Punishment For Her Sins.

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im remembering why i used to use character ai so much

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am I suspicious? yes. very much.

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i dont think either of them are following me...

its bothering w my head a bit but its okay for now?

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i just realized i sent her my ask and she never replied

i hope shes not mad at me :/

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god why am i crying over smth so small

my grads not important right?

so why the fuck am i crying

[thoradvice]

if you've lost years of your life to abuse or mental illness, please know it's not too late for you. it's never too late for you. you can do everything you dreamed of when you were a kid - there's still time. you have time to shape yourself and your life into what you want. there is no time limit on happiness.

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so screw my mom on making me feel otherwise

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yknow what i hate most?

that you knew what the adults around me were saying

and you just proved them right

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the anon is proabably her.

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why did i ignore it all

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yknow what genuinely sucks

not being able to get mad at her

because yes as much as she deserves it for making me trust her after the whole shit show iwth my mom she hid all of this

but my heart is fucking soft and is making exucses for her

'she was homeless' 'her friend left' 'she has no one' and fuck i genuinely get all that but oh my god-

yelling and screaming at her wouldnt even resolve anything

no matter how much i want to

i want to so bad

i fucking take and take and take and think 'something good will come out of this maybe'

'surely this cant bite me back...can it?'

and allah swt proves me wrong

that this world is shit and everyone is something else

i know its also becasue i get emotionally dependant

but fuck

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i know i saidi believe her apology

but i dont think thats completely true

i dont think i completely believe her.

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yknow what genuinely sucks

not being able to get mad at her

because yes as much as she deserves it for making me trust her after the whole shit show iwth my mom she hid all of this

but my heart is fucking soft and is making exucses for her

'she was homeless' 'her friend left' 'she has no one' and fuck i genuinely get all that but oh my god-

yelling and screaming at her wouldnt even resolve anything

no matter how much i want to

i want to so bad

i fucking take and take and take and think 'something good will come out of this maybe'

'surely this cant bite me back...can it?'

and allah swt proves me wrong

that this world is shit and everyone is something else

i know its also becasue i get emotionally dependant

but fuck

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i dont know if its a good idea if i say anything to her

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...

she showed me how she looked like

so now i feel even worse

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i feel so fake

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just thinking on and on about it makes me wanna throw up oh my god

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i really lreally hope, both of them are not mad at me

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thankfully eith all this eid prep i dont have much time to think