I Dont Even Know. Do You?

25 F. Former f*ckup. Fellow human being. Going through my own sh*t, hopefully, can help people with theirs. Deep in exploration. Deep in my head.

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So this popped up in my hometowns Buy/sell/trade page....

So if you're a vampire and are looking for a nice new home or a place to hide a body, apparently this is your guy. Nice craftsmanship, honestly.

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Listen, I ain't saying I'm not gonna do a rain dance for DC today, but....

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Every June there's one idiot who asks the question: "Well when is *straight* pride month?"

To which I answer: Every Month.

Whenever you are the majority of a demographic, you're constantly celebrated. The world is catered to you. You're privileged.

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First one is acrylic markers, and the other two are crayons. Just having fun with it.

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You can't fucking complain about women not attending church or following a god where they are second class citizens with limited voices. I'm sick and tired of this shit.

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A simple trick made bedtime easier for everyone

In Tribal/Indigenous culture we have something like this as well. It's called a dream catcher.

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I love love love this piece. Done with acrylic markers (just a random brand from Ross)

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So lucky you, 2 Puppydog entries in one day. I was singing Ella Fitzgerald and I swear to god that Puppydog was dancing on the ceiling. At least I know she has good taste, though.

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Okay yet another update in the Puppydog the spider saga. It turns out puppydog is actually a fraidy cat. Apparently, the poor thing doesn’t like it when it storms, so she’s currently hanging out on the ceiling on top of me. She keeps pacing and moving her little carapices, fidgeting,

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Okay so I'm doing an art challenge where I do a letter of the alphabet per day. So far I've only used acrylics and pencils for sketching. Personally, I'm happy that I'm finally feeling comfortable with my own style.

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Okay, puppydog the spider is wayyyyy too smart for her own good. Where is she hanging out today? My desk. Why my desk? Because it's where I spend most of my time whenever I'm home. This girl just loves attention, even though she gets shy whenever I start talking to her.

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So I just saw a YouTube short where this couple went to a haunted house and the guy got scared and abandoned his date, so the scary actor sat beside her as they just talked.

Yeah. I'm writing a book. Or at least a short novella.

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Puppydog (my forcibly adopted spider) is back after a few days hiatus where I was honestly worried someone had smashed her. I guess she decided she needed shelter today because it's been rainy.

Anyway, I've learned that she thinks my window shades are her personal lounge spot/jungle gym/hunting Paradise even though her bed is on top of my closet.

I guess she's worried about me or she's feeling bad for leaving because lo and behold, puppydog leaves a fly in plain sight for me to discover. Naturally, I thanked her but kindly informed her that I do not eat flies or bugs.

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Teacher summer survival log entry #1.

It has been precisely a week since school let out and time is truly liminal at this point. I am unaware of the time, the date, or where exactly I am in the universe. Somewhere in the Milky Way, I'm sure. I am unsure of what to do and I have exhausted all of my previous resources. I require sustenance of some capacity, yet I am unaware of what is truly needed as I have stopped feeling any and all capacity for anything, other than a blob.

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I just saw some random Texas politician guy trying to smear Talarico by saying he's vegan. I say if that's the biggest problem you can find, he's a damn good politician.

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Update #3 on "puppy dog" the house jumping spider....

I've been hanging out in my grandma's room because her room is cooler. Well, lo and behold, puppy dog is just hanging right on the ceiling over the bed just seemingly looking for me. It's cute, but I'm still paranoid she'll show the "jumping" part of the jumping spider.

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Facebook, I don't know why you're constantly trying to feed me alt-right content. It's not going to work. If anything, it's just straight up annoying. It's not even like I interact with anyone, other than friends. Meta is trash now.