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“The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them — words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they’re brought out. But it’s...

[prinjack]

10.11.23 2:18am EST

Whew, reading some of my previous personal posts got me so fucking emotional, moreso than I already have been tonight!

So, long story short, I'm getting a divorce. I don't think I'm ready to make all of the details and reasons why public any time soon, if ever. What I will say is that in this time of true separation, I have begun to go to a DV/IVP support group every week and have started going back to therapy every other week. I'd go every week if I can afford it but alas, I'm a broke bitch LMFAO.

Would I be me if I wasn't already accidentally in a situationship? Welp. Here my dumbass is, head over heels for a man half way across the country. At this point, I fully acknowledge I don't always make the best life choices, that being said, he's been a fairly positive one so far.

Outside of broken and new relationships, I have changed so fucking much as a person. Honestly, in just the past 5 months alone, I've gone through such a radical metamorphosis in how I not only approach myself but others. It very much feels like I'm in sort of a new plane of existence and being in a lot of ways. I feel like I've definitely been elevating myself and for once actually valuing myself and attributing true worth to myself. I feel as though most of my delusional self-confidence in the past was much more another mask I was wearing than anything else.

Oh yeah, I'm autistic now too! Well, I always have been, but at least it's now being recognized and I am making accomodations for myself that vastly improve my life.

Tldr; life sucks and is hard, that being said I'm still growing like a string bean 😎

I think I'm going to start posting journal entries on here again because honestly, I haven't journaled much in all in the last past half decade and y'all know you miss my chaotic emo posts.

[feet-of-clay]

Trailing along

[cosmonautroger]

happy baby donkey

[deltawebsistem]

The James Webb Space Telescope has released new images of Jupiter.

[annachara]

[thecacutsqueen-blog]

[prinjack]

Me when my dog is standing on me, as he does.

[tiktoks-for-dead-pope]

[hobbitinthelibrary]

[zooophagous]

Humunah humumah humunah huh huh i need tickets to this

[nerdygaymormon]

[fuckyeahjessicalange]

[breathtakingqueens]

Jessica Lange photographed by Antonio Lopez (1975)

[roadhogsbigbelly]

you can say how cringe disney adults are all you want but i think there's something sweet about how many of the people working on the films are horny gay men. it's nice

[roadhogsbigbelly]

i don't care this rocks

[roadhogsbigbelly]

dude srock

[storybookprincess]

utterly losing my mind that literally right as i was putting up our display for banned books week coming up in september, my boss got a call saying that the county higher ups have declared that we’re prohibited from saying “banned books” in association with any library programs or materials. “freedom to read” is okay apparently, but the phase “banned books” is, well, banned. if i tried to publish this scenario in a novel, my editor would probably send it back with a note saying that the irony is a bit too on the nose & that i need to tone it down a little. we have censored the discussion of censorship. i cannot handle how hilarious this is

[fionaapplerocks]

For fellow vacuum cleaner nerds who have been wondering, the yellow vacuum cleaner featured in the Fiona Apple 'Criminal' video is the Miele S380 in curry yellow.

[technofeudalism]

[just7frogsinapeoplesuit]

The funky guy pictured here is actually a goosefish! He shows up on the google image search for tasseled wobbegongs because someone misidentified him once in a popular post and it stuck.

A real tasseled wobbegong looks like this:

[byjove]

Me, fighting a yoga mom in the organic food market circa 2023: take your hand off that peach or I’ll vaccinate your children against polio

[byjove]

fascinating post I made in 2018

[strongermonster]

perhaps some will disagree, but i think the world got worse when we changed the colour of the night

[strongermonster]

this is what i mean

[degenderates]

Via @bulbaderp

[itistimetodisappear]

To be clear, THIS is how nights of the future should be lit

This is bat friendly street lighting, which not only looks sick as fuck but allows bats to pass through without disturbance, as they cannot see red.

orange and especially white lights deter bats and prevent them from reaching feeding grounds at nighttime. Please if you can, write to your local council and encourage red street lights!!!!

[fashion-runways]

UNDERCOVER Spring/Summer RTW 2024 if you want to support this blog consider donating to:ko-fi.com/fashionrunways When the lights went black at Undercover we waited for the usual procession that signifies a show’s finale. It didn’t come. Instead three models materialized out of the darkness wearing strapless dresses whose skirts seemed to light up. From a distance they looked like movie projections, but as they approached it became clear the skirts were glowing from within. Moving closer still, you saw the colorful flowers, and, wait, was that a butterfly flitting around? Why, yes, it was.

[sixpenceee]

Uranium emitting radiation inside a cloud chamber