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me when i do things that feel inconsequential and small to improve my life even though it feels hopelessly fucked beyond repair because for me giving up is way harder than trying but they actually work and my life slowly and surely gets better and i reap the delayed but plentiful rewards of my choices and i realize that a better life is built by making thousands of these little choices especially when it feels like they don’t matter

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#they limited the amount i could put …

what’s up

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men will really be like i don’t give a shit about you but i’m never leaving you alone

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dolly parton is the only person even remotely close to living the way Jesus lived

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no one can make you feel like a mid bitch without your consent eleanor roosevelt said that

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Tony Soprano (The Sopranos)

Smash

Pass

Voting ended onFeb 11, 2024

"he has deafening rizz in the show and i want to see if the public agrees"

borderlands-disorder

we don't fuck cops here... well you don't seem to fuck the opposite either

maybe fatphobia this time

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i am so sick of you people. you spend months acting like you’re such little freaks you love weird pathetic sad men with twig wrists and bird chests oh you wanna fuck him oh you wanna make him worse but when it comes down to fucking a prozac popping sad fat sack? the king of new jersey italian mommy trauma? the real deal? you guys are silent. it’s crickets.

shameful.

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fix it.

#when i log back in this better be handled.#run it back!! we can win twice

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this subliminal has been created to give you rapid results to manifest smoking weed that doesn’t scare you through bypassing your conscious mind and its resistance… i created this subliminal with great care, including binaural beats and theta waves, powerful affirmations using “i” gender neutral language for powerful and rapid manifestation. for the best results, listen to the audio any time during the day for thirty days. this will shift your mind to accept new beliefs that otherwise would seem impossible to you.

some of affirmations being used:

when i smoke weed, all the police officers take a nap in their cars because they’re tired

every time i light my joint, all the murderers in the world can’t hold their weapons because their hands are too sweaty

i know my mom says normal, even nice, things about me to strangers.

my friends don’t hate me—those voices are shadow people from thinning the veil. all my friends want to have sex with me.

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men can’t handle their weed

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i blog for girls who were deeply lonely in elementary school and stayed that way

femblogger

no matter how many friends i make, nothing's new. the feeling in my chest remains.

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hey, i made this post forever ago and i want you to know: i don’t feel lonely anymore. i think i’ll always carry a ribbon of loneliness through who i am ( shout-out mary oliver ) because i was alone during my most formative years, but the loneliness i carry with me isn’t an actual state of being — it’s a memory of being lonely, it’s a state of being i used to be intimate with, it’s a familiar feeling that doesn’t challenge my perceptions or beliefs about the world or myself. it’s the blanket i put over myself when i don’t know any better or i’m scared of better.

i don’t know when it happened, but it did. i hope and pray it’ll happen to all the lonely girls that see themselves in this post — you can put your loneliness down, it has a home with the thousands of other lonely girls. come by once in a while to honour it, but know that your loneliness can keep mine company while we go live our lives.

new url, dm or ask.

hey, hi.

i am moving blogs, changing urls, etc. i won't be rly hard to find, i'm not really trying to lay low or anything. i'm moving because... well, i've had the same account since 2017.

#going through my following and getting my besties but theres 1000 mutuals so pls