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Hey folks,
As you may have realized I haven‘t been as active on tumblr as I used to be. I haven‘t edited for months and didn‘t even bother to be as much online. I started blogging in summer 2011, so the whole blogging experience was a big part of my teenage years. I kinda grew with it. 7 years is a long time, just imagine how many people break up or get divorced in that period of time LOL.
Shortly after, in 2012, I developed my eating disorder (atypical anorexia which turned into restrictive) which was a part of my life for 5 years. So tumblr was a great way to „get away“ from my life and myself and just everything that I didn‘t want to face. It was a place of amusement and it helped me at some point to distract.
I started therapy in November 2016, have been inpatient for two months in summer last year and I can proudly admit that I‘m counted as „fully recovered“ for several months now. I‘m a COMPLETELY different person. I‘m strong, mature, I love myself, am self aware af, know my worth, am confident and so much more. A 180 degree turn. I see life as something so so very precious now. I mediate, do yoga, am so damn grateful (and practice that daily) for everything and everyone in my life, because well I only accept people who help me to grow and rise. Who are on my frequency level, share my loves and energy. You see, I‘ve got a career that I enjoy, I got great people, live in the prettiest of all cities, follow my interests passionately.... I deleted most of social media (I don‘t even have any apps on my phone), don‘t read or watch news (TV in general) anymore (and tbh I fucking sleep better now. Fuck all that negativity) and I literally BLOOM.
You know, all I want to say is „cheerio“. I‘ve got thousand of followers over the years on my blogs so I see it as my duty to inform you and not just.... leave - without a word. Which is also the reason for not deleting but leaving.
Time is so so precious and I don‘t wanna waste it any longer on this website. Because I realized that life, and especially MY LIFE, happens OUT THERE! Not in front of a 4.7-inch screen that controls and spams my brain, thoughts and as a result: my life. My aliveness is happening out there. And that‘s exactly how I want it. So it was a slow, but very much needed goodbye.
I wish you all the best of love and success - both in your personal life and career. Get your head and heart on your passions and I‘m sure you can get anything you dream of. Don‘t waste your life on people you can‘t change or things you can‘t control. Don’t be afraid of letting go. Have goals and tell no one about them. And with this I really mean NO ONE. Write them down. Motivate yourself with your sight. Be your god damn own hero and cheerleader and surround yourself with your very own frequency people ONLY. People, that see the world as you do and enjoy the stuff you enjoy. Give them sparkling eyes as they give you. Shit about anyone else. Shit about all whiner and fault-finder. No matter if friends, strangers, colleagues or family. It’s all law of attraction. Your surroundings are your mirror, whether you like it or not. So if you realize that you constantly allure shitty people, well, change your fucking self. Because if you do, believe me, it will be the moment you truly start being. It took me 21 years to learn it, I raised myself in the last two years, taught myself everything I believe and I‘ll keep doing it for the rest of my, hopefully, long life.
Thanks for all these years, but now I‘m up ahead living.
Lina xx
