Mentally Ill

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On the self dx anon. I just want them to know that i self diagnosed and confirmed it professionally like 6 years later

Thanks for sharing your experience, I also had a similar experience! Hope you have a nice day!

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is it bad to self-diagnose? i think im schizospec, and ive had delusions for 2 and a half years but ive never been diagnosed

imo if you do proper research then yeah! there’s a lot of reasons why some people can’t get diagnosed, so in certain cases its necessary. also, i wish you the best!

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keep staying up until 5am because then you’ll be too tired to do any bad things

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you’re sick you’re sick you can’t trust your brain

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Started following you recently and though I have have not been diginoce yet other than from a emergency eval, ( they believe I struggle with phycosis ) I will find out more by the end of this month for the rest of my eval. Is it still okay of I follow? I just wanted to ask to make sure you are okay with me following.

yes its okay!honestly as long as you dont have bad intentions its okay to followi just dont want people who dont struggle with psychosis to abuse the blog i suppose,

but i appreciate greatlyhow respectful u are!!

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Hey! I've been following you for a while because I know someone who experiences these things and I wanted to understand and be there for them but I see that you don't want neurotypicals following you, which is totally okay. Do you know any good blogs to follow about this for someone like me? I don't know who to listen to when it comes to stuff like this. I hope you all have a great week!

If you’re here to try and understand someone and help them, I don’t mind if you follow. It’s really sweet that you’re respectful of the rule enough to ask about it, and clearly you don’t have bad intentions.

(The rule is just there so people who don’t have good intentions aren’t around.)

Thanks for being someone who’s willing to learn and help people, I really appreciate it!

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the thoughts in your head are all the same volume how are the voices always yelling

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is it ok if i follow if i have occasional dissociation and paranoia/hallucinations that get worse with stress? Cuz of meds and therapy my anxiety hasn’t been as bad so they’ve all lessened quite a bit

im happy to hear its lessened for you, that’s wonderful, congrats!! and yes u can follow! 

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he knows he knows you’ve seen him before he’s been following you

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hiding under the blankets in your bed to stop yourself from seeing things, but then you just start feeling them touching you through the sheets

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every time i switch on the light in a dark room, for a second i see all the shadows scurrying away

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I'm glad I'm not alone in the similar thoughts, the anniversary of my mother's death is coming up in about 15 days and I have been very agitated, I feel as this world is not as I see it, though I feel tjis often it feels stronger right noe. I have the 2nd part of an evaluation on the 26th anf.i am scared of what they may tell me. When I used to try to get help when I was younger they tried to send me away or told me I was lying, sorry if this was to long, I guess I'm not sure who I can tell.

I’m so sorry to hear things have been rough for you lately. You’re definitely not alone in this feelings, and I’m just proud of you for talking to someone about it! I know it’s scary but I believe in you and I will be sending you positive thoughts and energy!

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Thank you so much for sharing some of the songs, I am also a fan of vocaloid!

You’re so welcome, I’m glad it was helpful!! <3

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Do you have any music that helps You?

Yeah! i apologize that some of it is vocaloid?

Bad Mouthing - Mayu (its not explicitly abt this but i interpret it as paranoia/voices)

DANCE VR DANCE - KurageP (deals with reality / virtual reality)

Gooey - Glass animals (theres ust one lyrics i like that relates to being unable to speak right due to psychosis “Mind my wicked words and tipsy topsy slurs”)

Cocoon - Catfish and Bottleman (idk really but the video takes place in a mental hospital, idk if its an ableist portrayal or not?? but i like the song?)

sorry if you dont like these songs but i hope you do

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I found you blog and almost cried, I didn't known needed to find something such as your blog as much as I did, thank you for being here for people to relate to.

aw im so glad this blog has helped you in some way, you’re not alone in ur struggles and im proud of u for making it this far!

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Hi, I’m neurotypical and I found your blog and I wanted to say that it’s great people can have someone to relate to. I won’t follow you because I saw that you would rather not have neurotypicals follow you but yeah I respect you for what you do. Sorry if my english sucks.

your english is really good!! and your kindness is super appreciated!!

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TFW you know you have a psychotic spectrum disorder but you are too scared to go to a doctor because then you will actually have to put in work and you know you're seriously screwed up like I don't even think I'll be able to talk out loud about my hallucinations because then they'll be out in the air where they can hurt me but if I keep them inside me then they're trapped but if I let them out they'll be real and angry that I told their secret