REVOLVER

[wordsnquotes]

I don’t pretend to be wise, but I am observing, and I see a great deal more than you’d imagine. I’m interested in other people’s experiences and inconsistencies, and…I remember and use them for my own benefit.

Louisa May Alcott, Little Women (via wordsnquotes)

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[delsinsfire]

They all look beautiful and I am angry

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Tagged by: @zxtsubo​ [Thanks a lot for tagging me! : ) ]

Rules: answer the questions and tag 20 people you want to get to know better.

1) Nickname: Mana

2) Star Sign: Pisces

3) Height: 147 cm

4) Time right now: 7:18 PM

5) Last thing you googled: Not really a google search as much as a play store search but Pokemon GO since it just got (officially) released in the UK. 

6) Favorite music artists: Sound Horizon

7) Songs stuck in your head: Sakkaku Crossroads - BiBi

8) Last movie watched: X-Men: Apocalypse

9) Last TV show watched: I never watch TV shows...

10) What are you wearing: A black dress and tights. 

11) When did you create your blog: November 8th, 2015

12) What do you post: Not much these days... Replies when I’m actually active? : |

13) Any other blogs: @mecanyx but I’m not more active there than I am here.  14) Do you get asks: Sometimes. 

15) Why did you choose your URL: предатель (predatel) is Russian for betrayer. I wanted a Russian word that would fit the backstabber Ocelot is and this one was my favourite since it also sounds close to “predator”. The two words have completely different origins but I liked the subtle throwback to yet another side of Ocelot’s personality. 

I tag: Anyone who feels like doing it!

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tagged by : Again, I stole it from the dash because I love aesthetic memes.  tagging :

BOLD THE AESTHETIC FOR YOUR MUSE. ITALICIZE WHAT CAN BE TAKEN 2 WAYS.

The softest palms that never want to touch you until after a bottle of wine. “ Just braid your hair if you won’t brush it, at least, you useless girl. ” Pulling on your skirt with one hand as you shuffle away. “You’ll get it done before the day is up. ” Guilt that isn’t yours to have. It’s a crooked game, but it’s the only one in town. Chains. “ How could you do this to me? ” The sharp sting of guilt. You feel something even though you’re paid to do the opposite. The family you never had. Falling backwards through time. Quicksand. Drowning, but you don’t save yourself. “ You’re getting better. ” They smile like a snake. Your stars and sky. There’s a part of you that couldn’t stay away even if you were forced to. They are your wings, there’s no doubt there. “ Let’s take off somewhere. Let’s fly. ” You edge a bit too close to the sun. Another ghost to take your place after every stumble. Deep roots in the ground slashed open in the sun. Rock candy melting in water. Waves rise and leave the foam behind. The precipice you call home has a tip you’ll reach eventually. Happiness is the best front a man can take. “ I’ve never seen someone as beautiful as you before. ” You disagree; they’re more beautiful. Discomfort at the tiniest of touches. The sky opens up when you see them. Rain comes down. Poppy fields. Your sanity hanging by a thread. “ Oh god, what have you done? ” Roommates weren’t supposed to be the smartest ones of all. They’ve got a devil on their shoulder and an angel in their mind. You try to help but it only got worse. Now they’re dead, it’s all your fault. Adam & Eve in the garden. A temptress in crisp button-downs. “ Fuck, you’ve gone off the deep end, haven’t you? ” They lie so perfectly you almost forget yourself. The spark that lit the kindling on your funeral pyre. Sugar and spice and a taste for the dark side. Yves Saint Laurent Black Opium on your pillow, a scented cloud drifting behind you like a cape. Crisp green apples piled up on the table. Your shoes are sharp, but your wit is even sharper. What a pretty one, they say. You laugh without humor. A soft, hollow spot sits in your chest. There’s a place you’ll never leave no matter who tries to stop you. The seat of power fits like a glove. Heavy is the head that wears the crown. You share a space, but not a mind. They think you are weak. You are, maybe. “ What are you going to do with all of these pills? ” It shines up at you, mocking. Disappointment in three parts. An empty bird’s nest. Broken pencil tips. There’s an empty paper in front of you that you’ll never fill. “ We want you to succeed. I hope you can grasp that. ” They weren’t there when it happened. Corruption. There’s a red string tying you together. Bubblegum pink. The scent of whisky on the horizon. “ You’re the best friend I’ve ever had. ” Pink tipped fingers lock in secrecy. “ Yeah? That’s pretty sad. ” you laugh. it’s the happiest sound they’ve heard. What a funny duck, they say. Making faces when you pass by a mirror. 99 red balloons drifting through a hazy sky. You try to lift your head up but it’s so much effort. Always walking on sunshine. There’s a million reasons to come down from the clouds but you can’t be bothered. Loon is the word of the day. Hair twisted up with glitter butterfly clips like a haphazard mobile. You drift, but you know where you’re going. No one has any dirt on you because you’re infinitely spotless. The empty side of your bed they crawled into when they were nine. Court hearings. “ I miss you. ” Siblings are a funny thing. They point out every family-shaped hole in every picture on the mantelpiece.

