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To what extent

When you have failed someone in the past but refuse to ever let them down again. To what extent do you protect them? Even If you are unsure they would do the same? Love prevents pride. Family does trump all, even in bad times.

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Life is not what I envisioned

To have an abundance of material possessions and want nothing more than a family unit. Lonely days lonely nights. How much longer must I fight.

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Sometimes you just have to let go. I cannot control the actions of others, cannot save something that doesn't want saved. Sometimes real help comes in the form of words you don't want to hear, that's why it's called help. When help is exactly what you want to hear, I believe it's called enabling. I am greatly sorry for those I've hurt. Sometimes I hate the life I've made,..everything is wrong everytime. But I am a hero to my son, and for him I will always stand in front of danger and shield him. Family will always come first in my eyes.

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Doing the right thing takes guts

Sometimes you just have to take a deep breath, and walk in head first. You will come out stronger and more respected. Trust the ones who love you, even in absence, love prevents them from doing injustice.

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fuck my life man. i dont have time for techie punks

[nothingidputbeforeyou]

A scene from the pilot with captions for the Wincest-impaired.

[anondeepweb-blog]

Karma is going to rip you in two. you are the lowest of low. if what I’ve heard is true, Karma will indeed make you suffer more than you are making an entire family suffer right now. Cant wait to see where you live. I said I wouldn’t but friends do anything. He wants you in your sons life, but everyone else dares you to show. How dare you do what you did to an autistic four year old. He is doing everything he can to save his sons life while you enjoy your hiatus. enjoy, soon it will be official. you better pick a partner who is rich, and gullible. your days of enjoyment will soon come to a close and you will get to feel the pain his son feels. I’ve seen the videos of him asking for you, its real. He doesn’t need someone like you in his life. All he needs from you is to collect your life insurance. Finally do the right thing. I’ve seen him sick while you live a fantasy life. He will continue to beg you back, he somehow feels like his son needs you. From what I see, he is still under your spell. We will change that and get through to him the truth of you. 

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what in the FUCK!!!! yeah, i found that you synced my tower remotely i dont use antivirus so it was easy to see the folder. this is my life my fight. Caitlin change yer password , like now. 

You dicks better never do this shit again. how the fuck do you know so much? youve been watching my traffic? ill find it and burn it off.  two can play games ya know. spell? are you pagans now? lol, when my towers clean your fucked. she is my sons mom. and this is a family matter. a private matter. how about i find you, i need someone to blow steam on. two can play. your only good with tech, dont make me show up to your place. my lifes busy and i might have to take the quick and easy route. leave her alone, never again. 

[nothingidputbeforeyou]

A scene from the pilot with captions for the Wincest-impaired.

[anondeepweb-blog]

Karma is going to rip you in two. you are the lowest of low. if what I’ve heard is true, Karma will indeed make you suffer more than you are making an entire family suffer right now. Cant wait to see where you live. I said I wouldn’t but friends do anything. He wants you in your sons life, but everyone else dares you to show. How dare you do what you did to an autistic four year old. He is doing everything he can to save his sons life while you enjoy your hiatus. enjoy, soon it will be official. you better pick a partner who is rich, and gullible. your days of enjoyment will soon come to a close and you will get to feel the pain his son feels. I’ve seen the videos of him asking for you, its real. He doesn’t need someone like you in his life. All he needs from you is to collect your life insurance. Finally do the right thing. I’ve seen him sick while you live a fantasy life. He will continue to beg you back, he somehow feels like his son needs you. From what I see, he is still under your spell. We will change that and get through to him the truth of you. 

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dude not cool. 

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who is this anyway zag? mastermindz? anonsecure?  man, stop. this is my fight. I will protect MY son. you guys back the fuck off. 

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So you have been creeping me, to follow my traffic. and then cross the line by this? were you the ones who synced my tower too? i found it, i dont use antivirus i dont need to, nice try tho. why   ? this is a family issue. blood family. If you in any way shape or form contact her again.. remember i dont forgive or forget either. ashame to use what ya taught me on you. this is too far. Caitlin if you read this ignore it. I wouldnt let nothing happen to you. change your passwords tho, like now. 

[nothingidputbeforeyou]

A scene from the pilot with captions for the Wincest-impaired.

