Vanity Breese Irritum

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Name: Vanitas Irritum. Age: 19. "So here's a few things about me. I smoke, drink, skate, eat junk food, listen to every genre of music because I fucking like it all, I jerk off almost daily, start fights, spit, swear and cut my wrists and thighs to pieces. If you can't handle any of that then please get the fuck out of my presence." AU account. Relationship status: taken by Roxas Inanis. [Vanitas mopes a lot, he tends to rant loads. Its understandable that this can be irritating to see but just bear with him.]

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And I’m proud to say we’re happy

~Galayna

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<3

#nimbose

I'm sorry but you're not the only one with problems y'know. You're not the only one with problems, Beth. Some of us just choose not to broadcast our lives everywhere. People do suffer. Not just you. It's not our fault, ye? Also, some people have it harder than you. Sure some people don't know what you go through daily but just think about how others suffer too.

Who is this?

depressed person: laughs at something funny

moron: what, you're laughing? i thought you were depressed you're supposed to be sad all the time and crying and suicidal you're not really depressed you faker

fyeahroleplayingrabbit

A year or two back, I was in this RPing group, and I was starting to feel a bit ignored and unwanted. And I wasn’t very good at expressing emotions and feelings very well, so I made a status update about how I felt, and basically three people from the group yelled at me about how “hurtful” it was that I would feel that way. After a little spat, they unfriended me and I deleted my account on their proboard site.

But… I didn’t want to fight with them. I just wanted a little understanding.

I’ll spare you the other things that have transpired between me and the rest of those people on that site, but I’ll just say that I am still VERY bitter towards those people nowadays. Mostly because they ignore any and all arguments and do the same when people confront them about what jerks they are. Oh well.

Sends a picture of himself doing a love heart with his fingers because he's such a great boyfriend.

A smile formed. “I really needed this right now…I love you.”

#inanimentum

"It amuses me when parents/adults say "Teenagers have no reason to be depressed!" Oh, trust me, we do."

okay thats it

it fucking hurts to see everyone reblogging these ass and tits and making me feel even worse about my disgusting body

i'm deactivating because it hurts too fucking much

underweightdreams

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"Never felt so fucking unneeded in all my life. Both IC and OOC. Most believe they care, but once I feel better, they're gone again."

#sob sob

detail.

“Its going to be a rainy night where the parents are out, and Roxas will move closer to me for warmth. I allow him that, my arms winding around his shoulders to bring him into my lap, though I continue to stare into his mesmerising sapphire iris’. And I lean in close, asking for a kiss, and it will be accepted.Only moments after we are all over one another, hands caressing every inch of reachable flesh, tongues entwined, our breath and voices smothered by one another’s lips. The gentle pattering of the rain on the window contrasts our assault and allows us to work at a rhythm.And only minutes later, we fall on the bed, my body looming over his as my hands grab at the clothing restricting my access. I break away from his lips, silently asking for continuation and in the heat of the moment, Roxas nods, allowing me to rid his torso of the shirt. And I continue to run my palms over the skin, running down over his jeans, over his thighs, teasing the zipper of his fly.He will moan my name, his body swaying backwards, back arching into my chest, his legs akimbo. Eyes shut tight, he gasps in ecstasy toes curling and raking over the bedsheets. In a tandem, we reach our peaks, our sweating bodies sliding against one another like two tectonic plates.Its two hours later and we are in each other’s arms, deep in hypnosis of our kiss.”

#anon #holy fuck #you brought out the author in me