Finding Myself

I'm a hospitality employee, I have an obsession with dogs (namely dachshunds), Disney and candles, I live for music and adventures.

[recovery-community]

Sensory Overload and how to cope.

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[princessxxupland-deactivated201]

Say what you want about tumblr but this post is so important and I did not know until now that this is what I’ve been experiencing in my seven years of battling anxiety thank you tumblr

[princesssamibear]

This is what’s been happening to me!!! I couldn’t figure it out and I kind of roped it into the same thing as one of my anxiety attacks. This makes so much sense!!!

[princesssamibear]

Pssst, past Sami. You get diagnosed with ASD in 6 years. You’re autistic, you dumbass.

[alpha-beta-gamer]

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[luckyhobbitsfoot]

Can't wait for the submersible DLC

[the-big-mood]

[princesssamibear]

Hippie Princess?

[princesssamibear]

I got a new purse and I have no idea why I’m so obsessed with it.

[princesssamibear]

I’m high off of a Strawberry Lemonade lollipop in a fancy bathtub in the mountains and it’s snowing outside. I fucking love CO.

[princesssamibear]

So

1.) blow dried my own hair for the first time #adulting

2.) got over my fear of being judged for wearing vintage in public, and wore my 30s dress to my doctors apt this afternoon.

[princesssamibear]

Also, these came in last night. Pink is 1930s and handmade, blue is 1940s. I’m surprised they both fit so well because I ordered them without measuring myself 😅

I need to find a longer, preferably darker slip for the 40s dress. It’s also very fragile.

I now own an item of clothing (mostly dresses) from each decade between 1930 and 1990. Now to hunt down 1900s, 1910s, and 1920s.

[princesssamibear]

Haven’t posted in a while. This is my new car, Edith. We had a little photo shoot.

[princesssamibear]

So this happened today. My wonderful husband got me a 2020 A3. It was much needed, my Cruze was falling apart. It’s dangerous though. All I want to do is drive.

Also, my brother made me this bracelet stand and my mom signed me up for the monthly bracelet club so I get 3 per month. I love these bracelets because they’re the only ones that my autistic ass can tolerate around my wrist and not get annoyed by them.

We had 2 Christmases today. We spent the morning at my parent’s house and the evening at his parents house. We saw both living sets of grandparents, which was also nice. It was a good day.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[kafkasdiariies]

[princesssamibear]

High, calm and happy ❤️

[princesssamibear]

My husband works CONSTANTLY. I’m talking leaving at 8am coming home at 8pm or later 5-6 days a week, more often 6 days. I’m a very dependent person. I get incredibly lonely when he’s gone all day and on days like today where I work from 8pm-midnight, I literally won’t see him for a full 24 hours. I’m upset because idk how much longer it’s going to be like this, and that makes me sick to my stomach.

I love him, so dearly. But this is not easy on me. He says it’s so we can buy a house, but he’s not paid hourly.

Idk I’m sad and stressed.

[princesssamibear]

Made my first pair of PJ pants! They’re not perfect, but I’m pretty proud of them. Oh! And there’s pockets! They are SO soft.

[princesssamibear]

First attempt at a top. We’ll see how it goes. My friend challenged me to step away from easy stuff like masks and headbands. So here we are 🤷🏼‍♀️

[princesssamibear]

Finally tried out masks again and realized they’re super easy to make, and I was just being stupid before. So enjoy this dick mask.

[princesssamibear]

Angry at my husband. Made him sleep on the couch. Now I can’t sleep because he’s not next to me.

I’m fucking stupid.

But I’m not about to get him from off the couch.