NPD w/ psychosis lol.

[kiruliom]

no id, help welcome

[x]⚜️/[x]fleur

identifying as [x] in a regal, youthful, and ethereal way

psd here, layers in reblog (link)

coined by aster, tagging @symblabel-archive , @radiomogai , @scr-ppup , @misc-id-pt

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[misc-id-pt]

[ ID: a flag with three large concentric shapes, shifted upward from the center, on a dark grey background. the shapes from the largest to smallest are: a wide grey circle, a wide oval that almost comes to a point near the bottom and is light grey on the left and lighter grey on the right, and a skinnier very light grey oval that doesn't reach the bottom. in the middle of the flag, shifted down, is a large black fleur-de-lis symbol with a thick white outline. /End ID ]

disclaimer: not forced to accept. feel free to adjust as wanted or request the deletion of this reblog

[anarchypantheon]

Why are you using a symbol of the French/Creoles/Cajuns and it not being for that culture? In what universe does the fleur makes you feel "regal, youthful, and ethereal"?

I suggest you to use something else. I do not want our culture to continue to be erased and forgotten.

[kiruliom]

literally I only chose it because its often used in vine patterns and otherwise resembled gilded scrolls and is a lily. I knew it had french origins but I didnt care at the time bc its france. not some closed culture and one of the most well known countries in europe. n all I know about creoles n cajuns is theyre the remnants of european colonization across the world but mainly the americas?

Ill change it by the end of the day for me since its a problem. I did not think of any subsitute symbols for it at all so Im going to have to look. thanks for bringing it to me in a kind and respectful manner

[the-fading-angel]

I love how a race of people that went through an attempted genocide via forced displacement (where thousands of them died) is being simplified down to "remnants of colonization". (Look into Le Grand Derangement)

Creoles/Cajuns are a RACE of people. Nice erasure of POC and BIPOC whose culture has survived but is slowly dying BECAUSE of the erasure of their race and culture.

Also the Fleur-De-Lis is a staple of Louisiana, home of most Creole/Cajuns. Also, the (dying) language for Creoles/Cajuns is Cajun French. Because Creoles/Cajuns were forced from French colonies.

[kiruliom]

point being Im changing it. this is about a flag that happened to use a symbol I didnt know was cultural

please do not nitpick my wording. I dont know every single piece of culture or history and Im doing my best to learn and to accomodate but Im still being hounded down over simple WORDING mistakes. I never implied they werent POC, I never said they werent a race or didnt experience discrimination. you fabricated that information. I just dont know much about them so I googled it and google said "yeah theyre descendants of french colonies". that doesnt make them any less POC so long as theyre being racialized by their goverment or something I DONT KNOW!!

you expect everyone to know everything and punish people for the smallest gaps in information. the truth is Im not an anthropologist, I truly dont know anything. I JUST learned what creole and cajun is. Im trying to learn. youre punishing another POC for trying to learn

[psychoticnarc]

Yeah this might be a hot take to the other ppl in the notes but being hostile and accusing people of being racist or POC/BIPOC erasure over just not fucking knowing something ISN'T GOING TO HELP, DUMBASS. You are making people scared to look into things because if they are wrong about something, or don't know something, they will be attacked. Gettt a better hobby. Kiru, you are doing great and I am proud of you for taking the time to try and learn things and correct yourself when you are wrong /gen

[sataniqueer-ghostie]

Prev Anon here, there is someone saying that they are "taking Arissomei back from Dread".

I am.. unsure how they would go about that because dread hasnt wanted to be associated with the term in a while anyway. if they mean the prefix for the terminology, that is mirror's language, they have no right to do that as upset as they may be, it's like coining something with a jewish person and they decide to name it after their language, later when they dislike the term due to personal reasons (cough, actual physical assault, cough) they ask it to be named something else because they dont wanna be associated with it, but you get upset because "well it already stuck, nothing else sounds as good anyway" etc etc. thats just plain disrespectful

the current owner, (whom I have lost contact with, idk if yans opinion changed) has also stated that he didnt want even derivatives of arisso in it's name, so clearly theyre not comfortable with it either.

I dont know who this is but please let them know this is a bad idea, as much as they dont 'care' abt dread or kirby.

[psychoticnarc]

hi I know this is absolutely ancient but I found this whilst trying to find any variety of archive of the original terms, I am going to be very bluntly clear. We know who did that, they were correct to do it. Dread gave the prefix Arisso- to the anti RQ community without consent from the other two language creators, and repeatedly ignored them when they said they were not comfortable with the language being used by anti-rqs, because at the time they were both radqueer. (They aren't anymore, but I digress) They were also never actually physically assaulted, those bruises were photoshopped(we have proof of them admitting this as needed), they were just lying to cover their own ass and get the prefix changed once their actions had actual consequences(them being taken off the creation team for the language and losing their friends in it's community) Dread also lied. Outright. About what the word meant at all. Arisso, as a word, means born of the heart / bound to the heart -mei, as a suffix, means "to dream of". From my understanding you all were told that you were using words that described the disconnect between body and mind, this is not the case. We have both of the other original creators that can collaborate this. The person "taking Arissomei back" was one of those two original coiners trying to establish the truth by coming out and restoring the terms, but with the true meanings of the words and the true story of what dread did tied to the blog.

[mogayis-socool]

se'm going to blow up everyone who puts boy when they mean masculine

[psychoticnarc]

hey so. no? fuck off actually. you do not get to police what language someone uses for their terms they are coining for themselves. I am saying this as a coiner(no you don't get my blog!). I would understand if it were like, a request specified masculine and the coiner put boy, yeah sure. But I'm a masc person that prefers boy to masc or man and if you have a problem with me coining my own terms to fit my preferences, you can make your own damn term.

[psychoticnarc]

right made this blog cuz my friends keep telling me I should post this screenshot and tag @isuggestplurality in it? for some reason?

For some, additional context I suppose, I experience semi-frequent IRL shifts and experience significant brain fog and dissociation- Both of which I attribute to the psychosis. My friends, insist that it is not just the psychosis and that I should make this post. Let me know what they're on about I guess? /lh