Sadness and Saints

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Until I met you I wasn't aware life could feel like a love song

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Won’t pretend I don’t know your break up letter off by heart

Both the good and bad parts

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Me and my demons talk alot About all the things I'm not About the things I cannot do and cannot be I beg I don't end up hanging from a tree Stuck inside locked up with a latch key A good word said about me I disagree

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Singing to the women on venus While I'm stuck on mars Separated by the stars I bleed from all my scars

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Shit baby I'm inclined to agree I hate myself as much you as hate me

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I've got cobwebs in my mind Stuck there With things in bind These pretty things of mine Cobwebs in my mind Only growing bigger in time With the more I'm confined Only remembering how I used to shine Cobwebs in my mind Making me feel That happiness is something I've left behind That it was never really mine I've got cobwebs in my room Some big enough to swallow two

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Call me your man Make me your boy Make me your toy 

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In my darker days Depression is all I can turn too It'll always be there Unlike you I know it's over That's it's through and through But I can't lie My heart belongs to you Trying to fix things Start anew 6 months on I still wonder why you lied when you said "I love you"

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I'd never understood the saying "Summer Girl" until I saw you. Dirt under your nails, hair sewn from gold, a chipped tooth smile. A goddess in a godless world. Riding behind me on my bike, your arms around me a little too tight. Your lips a gentle stinging as they touch mine. My honeybaby.

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Nothing left but your makeup stain on my favourite shirt 

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20

Feeling like I ain't enough lately No if, buts or maybes I understand why she no longer wants me as her baby I don't wanna die but I wanna feel better then I have been lately Haven't seen my friends in a minute I hope they don't hate me It's just been so hard being me lately Can't explain why I always answer maybe Have I missed my chance To take over the world with my plans? I always knew I was going to be just average man I know I'm still young but in honesty I feel so old I feel like there's something wrong with my soul This world feels awful Hope I can be better For her, for me Be enough for anyone in full honesty But this is my year I'm going to say it twice I hope it all turns out nice

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I want to kiss a girl who’s lips are the colour of red wine

I want to be able to call her mine

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I've got a girlfriend who wants to do me right

Marry me because she thinks I'm tight

Doesn't like guys of other types

I've got a girlfriend who wants to know if I'm alright

Asks me if I'm okay every night

Knows that I just might

I've got a girlfriend who deals with my shame

She understands the pain

Understands I hate my name

I've got a girlfriend who knows there are better men

That we've gone too far to begin again

I've got a girlfriend I don't want this to end

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All too well

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