#vibing out

[barefoot-vibrations]

doobie day dreamin’

[wigglebox]

*me n my mutuals vibing on script thing and ‘beautiful’ and ‘close’*

someone: well ACHTUALLY—

me: shh. shh. 2020 sucks. the finale sucked harder. let us enjoy something. 

[bronson]

fck-tamlin ➵ emcrie

[cosmo-lives-here]

[produceoverlord]

My body feels against me and I’m so tired

The only diagnoses I have is Chiari malformation but once I got that the information I’ve gotten… I have so many symptoms I want looked at.

One thing is “weird legs”

They don’t have pins and needles or tingling like I see others have. They aren’t even numb. But they are weird. Like, my lower half feels metallic. Heavy. Achy. A little pinball of specific sharper pain travels around and picks and chooses spots to be more acute. It is such a deep feeling.

Nothing seems to help it. I asked my partner if with exercise one tends to eventually feel stronger, or that the same simple walking on a treadmill is easier. He said yes. Meanwhile it’s like every time I get on it’s harder and harder. I had a goal to start running, but jfc I don’t think I can.

I used to get it in my arms. I’d say my bones hurt. My skeleton was trying to get out. I have only felt that whole skeleton feeling once recently.

It’s scaring me, and I can only say it so many times to my partner. He sees and is also concerned.

Just complaining into the void, thanks void ✨

[untemperedferality]

[itsthetyler-heerema]

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