I was talking to someone for a couple of months and getting to know him. He is such a good guy, however we never met. I started to get feelings for him, and I do still care for him. We had such good banter and back and forth humour. If we did meet, it would’ve been long distance and if it was a good meeting and we thought we liked each other (I don’t want to think about it too much, since I dont want to hurt myself thinking about it)
But you know when you connect with someone so good, but there’s one thing that doesn’t allow you to see it through? Yep that’s how I feel.
He did contact me to let me know he couldn’t do long distance, which actually makes me sad. I really wanted to meet him. I am definitely hurting now. He did say he wanted to remain friends as he did enjoy our chats and getting to know me.
I still think he is such a good guy, no red flags. And we had such a good start to a friendship.
I did ask him if we can get on a call tomorrow so I can just say my peace and that I am sad we never met and that it sucks. As I did enjoy our time connecting. And I do want to remain friends with, even if it’s hard to right now.
I really wish this distance wasn’t a problem or I wish we met when we could or I wish he was in the same country as me.
I’m not mad he ended things, I’m just heartbroken and sad.