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WHAT ARE YOUR MUSE’S AESTHETICS?

BOLD ANY WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE. ITALICIZE WHAT THEY LIKE. REMEMBER TO REPOST & NOT REBLOG. FEEL FREE TO ADD TO THE LIST

fire. ice. water. air. claws. fangs. wings. gold. diamonds. grass. leaves. trees. roses. metal. iron. rust. rain. snow. lace. silk. cotton. sun. moon. stars. blood. dirt. mud. silver. steel. sugar. salt. lavender. glass. wood. paper. wool. fur. smoke. ash. ocean. bruise. scar. laceration. brand. burn. wind. spices. light. dark. paint. charcoal. wine. hard liquor. sweat. dust. bare feet. canine. feline. coffee. tea. books. scratches. petals. thorns. hay. glitter. heat. cold. steam. frost. candle. sword. dagger. arrow. hammer. shield. spikes. sand. rocks. roots. feathers. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. herbs. waves. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. clay. stone. brick. marble. fruit. meat. poison. medicine. snake. bird. clock. shell. leather. chain. ribbon. tie. hat. heart. spade. map. boot. love. loss. healer. killer. liar.

tagged by: No one, I stole it from the dash. tagging: 

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The rules are simple, post ten characters you’d like to roleplay as, have roleplayed as and might bring back then tag ten people to do the same ( If you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people ).

TAGGED BY: @wonstrous [thank you nee-san~! <3] TAGGING: Whoever has not done it yet and wants to feel free to consider yourself tagged!

have roleplayed & might bring back.

Chronica from Sound Horizon

Akane Tsunemori from Psycho-Pass 

Jun Kurosu from Persona 2

Mio Iijima (OC) from Shin Megami Tensei

Light Field from Zero Escape

Aoi Kurashiki from Zero Escape

Himuro Tatsuya from Kuroko no Basuke

Kuroo Tetsurou from Haikyuu!

Donquixote Doflamingo from One Piece

The Boss from Metal Gear Solid

would like to roleplay in the future.

Delta from Zero Escape

Phi from Zero Escape

Mikhail from Drakengard 3

Nozomi Toujou from Love Live

[roleplayermemes]

“The Strokes” - Sentence Starters [Part 2]

Send a sentence in my inbox for my muses reaction to yours saying that to them.

“ I don’t see it that way. ”

“ I’m not like that. ”

“ I say the right things, but act the wrong way. ”

“ I like it right here, but I can’t stay. ”

“ The joke’s on you - this place is a zoo. ”

“ You’re right, it’s true. ”

“ Everything’s just great. ”

“ I just can’t remember. ”

“ Can’t you see I’m nervous? ”

“ Pretend to be nice. ”

“ I try, but you see… It’s hard to explain. ”

“ Oh, maybe someday you’ll know. ”

“ Thanks my friend, thought that we was dead. ”

“ Well I don’t care, ‘cause it’s free. ”

“ I hope it’s you who set this trap. ”

“ But, to me, it’s all the same. ”

“ I lost my page. Again. ”

“ I know this is surreal… ”

“ Believe me, this is a chance. ”

“ Leave me alone. ”

“ I’m in control. ”

“ Just take it or leave it. ”

“ Enough is enough. ”

“ He/she’s gonna let you down. ”

“ I can’t go back. ”

“ I want to be forgotten. ”

“ I don’t want to be reminded. ”

“ Please don’t make this harder. ”

“ Oh dear, is it really all true? ”

“ Life ain’t chess. ”

“ You don’t miss me, I know. ”

“ He/she seemed impressed by the way you came in. ”

“ Tell us a story; I know you’re not boring. ”

“ You’re not trying hard enough. ”

“  You sound so sleepy. ”

“ You sound so angry. ”

“ Just calm down, you found me. ”

“ I’m not your friend, I never was. ”

“ Yeah, I know you warned me… But this is too important. ”

“ Why can’t you wait? ”

“ Fuck goin’ to that party. ”

“ Alright, let’s go, you convinced me. ”

“ I won’t try to control you. ”

“ Friday nights have been lonely. ”

“ I’ll be right there. ”

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[I’m back! The trip went great! The con was amazing as always, even better than last year! And now I’m... dead... Completely dead... I already managed to rest a bit today but I need more rest before I can write again. I’m only going back to work on Monday so I’m planning to kick this blog back into activity tomorrow (hopefully) and (again hopefully) get some things done before I get busy again. It’s good to be back. I really miss roleplaying Ocelot! I hope you’ve all had a great week!]

