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you find beauty in ordinary things. do not lose this ability

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graduation dress shopping is reopening an eating disorder portal for me like do i hate this dress or am i just unsatisfied that my body is not accommodating a desired vision OMG.

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grabe guyss my eating disorder literally stole so much away from me but at the same time has made me a much stronger person and literally every time i talk about it i choke up and feel like crying and my heart beats so much faster and my hands feel like shaking but pushing through that and sharing anyway feels like exactly what i need to be doing more of... to keep silent feels like letting it fester and to express openly feels like taking away its power. hayssss literally so much work to be done but also i've been taking the first painful steps, and they say the first step is half the journey

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nanonood ako eat bulaga naawa nmn ako sakanya di nag land ung joke niya halppefwhjebdjf pinaulit pa sakanya tas di man lng sha tinanungan ng serious answer pero give ko sakanyaaa ung effort

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my move has really forced me to look directly in the eye at what is important to m and what i really want to keep in my life Ughhhh SO HARD!

To be a libra

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my feelings of fatness also make me feel like ive got too much time on my hands like Man i must not be busy enough if i can allow these thoughts again! lololol

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I rly feel like i've gotten fat UGHHH having those stomach issues then going on that brat diet then getting my period and being so busy i cant help but stay on dat PC ... whole time i tried convincing myself oh im just bloated and retaining water but hmmm nonononogirl i dont think it is just that anymore...

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only just now realized how sad i've been feeling and i just haven't been letting myself

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I love journaling and affirming that my life is important enough to be documented and reflected on #YesILoveMySelfYesICareIMatter

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im probably so traceable here damn idgaf

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phlebotomists have always had trouble with my thin veins

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if you have taken my blood with ease you immediately have taken my heart as well

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phlebotomists have always had trouble with my thin veins

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finally discovered how to cut bangs wow EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. Not even kidding wowowow. wdym ive been cutting it unsatisfactorily almost 3 years.

[publicdrive]

like i cant explain th absolute euphoria i feel when my bang-swoop ends are directly framing a centimeter away from my eyebrow. and i cant explain the absolute frumpiness i feel when it touches the brow tails

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just went completely manic over my bangs touching my eyebrows

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there's a certain artful quality i want to maintain when it comes to the way i live