You think I would stop being this genuine, nice guy, who makes people his priority while allowing himself to just be a pathetic option..... I work relentlessly for what little I have! I built myself up the past year, give myself a whole new aspect on confidence and love for myself doing so. Shit!!! I'm at a point where I'm even surprised by myself with what I accomplished.... unfortunately there's individual that think they know me and misread some of my greatest strength as a weakness. Taken advantage of it and you know what I let them.. Why??? Because I'm still right where I need to be. While they're out looking for the next person to rune...
If you actually took the time and opportunity to talk to me and get to know me, you would realize that I'm nothing like anyone you've ever met and I'm not just saying that. All I want to do is put positive energy back out into the world and maybe just maybe some small way, I could change it. Even if I don't succeed at least I tried, and that's a lot more than most conseil about themselves nowadays.. I don't know.... Maybe just sitting in this house alone, day in and day out, is it really starting to wear me down mentally. I'm still me... You know, that overly compassionate, genuine, kind of awkward kind, of weird but 100% REAL.. The saddest thing about all that? I don't know if I'll ever find anyone that could even handle me..... maybe if I start Blaming everything else for all my problems I have instead of actually owning up to them and taking care of what I need to take care of, and get a baby mom or two.. and of course have their names tattooed on my neck, all while risking my freedom "hustling" I'll be more appealing... don't get me wrong I'm perfectly fine with being alone. Cuz it's a lot better than dealing with someone else's insecurities projected onto myself cuz I can't handle this s***
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