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NOT spoiler free.ย contains triggering subjects: missing persons, age gaps mentions, + more. please read and reblog with caution.
โ iโm guilty for loving him/her/them. and for hating him/her/them. for killing him/her/them.ย โ
โ iโm guilty for loving him/her/them.ย โ
โ iโm guilty for killing him/her/them.ย โย
โ if you search her/him/them room, youโll probably find it.ย โ
โ youโre not lying.ย โ
โ i didnโt see you.ย โย
โ i saw a woman/man living freely. not in a basement.ย โ
โ it didnโt make sense for a missing person to be in the living room making a call.ย โ
โ have you kissed someone significantly older?ย โ
โ are you daring me to?ย โ
โ iย think because of our friendship, itโs where it all went wrong.ย โ
โย ย youโre officially a missing person. the police are looking for you.ย โ
โย ย friendship happens between two willing parties.ย โ
โ given the power dynamic between you, i wouldnโt call it that.ย โ
โ i can fix this. iโll go home. iโll tell them..ย โ
โ iย donโt know. i told you iโm not a good liar.ย โ
โ i need your help.ย โ
โย ย you kinda made it open season when you gave her/him/them a black eye!ย โ
โ why did you do it?ย โ
โ iย didnโt have a reason not to believe her/him/them.ย โ
โ i donโt care! you abandoned me!ย โ
โ why isnโt she/he/they running faster?ย โ
โ then why would you send this letter?!ย โ
โ iย will die trying to protect you from everything.ย โ
โ thatโs a pretty big commitment at sixteen.ย โ
โ itโs a little bit of a stretch, donโt you think?ย โ
โ iย know, just โฆ call it a motherโs/fatherโs intuition. i feel it in my bones.ย โ
โ youโre so smart, youโre open, and youโre bold.ย โ
โย iโm glad, and surprised that we can just sit here together like this. โ
โ iย want to believe you, butโฆย โ
โ i saw you with my own eyes.ย โ
โ i followed you that night!ย โ
โ why are you doing this?ย โ
โ youโve built a fortress around yourself for good reason.ย โ
โ you deserve kindness, [name:optional.]
โ being on your side cost me my job, my reputation, my family as i once knew it.ย โ
โ can i confess something?ย โ
โ i used to really dislike you, like a lot.ย โ
โ i donโt hear that very often.ย โย
โ secrets are scary because everybody has them.ย โ
โ well, sleep tight. donโt let the bed bugs bite.ย โ
โ our parents have been basically married for a decade and weโre pretty much strangers.ย โ
โ talking might help. i can listen.ย โ
โ a therapist is not a sister/brother.ย โ
โ iย donโt go hunting without arming up first.ย โ
โย ย you are actually trash, [name:optional]!
โย ย really? what? no mocking whatsoever?!ย โ
โ iย need to ask you something, and you need to tell me the truth.ย โ
โ how many times have you been inside this house?ย โ
โ i got addicted to the rush of it.ย โ
โ i donโt know whatโs going on but, iโm here.ย โ
โ you can say that i pulled away from you but you pulled away from me too.ย โ
โ iย donโt understand where all this rage is coming from.ย โ
โย but if you want to talk, you know where to find me.ย โ
โ god, you sound just like her/him/them.ย โ
โ iโm so sorry. i jumped to conclusions and i didnโtโฆย โ
โ youโre embarrassing yourself.ย โ
โ as i very clearly stated, i donโt want to speak with you in this moment.ย โ
โ did you see her/him/them?ย โ
โ i just donโt know what to think.ย โ
โ you know i would never lie to you. i would never lie to you, okay?ย โ
โ you know i would never lie to you.ย โ
โ [name:optional], i hope you rot in hell!ย โ
โ you are getting out and dancing with me this time.ย โ
โ if anyone can hear me, itโs [name:optional].ย โ
โ that feeling is called guilt.ย โ
โ leave her/him/them alone.ย โ
โ youโre my new favorite person too.ย โ
โ youโre like my favorite person, maybe ever.ย โ
โ i was raised to be afraid of disappointing anybody.ย โ
โ christmas was truly the first time i really afraid of him/her/them.ย โ
โ making me doubt myself is so much worse.ย โ
โ you look awfully young to be an assistant principle.ย โ
โ you donโt know what youโre saying.ย โ
โ i think you should call the cops on me.ย โ
โ i think iโd be the prettiest girl in all of jail.ย โ
โ really nice smile, by the way.ย โ
โ i still donโt get why coffee smells so good yet tastes so bad.ย โ
โ i feel like i just disappeared and she just took my place.ย โ
โ i feel replaceable and itโs not a good feeling.ย โ
โ how did it happen?ย โ
โ iโm not sure you really want to hear about that.ย โ
โ so thatโs a no, then.ย โ
โ thereโs not a magic pill that fixes things.ย โ
โ we can do the work.ย โ
โ i believed everything you said.ย โ
โ i did everything you asked.ย โ
โ the moment that i questioned you, you tore into me.ย โ
โ you raised me to be blindly obedient.ย โ
โ my whole life, you have been toting me around like one of your purses.ย โ
โ why did you bring her/him/them down here?ย โ
โ hardly anyone knows who i am and i love snacks.ย โ
โย iโm going to be less like myself and more like what you want me to be.ย โ
โ can you not see how cruel that is?ย โ
โ can you not see how you ruined my life!ย โ
โ you didnโt even want it!ย โ
โ you stole what was basically my trauma journal and shared it in a courtroom.ย โ
โ we are just a few months away from the trail.ย โ
โ youโre not giving the impression that youโre the wronged party here.ย โ
โ i am the most hated person in the nation.ย โ
โ and you want me to be more like her/him/them?ย โ
โ we all want what we canโt have even if we have to change ourselves to get it.ย โ
โ there are some moments in life that changes forever.ย โ
โ you really like her/him/them, huh?ย โ
โ can you please just give me a minute.ย โ
โ itโs never going to be normal again.. is it?ย โ
โ you know, i canโt even remember when it ever was.ย โ
โ whatโs happening to you.. i canโt even imagine.ย โ
โ i have no one. i have nothing.ย โ
โ [name:optional] isnโt who you think she/he/they is.
โ we have evil living among us. right beneath our noses.ย โ
โ good aim. iโm impressed.ย โ
โ itโs a pretty lame and embarrassing first impression.ย โ
โ okay, well, iโm not leaving until you tell me.ย โ
โ why didnโt you say hi?ย โ
โ look, i know what iโm doing.ย โ
โ are you still on my side?ย โ
โ your memoryโs been shaking since the trauma.ย โ
โ donโt you think itโs possible you didnโt see what you think you saw?ย โ
โ itโs kind of hard to tell which way is up these days.ย โ
โ i need to tell you something that is a long time coming.. you were right.ย โ
โ we kissed and i lied to you about it.ย โ
โ you deserve the truth.ย โ
โ iโm really really sorry. i really donโt know what else to say.ย โ
โ do you want to hit me?ย โ
โ thatโs the nicest thing youโve ever done for me.ย โ