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ghost

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Baby it's late can you take me home?

The broken girl

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Confused

Do you know that feeling where in you want to breakup with him but thought outherwise because you know that in the end you'll regret it. Forever, I guess? That's what I feel. God knows how badly i want and need and love him but we've been fighting frequently and I know that it is not healthy anymore.

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Chafed

I know I'm also at fault but dude, im so close... He seldom annoys the shit out of me. One day he want all my attention on him then the second all he do is play, to be honest Im perfectly fine by him playing but i dont know... this time seems so different. He is playing at the moment then I directly messaged him on twitter that Im tired and will go to sleep, after some time he began replying like nothing happened but O didn't even reply one bit. I feel like bullshit. He is so numb and I feel like shit.

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boyfriend and girlfriends

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Photography by Maggie Hopp, c. late 1970s

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what if's and maybe

What if he really is not a blessing to me? What if God actually want me to suffer beacause of what I did in the past? I know that Im not the nicest person in the world nor the worst, but I know that Im mostly bad. Maybe God wanted me to fall in love with him then break my heart and make me suffer big time.And when that time comes I'll be here crying my heart out.

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present

We're dating for five months now. In two days it'll be six months. But I dont know if we'll last that long. I know in my heart that he is serious and so am I. I know that he puts so much effort and I also give him mine in return. I dont know but I have always admired the silence between us at times, but I didn't know that he doesn't feel the same way about it, not until now. He is mad at me, but early that morning Im the one who was slightly mad for a reason. Now the fight reciprocated our position. Im the one at fault and I think that hes given up on me. Love is not enough reason for him to stay by my side. And I think this will be the end of our sweet and short love story. Bitter but sweet.

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after three months

We've been dating for three whole months. It was fine. There have been fights, sweet chats and a lot of i love you's. I can tell we're sailing smooth.

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summer break

It came. The summer break. We will not see each other for two months because my parents doesn't know that we're together, the truth is that Im not yet allowed to date anyone. I know its my mistake, right from the start.

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start

It started that afternoon of March 17 2015 where the wind was crisp and the skies were blue, and at that very moment, i finally said yes. Im sure he was shocked because I said it unexpectedly but then he smiled—that perfect looking smile— and jumped also draging me with his actions it was fine for me after he was calm he kissed me on my forehead, it was that time that I know our story started.