as sad as a gypsy serenading the moon @prophette - Tumblr Blog

happy new year & good fucking riddance to 2016 🎉 this past year has without a doubt been the worst year of my life so far. it started badly & ended badly, & there was not much good in between. i've dealt with serious & worsening physical & mental health, a huge break up, an interstate move, & a whole lot more. 2016 has been a cruelly unkind year, and i don't have a lot of hope for 2017 either at this point - but maybe if i pretend it's 1977, the universe will sort something out & give me a bit of a break. i wish everyone a beautiful 2017, i love you all xo

hey if anyone still looks at this stuff i’m probably not going to use this tumblr in 2017 so follow my insta @ prophette (or add me on fb, jagger lee).

i’m gonna keep this account as an archive though, bcos it’s the most honest diary i’ve kept for the last seven years. i’ve been more open on here than anywhere else, so i can’t wait to go through it all again many years from now. it’s been nice to have somewhere to vent so frankly, but i need to focus on the real world and vent to real people. it’s been fun though, many hours wasted on this site (that weren’t really wasted bcos i got so much inspiration).

goodbye friends xo

anyone else just spending the last four days of this year praying for all their faves? what a nightmare of a year.

yes, good idea jagger, watch p.s. i love you at 12.30am all alone and already miserable lmao

#fuckin idiot

after my birthday i am definitely coming to stay at my dad’s house for at least a month. it’s so peaceful up here. typical capricorn, living on top of a mountain! gonna meditate until i become the human embodiment of divinity, ya know? ;)

sunlitwaterscape

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my heart. what is wrong with me. why can’t i get you out of my head. this is ridiculous. just stop.

#i want to punch myself in the heart and then also maybe the face #stop thinking about people you can't have jag you fucking idiot

one of my xmas presents to myself arrived this morning & the other one is arriving later today, so yay! something to look forward to after i get another litre of blood extracted from my body :’)

the heat is melting all my blutack & my posters / calendars are falling off my walls :/ :/ :/

i got new meds today n i want to start taking them but i’m not allowed to drink while taking them (especially at the beginning). but like, it’s coming into xmas/nye so do i postpone the meds or do i just suffer through the holidays sober??

p.s. i rly don’t want to suffer through the holidays sober. it just doesn’t seem feasible, not after the year i’ve had lmao