Ptollie 777

⋆˚｡⋆୨✧୧˚ 𝒙𝒙 𝓲 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓪 𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 𝓫𝓸𝓻𝓷 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝓲𝓵𝓵𝔂𝓭𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓲𝓻𝔂 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓼𝓱𝓮/𝓱𝓮𝓻 18𝒙𝒙 ˚୨✧୧⋆｡˚⋆

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[ptollie777]

I hate being on my period. I’ve just written a song on how touch starved and lonely I am instead of finishing my essay

[dolliscent333]

he’s so bf coded. i NEED to bite him

© ‧₊˚ DOLLISCENT333

[irlangelprincesss]

fuck all that nonchalant shit, i want him to be crazy about me n super silly

chalant>> nonchalant

[s33th1ngg-deactivated20260125]

[sweetestlattes]

i can’t be nonchalant i literally giggle at my own jokes

[ptollie777]

I want to be like a cat, I want to sit in someone’s lap while they’re working. Just to be with someone

[ptollie777]

I hate this deep pit of loneliness I feel sometimes, it feels like emptiness. I have this deep rooted yearning for something I don’t quite know. I have this craving and need for something I’ve never felt. It’s either I haven’t experienced it or I won’t experience it and I need to come to terms with my continuous loneliness. I just want to feel something because someone feels a certain way towards me. I want to feel wanted, I want someone to crave me the way I crave to needed. I want to feel loved truly by being seen entirely but still chosen and through their own volition. To be loved is to be seen and to be seen is to be understood

[fawnloser]

i hate being so sensitive. one word or look that feels slightly off and i think u hate me

[ptollie777]

I love how some men would rather have ai take there jobs instead of sharing that space with women and treat them fairly and paying them equally

[summersspam]

me fr 😞

[jaiperdulenord]

Secretary (2002) and acceptance

i think about Secretary (2002) and all i can say in a few words is that is a relationship, two people who are just so alike. Much suffering, much unaccepting of self and their pleasures, much feeling of being outcasted for their pleasures and way of being.

Not trying one bit to change each other, she just wanted to take care of him, he was too afraid even to believe that to be true. He did not want to hurt her, just could not believe he deserved someone to actually love him for him and take care of him. to love him. And he thought his love was truly not enough, or maybe, not „normal” as set by the standards.

Acceptance is key. To love someone for who they really are and not for what we want them to be, do not love our reflection projected onto them, cause then, in the end, we just want a doll made perfectly after us.

[rapturousrot]

Isabelle Huppert on her role in The Piano Teacher (2001) directed by Michael Haneke, from an interview c. 2017

[ptollie777]

The feminine urge to take care of my bloody beaten boyfriend (he’s spider man or red robin)

[ptollie777]

I really want to get back into comics and marvel and DC again but I don’t know where to start. Like which issues and which storylines to read. So if anyone could give me any suggestions of their favourites that would be great.

Especially for spider man, red hood, red Robin, Batman, any good storylines with the joker, Adam warlock, stuff about the multiverse, the avengers, nightwing, ultron, black widow, wanda. Or just any good ones that will help me understand the lore

[girlnextdoorxxx]

My tits are pretty and everything i say is right

[ptollie777]

I actually can’t be an adult. Whenever I do something adult I literally need to cry after. Even thinking about calling my doctor is stressing me out. I just need someone to do it for me