⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱ ~Welcome to the Circus~ ♱ ⋆ཋྀ

Random side blog for system related rants

[pro-endo-circus]

Welcome to the Circus!

This is a side blog of our system side blog @the-apartment-complexxx

We’ll post rants about anything system related, whether it’s exploring our own identity off the main blog, posting system positivity, or debating the validity of the lived experiences of endos

We likely won’t specify who’s fronting as this is just an anonymous outlet, if you’re interested in meeting our system members individually you can go to our aforementioned system blog!

DNI if you’re anti endo or anti willo or we’ll feed you to the clowns

[cultureiscatalogue]

Plurality Culture Blogs

@plural-culture-is

@mildly-inconvenient-plur-is

@weird-plurality-is

@fictive-culture

@factive-culture-is (debatably inactive)

@empty-system-culture-is

@median-culture-is

@mediple-culture-is

@in-system-relationship-culture

@funny-plurality-is

@whimsical-plurality-is

@wholesome-plurality-is

@unknown-origin-culture-is

@divine-headmate-culture-is (religion may come up, we believe)

@syscest-culture-is (topics of in-system incest prevalent)

@pd-systems-culture-is

@natalgenic-culture-is (mentions of pregnancy)

@musicative-culture-is

@bombogenic-culture-is

@addgenic-culture-is

@endogenic-culture-is

@willogenic-culture-is

@fictotype-plurality (very erratic activity, ran by one of us)

@unidentified-plural-is

@disordered-system-culture-is

@mundane-plurality-is

@hispanic-plural-culture-is

@asian-plural-culture

@plurality-culture-is

@problematicpluralculture

@metagenic-culture-is

this is an ever-expanding list and we could not possibly get them all! please let us know if you know any more that can be added!

want to note, sorry if you are pinged multiple times by this list and/or have already seen it and get pinged for it! we tend to add any blog we have not already added, from reblogs is a way we can find them sometimes (seen in the most recent update this note was added in)

[pro-endo-mikus-and-tetos]

Hatsune Miku and Kasane Teto are Pro Endogenic BTWWWW!!

Endogenic Systems are cool!!

Willogenic Systems are groovy!!

Traumagenic Systems are awesome sauce!!

Addgenic Systems are epic!!

Disordered Systems are poggers!!

Non-Disordered Systems are cool beans!!

Introject Heavy Systems are poggers!!

Brainmade Heavy Systems are dandy!!

Low Headcount Systems are top-notch!!

High Headcount Systems are gnarly!!

All Systems no matter their Headcount, Alter Type, Origins, etc, are worthy and perfect!

POST MARE BY SIGNALING!KASANE TETO

[kris-from-undertale]

being anti endo but pro-alterhuman is so fucking funny to me.

Oh you're a wolf? just because you feel like it? cool! valid ✅ Two wolves? electric chair

[patches-of-our-soul]

shoutout to the headmates with questionable sources.

to the headmates who can't talk about their sources.

to the headmates who feel ashamed about what their sources were about, even if they're disconnected from the events in that source.

to the headmates who can't talk about their source without fearing people will go "oh... okay" and never look at you the same way again.

to the headmates who had no say in how they came to be or why they came to be.

to the headmates who think they'll be shunned for talking about how they formed.

to the headmates who hate their brain for forming them how it did.

to the headmates who can't talk about their origin at all.

shoutout to the headmates who can't talk about any of these things for whatever reason.

[puppeteerings]

more plurals need to inspect their internalized host centricism but yall arent ready for that conversation

[emo-rateo]

To all endogenic/non traumagenic systems :

I'm sorry that your existance is boiled down to a stance. You are more than a topic of debate, theres more to you than just your system origins. It's disgusting that so much of the community, sometimes even on the pro endo side boils your entire existance down to if you're real or not.

You are real beings, with real lives. You are more than just "non traumagenic." I wish more people could see that

[proudfictive]

If you're a singlet (someone who is not plural), I can guarantee you that you know at least one system offline. Probably, you know multiple systems.

Any of your friends or family members could be part of a system. Any of your classmates or coworkers could, too. Even your partner could be a system.

Plural systems usually do not announce our plurality. Because of the massive stigma around plurality, we try to pass as singlets. My system does this every day. My headmates have friends they've known for a decade who don't know we're plural.

It's said that dissociative disorders are very rare, but they're not. Trauma can and does happen to anyone. And many systems don't have dissociative disorders at all.

Systems are all around you. It's time to start treating us with the same respect you'd give anyone else.