[I’m so sad I didn’t really see any good MGS cosplays at the con. I saw a Quiet (very quickly and only her back) but couldn’t catch her to get a pic and a Naked Snake that, again, I didn’t manage to catch up before he was gone so I’ve got no MGS cosplays pics and I’m sad. I guess the fact that, for security reasons, they forbid entrance to any cosplayer with too realistic military attires and weapons didn’t help but I don’t feel there’s a huge MGS community around here either? I don’t know but it’s sad. I wish I could cosplay a MGS character. I was planning on making a female!Ocelot at one point but it’d probably look bad on me...

I bought a few MGS goodies though. FOXHOUND dog tags, a Diamond Dogs hoodie (too bad they didn’t have the FOXHOUND equivalent, they only had the t-shirt) and a D-Dog figure. I really wanted one of the figures but I didn’t like the design for most of them. And Ocelot’s may have been my least favourite. That sucks but, at least, I’ve already got the Ocelot bust figure. My favourites were Tretij and D-Dog but I picked D-Dog because you can never go wrong with D-Dog! (Sorry Tretij, I love you too but...) His figure is gonna join my Ocelot bust on my desk at work! My desk is gonna be even more amazing! Here’s the pic of everything:

Maybe I’ll post some cosplay pics of me when other people who took them will upload them because I’m not a 100% happy with the ones I have on my phone.]

[wnq-writers]

This is what you do: Find the beauty in pain. In him. In yourself and in everything that’s left with you. Keep writing until you run out of words. Until there is no single trace of him to you. Until there is still a trace left of him but not enough to tear you apart from diminutive pieces.

5thcoffee, Offspring of Pain (via wnq-writers)

[hyyacinthus]

stars say, child, go to sleep, stars don’t say how to survive the darkness or the hollow void called space between my fourth and fifth ribs.

—Eliel Vera, Last Night (via hyyacinthus)

[oldmanpeace]

[natalieweepoetry]

These fires cannot touch us when we have perfected the art of immolation. How even death is a shadow of forgetting. We have worn it like skin, offered the fresh peel at our first meeting. At our last. & now the afterworld as we know it: beyond our invention. As it has always been. You’re not forgiven, but neither am I. The world is ending & we have been here before.

Natalie Wee, excerpt of In The Unlikely Event of The Apocalypse, published in The Missing Slate (via wondersmithinc)

[bach-bach]

そういえばまだアップしていなかった2016年カレンダー絵のまとめ。

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[Reminder that I’m leaving for Paris to go to Japan Expo tomorrow. I’ll be staying there for the whole con (it’s gonna be so much fun but I’m gonna die cosplaying there the 4 days welp) to come back to the UK on Monday. But I’ll be staying at a friend’s place in London when I come back so I won’t be back home until the 13th. This blog has been on hiatus for a while now (apologies, I really wish I could have been more active recently but life and other things got in the way : | ) but, for the next week, it’ll be in real hiatus. I’m not going to be around at all. I’m not sure how much internet I’ll have and how much time I’ll have to be on once in France but I’m not too optimistic. Chances are that if I’m online, the best way to contact me will be through Skype. (Don’t hesitate to request it if we’re mutuals!) 

The good thing is, I’ll have some free time (for once) once I’m back. That should allow me to write some things and kick this blog into activity again. Aside replies, I have asks, headcanons I’ve been meaning to write for months that I still haven’t gotten to, my rules page that doesn’t work as well as I’d like, my about page that’s incomplete, and I need more icons. I’ll try to balance everything from the best of my abilities and keep a decent amount of activity (even if I’ll be travelling again very soon after that for work which will be another mini-hiatus). Hopefully I’ll succeed!

Thanks a lot for your patience! I hope you all have a fantastic week!]

[heskynn]

Hi! I please draw more EVA with Ocelot :)

“How are you not boiling in that?”“How are you not cold?”

Based on Leyendecker’s ‘Tennis or Golf?’ Illustration.

[metalgearinformer]

Metal Gear Solid Snake Eater Pachislot promo pictures show EVA and Ocelot