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why couldn’t i have been born in california 🫩🫩

[pugsandrainbowss]

everybody deserves to be photographed

[pugsandrainbowss]

I love when people speak up about the mundane

things we go on to pass

things we never question

breaking the wall of reality is easy

you simply put into words the thoughts that have roamed in heads for centuries

[pugsandrainbowss]

I find that i push myself away from the people who expect the most out of me and want the best

or simply need me, anyone

sickly or alone, dreams broken down to create a mosaic

i pity and cry for them

but i’m never there

i’ll save myself the trouble to bare when one of us is gone

because i was never close enough to you to fully feel the extremitiy

[pugsandrainbowss]

I feel my whole life i’ve been put to the side and simply “okay..”ed

I feel embarrassing to be around a lot of the time, even with strangers

Often when i with another person, they give them their full attention and only say one word to me

Anytime i do anything, people get awkward and have lack of faith

Maybe it’s a part of growing up neurodivergent and not being fully understood

In my brain i am just the same as you

But yet i feel dumb

[pugsandrainbowss]

betwixt and between

limbo suspended

i can’t move as i promised

i’ll stay right here for you, woebegone

long faced and hearted

i’d love to say i feel it

inbetween something great

and ever lasting

it’s like a treat

i’d wish to stay

help me get closer

closure

nothing more we can do but

wait

it takes the weight of shame

[pugsandrainbowss]

I wish i could stay manic forever

[michelleinterrupted66]

“i dont get u” no one HAS to get me

i am so sick of explaining and proving myself if you dont understand then you dont

[pugsandrainbowss]

I feel like i’m reliving the same circles of hell over and over and over again

[pugsandrainbowss]

pain turns me gentle

[pugsandrainbowss]

age is just a number in the sense that i am free to do whatever i want regardless of the number held high above my head. i have childish interests that i was never able to do until now, i have a world of opportunities at the tip of my fingers waiting for me to branch out. age is just a number when it comes to doing the things you love

[pugsandrainbowss]

my envy stems from those 17 year old senior girls in high school with long straight reddish blonde hair, pretty, white smile, button nose, super tall with skinny long legs, the cute trendy yet ironed and well kept outfits, sweet and naive, to be in debate club and with your own car, scholarships among more community service hours than asked for, i could only dream of being that friend, daughter and girlfriend everyone is proud of

[pugsandrainbowss]

controversial take but if you have “unconventional” features, the only way to be perceived as beautiful in this society is to be thin

skin and bone to compromise

skinny people with unwanted features are deemed super models, not the other way around

a woman’s skeleton can makeup for anything

[pugsandrainbowss]

me and friends

[pugsandrainbowss]

Fashion is political

Music is political

Beauty is political

Food is political

Art is political

EVERYTHING IS POLITICAL.

[pugsandrainbowss]

Day at the mall!!!!!!

[pugsandrainbowss]

my whole life I’ve had no autonomy

hands and kisses bowed me

pushing piggy back rides,

shoving foreign entities in my side

i’ve always been so scared of the inevitable, to be a percentage

a statistic

i know it’s more likely to be the ones you trust

i fear i don’t have choice in this body