Lia 🌷

22 | Female TW: Trauma, £d, Vent Plz block, don't report. DNI if a minor 🩷

[b0n3s1sbeauty]

saying

“oh, ive already ruined my good eating today, ill just continue eating crap”

is like saying

“oh, i dropped my phone on the floor, ill just smash it til it breaks”

[pumpkin-pie-patch]

When you live 2hrs+ from your family, so when they see you for the first time in a couple months the first thing they do is comment your weight loss 🩷 We are so back!!!!!

[bows-of-satin]

Keep going.

Just imagine the clothes you'll finally wear.

Imagine walking into a store

and everything looking beautiful on you.

Imagine how a fitted sweater

will cling to your frame.

Imagine your collarbones

catching the sunlight.

Imagine your slender wrists.

Your hands. Delicate fingers.

Your arms.

Imagine wrapping them around yourself

and feeling

less.

Imagine pulling your knees to your chest

without your body getting in the way.

Imagine being so small

people become careful around you.

Imagine standing up

and nearly falling.

Then imagine someone catching you.

Imagine them asking,

"Are you okay?"

and meaning it.

Imagine people speaking more softly.

Imagine looking

fragile enough

that no one could bear

to raise their voice.

｡ ₊°༺❤︎༻°₊ ｡

Honestly, it brings me smiles and tears, I had no idea how much my writing would touch people.

I get comments and messages saying how much my writing makes people feel seen and understood. This little blog is now something that is so close to me. With people I talk to daily, and familiar usernames and faces. Maybe it sounds cheesy but im so happy that we all have this small community.

Because it's really not just about simply not eating for a lot of people. It's childhood trauma, its abuse, its needing control over sometime, anything,, its about feeling like no one cares about you, and so so much more.

And sometimes this experience can feel incredibly isolating. And when I see the comments under my writing of people talking and connecting it feels a little less dark. (But im not recovering LMAO NAH. pro recovery though,, just not for meee)

[bows-of-satin]

Ballet core $p0 🎀

[cigarettes-blackcoffee00]

No, you won't lose 10 lbs over night

No, you won't notice changes right away

No, you won't go down two sizes in a day

No you won't become thin in just a few days

But you will eventually

One day you'll notice your pants won't stay up anymore

One day you'll shower and look down your body and your tummy will have shrunken

One day you'll see how promintent your collarbone has become

One day you'll put on a bra and notice your ribs are slightly showing on your chest

One day people will comment how slim you've become when they see you or hug you

I promise you it will happen

Just don't lose hope, don't lose motivation, don't lose your dream

You. Can. Fucking. Do. This.

[lizzygrantakaldr]