Blending In

Be my escape

[psychoticniconic]

I can’t even beg for help anymore than I already have

[psychoticniconic]

My dad was the only person who ever understood me. He’s gone. Now no one cares about me.

[psychoticniconic]

When my dead body is found no one say “we would have never known sh was suicidal”. I told people and they didn’t care

[psychoticniconic]

Today’s been a hard day, it’s the two year anniversary of my Dad passing away

I am grateful to have been able to go on a walk with Laurent and to have gotten a pup up with him.

[mzthuggr]

[psychoticniconic]

No one is going to save me, I have to do it on my own

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[blackmalibubarbie]

[free-my-mindd]

I can’t mentally afford to talk to people that has issues every time we talk.

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[theambitiouswoman]

Your body will betray you before your mind does. Tight chest, racing thoughts, low energy, restless sleep are all signs that you’re settling for less than you deserve

[mzthuggr]

[taweetie]

[psychoticniconic]

when I think I’m not strong ill think about the fact that i sat through a heart dsyrhthmia lecture a week before my dads death anniversary

[psychoticniconic]

i had a test that i ended up getting a 94% on

i got a caramel apple cuidar Bundt cake

I opened up presents from my mom and Aleah

Laurent and i had a great time at the park

i ordered DoorDash for the first time in a year and got chicken & lamb biryani

it was a good day. but I missed you.

#birthdayswithoutmydad

[free-my-mindd]

[ayshx-deactivated20251028]

I love people that just naturally have morals, manners, self awareness, common sense and consideration.