[pro-endo-circus]

Okay so I literally just posted this but then I saw… this (Reddit post not mine, op in screenshot)

I can understand exactly what oop meant (media literacy can be a curse). Their point disgusts me… I feel like the “correlation” is really hard to understand (cuz there is none) but I’ll explain what this means.

First off. Oop is claiming that endos are working to “demedicalize” CDDs. This would correlate with this post, which I posted as satire but now realize is true… essentially they believe endos want all systems to be seen as nondisordered and nontraumagenic. This would lessen or cease healthcare provided to CDD systems. Of course this would not happen, as psychiatrists typically aren’t Tumblrinas and systemscringe doomscrollers.

The point being made here is that the demedicalization of systems would lead to children not getting help for trauma, and children being easier to traumatize. Oop also seems to believe only grooming or CSA can cause CDDs.

So oop thinks endogenics have some grand conspiracy to make all doctors think grooming isn’t real, then groom children. Yet I bet you a nickel oop doesn’t believe in ramcoa systems.

As an endo, I can personally confirm I actually want people to look more into childhood traumas and better understand them. Because I am also traumagenic as well as endo, and I’d like to help kids not end up like me. It hurts. But if they do, I’ll support em. I think we should give anti endos the schwedentrunk at this point (tw looking that up it’s a torture method)

Anyways I need to get off Reddit for the night it’s rage baiting me. Thank Aphrodite we have a blog for this

[nekomochimoe]

anti endos, dni. NOW.

"endos are so icky and gross and even if they're not faking they probably just have hidden trauma or BPD!!" shut up. ACTUALLY shut the fuck up. you use our inclusive resources and call it reclaiming. you dehumanize the people. the tens to hundreds to thousands of people in our heads. because you don't think we exist. you attack us. yell at us. throw us onto the ground. put the bad ones at the front of the line and but the good ones in the back. you desensitize and dehumanize and call us 'an invasive species'. AN INVASIVE SPECIES. way to go!! good job!! good job bullying people, attacking others and kicking back at your own community. making people turn themselves inside out. to try and find trauma they weren't ready for to feel validated. try to traumatize themselves so at least some of their alters will have an excuse. how disgusting of a person do you have to be? to think this way? to chew every endo up? and spit them out like gum? why do you act this way, i wonder? then you pretend you need safe spaces away from the minority. pretend that its a necessity? when it really isn't? you all disgust me.

[pro-endo-circus]

Idk if we’re late to this take, but we just saw someone say “The future is plural means endos want to traumatize children!”

H.Huh. What. So much to dissect about this sentence…

“The future is plural” plural already implies it’s any system, CDD or not. This is not targeted at CDDs.

And… if endos claim to NOT have TRAUMA and NOT have CDDs, why the hell would they give children CDDs? This is on the same level as people claiming endos groom teens into thinking they’re systems (which is ALSO bullshit!!!)

“The future is plural” means in the future, ANY system, no matter their origin, or their stance on origins, can be accepted. Systemhood could be as normalized as LGBTQ. You could just bring it up. Or not. Because it’s normal who cares. It means less shame, less hiding, more accessible care for those who need. It also (in my opinion) means less kids becoming traumatized, because there could be more resources to help these kids (I doubt this part but it could happen maybe).

I don’t understand how “the future is plural” is a bad movement. We personally yearn to be known as a system publicly. It would be so euphoric and just. Living honestly. We strive for such a future, pray that years ahead, the future will be plural. So keep on striving for such a future. Fuck anti endos, they can’t even keep a straight argument. The future will be plural and I can’t wait :3

[pro-endo-circus]

Not my Reddit post (op is in screenshot)

This is just such hot garbage I need tumblr to know about it… people think did makes you stupid apparently. Like… how tf is 4 headmates so hard you can’t learn to use technology? They’d just be totally incapacitated and unable to function in the world? Is that the standard for systems? Mentally bedbound? I’m not saying systems can’t struggle with learning, but did is not so horrible no one with it can never ever ever learn to do anything. Did does not make you psychoanalyze yourself instead of learning modern skills. Genuinely the argument is they’re too busy digging up their own trauma to be able to use a phone? Couldn’t the phone be a tool for that though? If they’ve never learned anything how can they dig up trauma? Whole take is bullshit and I just wanted to rant

[assistedcomfort]

What caused your trauma doesn't matter in your validity as a system, only the fact you dissociated as a child to cope with it. You're valid if your trauma:

Was sexual abuse Was physical abuse Was emotional abuse Was psychological abuse Was medical abuse Was physical neglect Was emotional neglect Was medical neglect Was something other than what I have listed

If it happened and caused trauma responses, it is trauma no matter why it is there. The only reason someone should care about what caused you trauma is if they are a therapist or significant other who is trying to help you heal. You do not owe explanations to anyone.

