“I wish it was that simple, but he’s my best friend. If I tell him that I love him - love him, love him - and he doesn’t feel the same way, I risk messing up what we have right now. And I can’t- I could never live with that. About Matt, though” She sighed, psyching herself up to tell Savannah the mess she got herself into. “When I came to New York last, when I was upset with Riv because he- he slept with his ex, and it was a whole thing, um, I stayed with Stephen and Ollie, and they’re friends with Matt, so I ended up spending a lot of time with him too. At the very end of the week, he told me that he knew I was going through this with Riv, but that he really wanted me to give him a chance. He said that he liked me a lot, that he enjoyed spending time with me and thought we could make it work– he even asked Stephen for permission. And - you know, at the time, it didn’t seem like such a wild idea. It’s Matt! Right? I- I loved him when we were kids, and I don’t know, I did feel butterflies when I thought about- something with him… so I said yes. I- and I guess I’m sort of dating him now.” She bit her lip, glancing down at her lap as she played with the hem of the tablecloth, picking at a loose thread. “But I don’t- I don’t know, I made up with Riv, and I can’t stop thinking about him, and with Matt, I just don’t… feel anything. But he likes me a lot. And he’s a really good kisser!” Cleo laughed and shook her head. “I don’t know. I feel awful for- for stringing him along, but he really believes if I give him a fair shot we could work out. And maybe we can! Who knows? He- he could be my next greatest love. Right?”
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