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horrificgoth

(crawls on all fours with blood drenched on me) I have to do arts and crafts

Random vent to myself I just need somewhere to get it out

My calves hurt more than any other tattoo

And I sit here remembering how badly it hurt so I don’t SH rn

As I got it done I thought “this is for the times I wanted to”

Remembering now so I don’t

My body feels against me and I’m so tired

The only diagnoses I have is Chiari malformation but once I got that the information I’ve gotten… I have so many symptoms I want looked at.

One thing is “weird legs”

They don’t have pins and needles or tingling like I see others have. They aren’t even numb. But they are weird. Like, my lower half feels metallic. Heavy. Achy. A little pinball of specific sharper pain travels around and picks and chooses spots to be more acute. It is such a deep feeling.

Nothing seems to help it. I asked my partner if with exercise one tends to eventually feel stronger, or that the same simple walking on a treadmill is easier. He said yes. Meanwhile it’s like every time I get on it’s harder and harder. I had a goal to start running, but jfc I don’t think I can.

I used to get it in my arms. I’d say my bones hurt. My skeleton was trying to get out. I have only felt that whole skeleton feeling once recently.

It’s scaring me, and I can only say it so many times to my partner. He sees and is also concerned.

Just complaining into the void, thanks void ✨

#chiari malformation #chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic illness #vibing out #word vomit #I’m literally at the gym rn on the treadmill and i am going slower than i have in months

I’m 32 struggling not to self harm

I wish it would go away

All the work

It won’t go away

#sh #sh recovery #trying

Jfc all the Joann’s Fabrics near me are closing

Michaels sucks and fuck hobby lobby Joann’s was a small joy ugh

#joann fabrics #crochet #just sad and whining that’s all

publicmenacerunnerup

I know we all make jokes and memes about it, like ‘lol, Trump said we are the gender we were at conception, we’re all female now. 🤪’

but like

that doesn’t…scare you?

This is your administration. This is the knowledge that your government has….and they get high-school biology wrong. This law had to have been cross-read by several people before it was passed.

This is your government.

A bunch of rich fascists who don’t know basic science.

princesserica84

"So this is how liberty dies... With thunderous applause."

Painted my front door. Idk if anyone will get the message, but maybe some will.

#magneto #magneto was right

brionysea

usamericans, do you remember in the incredibles when syndrome made the robot go haywire just so he could swoop in and 'save the day'

nessa007

I started this two days ago, and I’m so excited to get to the extra envelope! I have a second one by them I am also super excited to start when this is finished ✨

#magic puzzle company #the puzzled patron #puzzles #jigsaw puzzle #1000 piece puzzle

clara-scintilla

Deep ocean creatures

byekansas

No thanks.

Last December I did a market I thought for sure would have someone to give my cigarette pillows and boobies/booty a home. No such luck! One of the boobies I ended up gifting during the holidays. I hope to apply for another market in maybe a month or two to give them another shot lol

(I freehanded the cigarette pillows, but every thing else are made from free or purchased patterns. If anyone is interested in a design I am so happy to send you the creators’ info!)

#crochet