A remakestolen post that was made by someone who was anti-endo!

[pro-endo-circus]

Peeked a gander at r/fakedisordercringe. Found a goldmine to rant about…

Someone posted that they’ve only met one person who “really” had DID. This person “clearly had multiple personalities” but denied it constantly. This person ended up “predictably” killing people. The poster said they’ve never met a “real” system after that, because no one fits those criteria (denial and homicide??) Then they asked Reddit’s opinion on what counts as a “real system.” The criteria were generally as follows:

Constant denial of having DID

Trauma, but not too big (a cult) or too small (parental neglect) BUT you cannot talk about your trauma

Cannot use words like “alter” “fictive” “system” basically any word to describe what’s going on

You can only talk about how disorienting and painful DID is

Okay so. Holding your hand when I tell you this… THAT’S BULLSHIT.

Most systems DO experience denial! Whether they’re CDD or not! Yet you still fakeclaim them for “imposter syndrome” “lying” “roleplaying” and it’s so frustrating!

YOU, some stranger on the internet, can NOT dictate how much trauma is enough for a CDD. Anything could cause it. And even if the system is nondisordered, you’re a Redditor, not a doctor!

Sorry for using words to describe the disorienting pain. Sorry for using helpful terminology. Sorry for trying to understand the complexities of the brain. Because how is anyone supposed to talk about their pain if any word that describes it gets them flagged as a faker, and most of the time the pain isn’t “right” anyways?

Can we also talk about the homicide bit. You’re literally pushing some horror movie stereotype onto systems. Even if a system does suffer homicidal ideations, this isn’t Split! We don’t go around killing people then crying that the “evil alter” did it, because most of us practice system accountability and can control any urges we get! And the fact this person was not at all surprised their friend killed someone shows a lot. First, that they’re a terrible friend. Second, that they believe CDDs are evil-kill-all-your-loved-ones-disorders. 

Fake claiming is disgusting, and I hope these Redditors (and anyone who thinks like that) can get better.

[pro-endo-circus]

R/systemscringe has just done the same thing! Their criteria is still being made, but so far you have to be 40+ and can’t be “dramatic” you HAVE to make educational content. Also there was a thread going on about how doctors can’t be trusted because they'll just diagnose anyone I guess.

[pro-endo-circus]

Peeked a gander at r/fakedisordercringe. Found a goldmine to rant about…

Someone posted that they’ve only met one person who “really” had DID. This person “clearly had multiple personalities” but denied it constantly. This person ended up “predictably” killing people. The poster said they’ve never met a “real” system after that, because no one fits those criteria (denial and homicide??) Then they asked Reddit’s opinion on what counts as a “real system.” The criteria were generally as follows:

Constant denial of having DID

Trauma, but not too big (a cult) or too small (parental neglect) BUT you cannot talk about your trauma

Cannot use words like “alter” “fictive” “system” basically any word to describe what’s going on

You can only talk about how disorienting and painful DID is

Okay so. Holding your hand when I tell you this… THAT’S BULLSHIT.

Most systems DO experience denial! Whether they’re CDD or not! Yet you still fakeclaim them for “imposter syndrome” “lying” “roleplaying” and it’s so frustrating!

YOU, some stranger on the internet, can NOT dictate how much trauma is enough for a CDD. Anything could cause it. And even if the system is nondisordered, you’re a Redditor, not a doctor!

Sorry for using words to describe the disorienting pain. Sorry for using helpful terminology. Sorry for trying to understand the complexities of the brain. Because how is anyone supposed to talk about their pain if any word that describes it gets them flagged as a faker, and most of the time the pain isn’t “right” anyways?

Can we also talk about the homicide bit. You’re literally pushing some horror movie stereotype onto systems. Even if a system does suffer homicidal ideations, this isn’t Split! We don’t go around killing people then crying that the “evil alter” did it, because most of us practice system accountability and can control any urges we get! And the fact this person was not at all surprised their friend killed someone shows a lot. First, that they’re a terrible friend. Second, that they believe CDDs are evil-kill-all-your-loved-ones-disorders. 

Fake claiming is disgusting, and I hope these Redditors (and anyone who thinks like that) can get better.

[alterhumanity-positivity]

Having a 'problematic' source doesn't make you bad or evil, and you shouldn't be forced to hide your identity or lie about it, because of the fact that your source is 'problematic'. Your source doesn't define you and you can be good no matter how 'problematic' your source is.

[assistedcomfort]

a gentle reminder for today ♡

you are allowed to exist without explaining yourself to strangers.

your existence is not a debate topic ✦