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[prettypixie]

[prettypixie]

day three of trainings has me feeling

[prettypixie]

Beyond excited for a third (fourth?) viewing

[inevergottouselivejournal]

This was supposed to be a diary space but I am always too tired to write anything substantial. Work is weird and I’m learning a lot, I’m too tired to do anything with my time outside of work, and volunteering has just completely fell off the map, I’m just too tired.

Projects in motion (lagging):

Embroidery circle patches

Exploring sound changes (conlang biz)

Self taught Montessori education

Projects at a standstill (everything else):

Clearing out guest room for my sister

Put sheets on the damn day bed

Make some fuxking meals with protein and vegetables

Eyes doctor

Set up insurance

Dishes

Laundry (I did do 2 loads day before yesterday) (there is still 5 to do)

Organize tables and get book shelves and a couch and just like anything to make the living room usable by anyone other than my wife. Aka me.

None of this includes my project to create a stronger relationship with my sister and the people I want to be friends with

Also unionizing my workplace bc tbh it is begging for it, teachers are not being treated appropriately imo (not that anyone cares bc I can only work 6 hrs a day, and all the full time workers kinda look down on me like I don’t fully understand their mistreatment because I don’t kill myself for a place that only cares about how I perform. If performance is what they are looking for, they are already getting as much of me as they possibly can)

Also brushing my teeth daily is slipping, so like we can all tell where my mental health is at. (I do like going to work bc masking tricks my brain for like 3 hour stints to not just stare at the wall) (routine is easier there sometimes)

[inevergottouselivejournal]

Please Martha Stewart what is Rachtzah? Without you I would never be able to celebrate Passover.

Why is she the top site to concisely remind me that it’s the hand washing ? I had to scroll past pages that wanted to write an essay

[prettypixie]

Recent life

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I gotta talk about my top surgery "plans" today and I'm so scared BECuse I AM MAKING THIS UP AS A GOooo!!! What if I get stopped and not allowed???!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhh /screech

[prettypixie]

Fucking kill me

[prettypixie]

[prettypixie]

Ugggh everyone was such a good musician. They asked me to stop trying to play my(!) uke and just sing instead, but my voice kept cracking, it was horrible

If I quit now, they can’t hate me later on when I’m still shitty

They just might hate me now. UGGGH

[prettypixie]

The exclamation point is because I bought a uke today

[prettypixie]

Ugggh everyone was such a good musician. They asked me to stop trying to play my(!) uke and just sing instead, but my voice kept cracking, it was horrible

If I quit now, they can't hate me later on when I'm still shitty They just might hate me now. UGGGH

[demonicvulcan]

person: but it’s canon

me: yes, but it’s very badly written, so we ignore it

[prettypixie]

[shadrow]

The smash hit of the summer.

[alexacadia]

I’M SCREAMING!!!!!!!

[slayfulness]

I’m… shook

[pennington-road]

Cursed audio.

[tethmos-deactivated20180313]

Y'all I am ascending to another plane of existence I cannot anymore

[nazo-nazo]

Omg dying. @emberlina

[prettypixie]

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[prettypixie]

Having self respect and standing by the healthy boundaries I've set with people is so hard

All I want to do is take it all back so I can have people to talk to again I feel so lonely

[prettypixie]

Nobody fucking tagged me I don't care I tag EVERYONE who sees this Six selfies of 2016 GOOD RIDDANCE