[anondeepweb-blog]

Karma is going to rip you in two. you are the lowest of low. if what I’ve heard is true, Karma will indeed make you suffer more than you are making an entire family suffer right now. Cant wait to see where you live. I said I wouldn’t but friends do anything. He wants you in your sons life, but everyone else dares you to show. How dare you do what you did to an autistic four year old. He is doing everything he can to save his sons life while you enjoy your hiatus. enjoy, soon it will be official. you better pick a partner who is rich, and gullible. your days of enjoyment will soon come to a close and you will get to feel the pain his son feels. I’ve seen the videos of him asking for you, its real. He doesn’t need someone like you in his life. All he needs from you is to collect your life insurance. Finally do the right thing. I’ve seen him sick while you live a fantasy life. He will continue to beg you back, he somehow feels like his son needs you. From what I see, he is still under your spell. We will change that and get through to him the truth of you. 

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dude not cool. 

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who is this anyway zag? mastermindz? anonsecure?  man, stop. this is my fight. I will protect MY son. you guys back the fuck off. 

[nothingidputbeforeyou]

A scene from the pilot with captions for the Wincest-impaired.

[anondeepweb-blog]

Karma is going to rip you in two. you are the lowest of low. if what I’ve heard is true, Karma will indeed make you suffer more than you are making an entire family suffer right now. Cant wait to see where you live. I said I wouldn’t but friends do anything. He wants you in your sons life, but everyone else dares you to show. How dare you do what you did to an autistic four year old. He is doing everything he can to save his sons life while you enjoy your hiatus. enjoy, soon it will be official. you better pick a partner who is rich, and gullible. your days of enjoyment will soon come to a close and you will get to feel the pain his son feels. I’ve seen the videos of him asking for you, its real. He doesn’t need someone like you in his life. All he needs from you is to collect your life insurance. Finally do the right thing. I’ve seen him sick while you live a fantasy life. He will continue to beg you back, he somehow feels like his son needs you. From what I see, he is still under your spell. We will change that and get through to him the truth of you. 

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dude not cool. 

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I gave you the key when the door wasn't open, just admit it See, I gave you faith, turned your doubt into hoping, can’t deny it Now I’m all alone and my joys turned to moping Tell me, where are you now that I need you? Where are you now? Where are you now that I need you? Couldn't find you anywhere When you broke down I didn't leave you I was by your side So where are you now that I need you? Where are you now that I need you?

jack u

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Say my name, I wanna hear you call Hold me close, I wanna feel your heart I’m in a cold sweat and I want you bad Now you got me all in my head, like damn

Mind - Jack Ü

this is how i feel

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Dunno why but this is giving me Pine Vibes…..

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you have had time to clear your head. Our son should be your focus, but it isn’t. Preston and I are not weak. I am focused. “the only way im leaving is dead, that is the state of my state of my state of my head”. “roundem’ up lets go”! 

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please respond

@deansapplepi3 caitlin please speak to me. everyone wants to help you. if you are making a final decision,then at least tell me.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2Lra8hY44o)    THIS MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD. CANT WAIT TO MEET THIS GUY.  HITS HARD AS FUCK. DEM HATS. DAT WOBBLE. FLAWLESS. 

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Anything as in Anything

@deansapplepi3 / Caitlin, Please come home. Preston is having such a rough time right now. An autistic 4 yr old cannot fathom the loss of his mother. How long must I look and see the sheer pain in his eyes? He asks about you every visit.  All I want is a phone call. I can pay your way home.This is meant for me. then take me to court and give me pain, but please not our son, not Preston. his cries haunt my dreams, This is the only pain I cannot heal for him. He doesn't understand. you stopped your meds caitlin. I know you love him. please call me or anyone else. I wasnt built to see my son suffer like this. I cant for a second believe this is a rational decision. This is real. her tumbler friends do not know the real story. they have only her side, she is off her meds. she could of had a dream, anything could of triggered this. she was abused as a child. please help this is real. 

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my own enemy

i am mourning a huge loss. my wife. i cant explain  exactly. was too caught up in providing and making our world bright behind the scenes. Our son. our precious son. why couldnt i wake up sooner? she ran away.literally. no word in over a month. son in cps care. i never thought that would be me. jumping through hoops doing anything and everything to get him home. i want nothing else than to end this nightmare. i can and will give everything including my own life.