Before I just into this rant, I just want to say that i fully mean to blog when things are good and when things are normal to give this blog a fair exposure if this relationship. But ofcourse I only remmeber to blog mostly when im really frustrated. Mr.West Coast seriously peeved me today. It took him since end of Feb when he moved back to til just a few weeks ago to land a job. Sure, for some of that he was also waiting on schools. But mostly, he intended on getting a job but was having trouble finding one. A few weeks ago, he finally lands one. A part time one for valet parking, which involves driving cars (which he likes), that pays a base + tips (which he was looking for, since school meant he wouldn't be able to work long hours), that has flexible scheduling to accommodate for his classes, and is all around chill. Seriously, for a part time job, what more can you ask for? Then today, out of nowhere he starts talking about how he might want to quit his job because he "hates it". And "easy come easy go" (excuse me is job hunting for 4 months really that "easy come"?) Like suck it up, no one loves a part time job. He was being so dramatic too about how it "sucks the soul out of him" or something >.> Then to further this nonsense he actually brings up that "he doesn't think hes cut out for school" because if he was, he would have finished long ago and wouldn't need to be going back now. Honestly I didn't even know what to say to that because.. well, are you fucking kidding me? Like this whole entire time he was so determined to go back to school, namely that ONE program and didn't even consider other school options that are less academic (since he claims he is not academic). And when he was applying to jobs, I'd send him options or offer suggestions and he'd be like "no i don't qualify for that" (which he fully could have tried, because no one qualifies 100% for any job), and kept saying his main goal was to go back to school. NOW HE GETS IN AND IS 3 WEEKS AWAY FROM THE START OF THE SEMESTER AND HE WANTS TO QUIT???????????? Like are you freaking joking. I know this is most likely some sort of freak out reflex, similar to him breaking up with me before he left for Van. Which is why im not freaking out too too much on him. But it better be a momentary lapse because well.. ARE YOU SERIOUS????? and even if it is a "reflex" type situation, that's a terrible habit/response. I don't get it .. how can logic and idk, common sense just leave like that? Like I literally do not know how to respond to such behavior. I mean if it was anyone else, I would just ignore them til they came to their senses. I can't just ignore him, atleast not for an extended amount of time. Idk how to respond to someone in order to GET them to come to their senses ugh. I do not have the patience for this type of stuff and I hate that this seems to be a pattern.