❝Spierdalaj.❞

[brightestpolaris]

I don’t know how many active followers I have left on this account I’ll try reposting it onto my others if I can access them soon

I just want to publicly apologize to everyone for dropping off the face of the Earth. I lost myself, and truth be told, I’m still lost. I’m trapped in my head and nothing I do seems to be a permanent solution.

I honestly don’t know how likely it is that I’ll make it to the end of this year. I’ve been tired for too long, and numb for even longer. But in the end, I’m thankful for every single one of you and the memories we’ve shared.

Thank you guys for all the laughs.

[rpmemesupreme-blog]

send me a [ x ] and I  will bold the things my muse would do if asked to by your muse:

[fxngiisms-archived]

rpmemesupreme:

quit their job/ drop out of school | punch someone in the face | give them a lot of money | buy them a drink | take them out on a date | give them oral | let them give my muse oral | have sex with them | have rough sex with them | dominate them | submit to them | commit a misdemeanor for them | commit a felony for them | lie under oath for them | go to jail in their place | drastically change their appearance | break up with their significant other | start a business with them | marry them | kill someone for them | die for them | 

[psioniczna]

Sorry for inactivity ( again ) I just got a promotion at work and they've been working me a lot there! I have today off though and it's going to be a leisurely day, so I'll try to do some things I actually really wanna rp Nika at some point today because it's been a long while since my Russian baby has gotten love

[cursorium]

three word starters.

❛ please don’t go. ❜ ❛ don’t turn around. ❜ ❛ eat my dust. ❜ ❛ suck my ass. ❜ ❛ what’s for dinner? ❜ ❛ drunk i’m not. ❜ ❛ where’s your coat? ❜ ❛ bring some beers. ❜ ❛ are you home? ❜ ❛ say my name. ❜ ❛ i can’t go.❜ ❛ i’d like none. ❜ ❛ well fuck me. ❜ ❛ are you sick? ❜ ❛ i’m freezing cold. ❜ ❛ you’re all wet. ❜ ❛ are you drunk? ❜ ❛ don’t look back. ❜ ❛ it says ‘positive’.❜ ❛ run far away.❜ ❛ you are screwed. ❜ ❛ damn it’s hot. ❜ ❛ get here easily? ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. ❜ ❛ it’s cold out. ❜ ❛ just leave me. ❜ ❛ i like you. ❜ ❛ talk to me. ❜

[martyrbled-deactivated20180430]

          E’er - gently do fingers tap themselves ‘pon lips red, the divine ready to watch their words go in one ear & out the other. ( could anything else be expected, truly? ) ‘twas only then he approached that their attention was peaked, ( metaphorical ) veil letting them convey surprise through the subtle leftward tilt of their head. & then he spoke those words! Mayhaps they could have found humor in it all if each day they not found themselves only pitying him further. ‘twas not a suggest, nay; ‘twas a command. o’ the fool.

          ❛ Not even a please? ❜  Fingers draw from hymn - speaking mouth to instead join opposites as arms crossed o’er the subtle swell of their chest.  ❛ Answer me this, Jarek: why is it you wish to have me as a friend? ❜

[psioniczna]

      Please was a word not often used-- Jarek couldn’t help but feel it’d make him sound desperate. ( Not that he didn’t already. ) Though to have his sudden outburst question would return the favor of throwing him off guard. Why was a very good question. Of all the people he could attempt to ask, what drew him to approach Saint? Not only with this, but with questions prior...    “You have a better idea...of what you’re doing.” They were wise, and it seemed as though they were at least better than himself at gaining close relationships. Plus, “Your energy is better than mine. It’s nice--”

[ofhotheads-blog]

Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

No deleting questions, either!

[psioniczna]

     Sitting in a corner and pouting is the best method of resolution towards his problems--

[igoby-confusion]

I wouldn’t mind having my neck kissed by you for hours.

(via bl-ossomed)

[tidalrave]

[psioniczna]

     Of course instinct would be to fight when he felt threatened-- Though Jarek may have underestimated how hungry he’d been. A weakened body stood no chance, and the now bruised and beaten psionic would collapse against his mattress. ( He could hardly fathom the idea of finding a meal. )

[yourmusings]

RP starters: Heated argument.

content warning: death baiting.

“Are you even listening to me?”

“Leave. Leave right now.”

“What more do you want?!”

“I really wish you were never born.”

“I hate you!”

“Can you just fuck off already?”

“Shut up! Just.. Shut up!”

“All you do is whine.”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!”

“I can’t do this anymore. Not with you.”

“How did that feel?”

“Oh my god, I don’t care!”

“No wonder nobody likes you.”

“Is this how little you think of me?”

“That hurt you son of a bitch…”

“Pack your shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!”

“Leave me alone!”

“I can break your nose if I want to.”

“Are you going to cry now?”

“I wouldn’t miss you. Nobody would.”

“You’re so pathetic!”

“I won’t forget this.”

“I’m going to break your jaw if you keep talking!”

“Why can’t you listen to a single thing I say?!”

“I have a right to be angry.”

“This would have never happened if you wouldn’t exist.”

“Get out of my life!”

“You’re nothing! Did you hear me?! Nothing!”

“You ruined everything.”

[psioniczna]

martyrbled

      Whether or not he’d admit the frequency of his asking for advice, the last one from Saint had captured his attention. Unlike some in the past, which he clearly ignored. Happiness would come with acceptance; From himself and others. And who better to attempt this idea than with the person who...gave it to him in the first place?        Approaching the other once more, Jarek would grumble out, “--Be my friend.”

[psioniczna]

      Hunger was growing once again, though Jarek was finding himself to be in quite the picky mood--

[opaliines-moved-blog]

@psioniczna ♥

                              obligatory face push because he’s sitting really close and it’s making her nervous. “back up off me, jarek – unless you’re trying to get punched, in which case, continue. “

[psioniczna]

     Of course, Jarek would let out an annoyed growl as his face was shoved away. Arms immediately crossed at his chest, straightening himself up with a roll of the eyes. “Like you could do much. Don’t think I wouldn’t punch back--”

[psioniczna]

Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

[onemonthago]

     ♕ “Common, Jarek, let me have my fun.”

     The ginger leaned against the counter that split them, and set the a few cloves down to prepare.

                “Indulge me in my jokes,        an’ maybe you’ll get something out of it too.”

    Nao layed a knew sideways against the root, and     gave it a smack, crushing it before cutting it finely.

[psioniczna]

      It seemed the two had a very different definition on the word ‘fun’. An elbow raised to perch itself on the counter, soon after allowing face to lazily rest in his palm. Nao would be given quite the unimpressed look, as he grumbled out, “Yeah? What’s that--?”       A small pause and Jarek would continue on with, “Stomach pains from forcing my laughter?” If he could even muster up that.

[askboxmemes]

“You’re so..” finish it in my ask.