti didnt say any of that

[preciouslestie-blog]

where did u go! :( i hope your doing well nonetheless x

im here babuuu i was in my room crying and laughing at my own jokes