I relapsed yesterday and got high on New Year’s Eve while I was already starting to dissociate and it felt like my life was a video game or a movie or some shit that I was watching. Was not a fun start to the New Years But it’s whatever I guess. I broke up with my girlfriend because my friends said I should, they said it was a toxic relationship and I wasn’t even happy anyways. This year is gonna be a mess. I’m also starting to get the urge to stop eating again and I’m probably going to eat almost nothing tomorrow. Goodnight.


















