My Own Personal Space

[remanence-of-love]

Sometimes the hardest person to love is yourself. I’ve suffered so much self hate and resentment. That I realized this war within me had to stop. So I glanced at the mirror smiling at the lovely woman staring back. And I admired her body with awe. So I told her that she is smart , kind ,beautiful and strong. While I vehemently chanted to every inch of her body ,as resilient and wonderful. So now her beauty is embedded within my thoughts. From that moment on I just knew it. After hating her for all these years….. I was finally loving her for the first time.

Loving Her For the First Time//Conee Berdera (via remanence-of-love)

[wnq-writers]

and that was the thing about her, she kept on surviving. with bullet holes in her lungs, and knife marks etched in her back. she never let anything get in her way, resilient. a fighter, not by choice. but a warrior at heart.

k. azizian (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

I’m not good. The last year was indescribably terrible. And the year before that was even worse. I’ve reached a point in my life where I just want to disappear into nothingness. I want to be nothing.

dewdropheart  (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

1. Do not be afraid to feel. Be soft, be gentle, be a roaring hurricane if that’s what your heart is telling you. You are an intricate creature of emotion. Do not still your flames. 2. Set your alarm 5 minutes early. Give yourself 5 minutes to lay there in resilience. Then get up and go. 3. Do not forget the importance of those who ask you how you are. Who ask you how your day was. Notice those who check in on you. The world can be a dark place, surround yourself with those who care. 4. You may not look like that girl in the photo, or the girl you just walked past in the street. But that does not make you any less beautiful. You are simply a different kind of flower. 5. Do not be ashamed of your interests and your passions, the music you like, the books you read, what you enjoy doing on a Sunday. Be proud of the light in your eyes when you speak about it. 6. Understand the difference between good and bad attention. There are those that see you simply for what you offer on the outside, but there are also those who are fascinated by the miracles you offer on the inside too. 7. Don’t take yourself too seriously. You are only human. Forgive yourself when you need to and laugh at yourself often. 8. Despite how it may seem now, your family will not be around forever. Make the effort while you can. These people are your blood, your life source, your first friends. 9. Never stop learning. This world is full of wonder. Be curious about what it holds, the nature, the history, the people. There will always be something new. 10. Make good stories. The present is the youngest you’ll ever be again. There will come a day where you look back upon your life, and memories will be all you have left. Go make some.

mesmer-ise,  writing prompt #62: list 10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

December feels like the ending but also a new beginning. Sometimes , December sent me back to the time when I was to dumb to realize that everything was wrong, Sometimes, December sent me back to the time when he walked away from us, he made starting over looks so easy, while we tried our best not to drown. Sometimes, December keep me here, in the present. Most of the time, I am left alone to fend for myself, to fight for my dreams. But December also gives me hope for a new beginnings, to start over, to be hopeful again.

singlaughscreamlikenobodycare,  writing prompt #72, write about December (via wnq-writers)

[wordsnquotes]

I am awfully sentimental. Of books, belongings, people, places. It matters very little how positive or negative the experience was. If it shared some meaningful time in my life, I’ll have trouble letting go.

Beau Taplin, “Sentimental” (via wnq-writers)

[princessganaden]

KNOW YOUR WORTH 💕

A confident woman doesn’t beg a man to stay, cry if they don’t or need to tear down other women to be loved. She knows her value. When the person she is meant to be with finds her, that person will know it also. He won’t be confused by it. He will fight for her because without her he feels incomplete. She will always be foremost in his mind above anyone else. She doesn’t have to scheme to keep or entice him. She is okay walking away from him because she doesn’t want to be seen as a choice or a woman that has some potential. She demands to be seen as “the one.” To settle for anything less than that is an admission of insecurity and lack of self love.

[wnq-writers]

You know what real tragedy is? When we’re both excruciatingly aching for each other but too damaged, too broken to reach for a touch.

stranger-lover  (via wnq-writers)

[braveee-warrior-deactivated2019]

The thought of you will always be with me. I will always remember the way your lips curls into a smile, I will always remember your scent and the feeling I get when you hold me close. You gave me faith, hope and confidence. You’ll always be a part of me and I will never forget you.

you had a main role in my evolution (via unfixed-soul)

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[thequotejournals]

We have all hurt someone tremendously, whether by intent or accident. we have all loved someone tremendously, whether by intent or accident. it is an intrinsic human trait, and a deep responsibility, i think, to be an organ and a blade. but, learning to forgive ourselves and others because we have not chosen wisely is what makes us most human. we make horrible mistakes. it’s how we learn. we breathe love. it’s how we learn. and it is inevitable.

Nayyirah Waheed (via thequotejournals)

[wnq-anonymous]

I know when to stop. I know when to let things go. I know when to move on. But ‘I know’ is different from ‘I can’.

Anonymous (via wnq-anonymous)

[princessganaden]

I don't need you. In the depths of sadness and despair, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. In the pit of depression where everything seems wrong and falling apart, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. For all the times I called you to save me from the days I feel all alone and lonely, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. Moments that I needed your company and your loving hands to warm the coldness that's filling up the spaces of my heart, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. For all the times I shined the brightest and I wanted you to witness it, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. Times when doubts and fears conquered my mind, all I wanted was the truth but where were you? But when you needed time, I set aside and drop all the things I should do to see you. But when you feel like nobody's there for you. I was there. But when you needed attention, I was always available. One dumb text away no matter what time of the day, you were my priority. And when you needed love, I poured my heart out and showed you the soul like no one else had. It was pure, it was only for you, it was my downfall but it made you happy for awhile. I didn't mind. I still love you but where were you? You were with her. I don't need you. I just don't feel the need to be remembered when you got home from a date with her. I don't need you. I just don't feel the need to be your number two. I don't need you.

[wnq-writers]

I think the worst part is after all this time you spent being so in love and then they tell you they just don’t want to hurt you, so they leave you because they think that’s best for you but that was really the most pain they could have put you through. After all the smiles and laughs and kisses, the dancing in the middle of the street, long walks at night to look at the moon and the stars- and then you’re suddenly without your moon and your stars, and your world flips upside down. And all you can hear is the words they used to say, and you still feel them with you as if they died but never really left. Like it never happened but you seem to get this overwhelming sense of de já vu. You’ve lost your constant- the one that never changed suddenly changed and you’re without your home. And you just lay there at night with this numb hole in your chest. I always thought I understood what it meant to be home sick- now I do.

perkkfection  (via wordsnquotes)

Homesick

[thelovejournals]

I did not beg him to stay because I was begging God that he would not leave.

Warsan Shire, What Your Mother Told You After Your Father Left (via wnq-writers)

[wnq-writers]

Girls like you love fiercely. Girls like you love like it hurts and especially when it does. Girls like you love like there is no tomorrow because girls like you know that you can never love someone enough and love is infinite. Girls like you love like the blood rushing through veins. Girls like you don’t know how to stop loving even when it backfires. Girls like you keep loving even you’re not supposed to. Girls like you dare to love. Girls like you keep loving till there is nothing to love. Girls like you jump into love head first without giving a care in the world to the consequences.Girls like you love dangerously.

tellmeitsgnabeokay  (via wordsnquotes)

[princessganaden]