𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍 𝑾𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔

ℰ𝓂𝒷𝓇𝒶𝒸𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻

[pumpkinsouupp]

Sometimes I listen to Lana del Rey and I think that even if I had to face some crazy relationships, at least I would know how it feels just to be loved -or what it seems to be loved-. I despise in my deepest inner-self how i seek being alone while begging to be loved.

« You said you’d love me like tomorrow, I guess tomorrow never came ». (I was listening to this song while writing)

[pumpkinsouupp]

𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒄

[pumpkinsouupp]

The way i am stupidly crying

[pumpkinsouupp]

𝒟𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 ℒ𝒾𝒻𝑒

[pumpkinsouupp]

[pumpkinsouupp]

[lyrebirb-deactivated20241118]

the holy trinity

[dreamingawayyour1ife]

[pumpkinsouupp]

Life’s so boring, like how am I supposed to appreciate living if i’m supposed to stay in a 9/5 company behind a stupid desk.

How to be an old Hollywood actress, Lana Del Rey, chic, dramatic girl and dedicated flower, cat, book lover every single second of my life ?

[ashstfu]

the most seen i’ve ever felt by a character is claire from fleabag. she’s sharp, controlled, untouchable. but underneath she’s holding on by a thread and that’s where i see myself the most. the constant push for perfection, for things to make sense, while quietly feeling like nothing ever will. it’s the ache of wanting more but never being sure if you’ll ever get it. she’s tough, she’s cold, she’s misunderstood. and she’s exactly what it feels like to keep everything together when you’re coming apart at the seams. there’s a pain in her perfection, a truth in her restraint that i understand on a level i don’t even know how to fully explain. she’s every part of me that i’m still trying to make sense of.