Basil

[22][it/its] MDNI

[puppy-doves]

:3

it/its, 22, switchy, fat, intersex, autistic, polyam

dms and asks open :3 especially if youre older than me and or wanna tell me to get high or threaten me etcetera etcetera

💖@fakeross 💖 my girlfriend and owner 02/17/26

a non exhaustive list of kinky things i like:

petplay, intox, cnc/rape, breeding, biting, cutting/knifeplay, gender play (forcefem, tfem supremacy)

a non exhaustive list of things i am not into:

feederism, snuff, scat, gore, diapers, vomit,

we can still chat ofc but its not for me :)

[k1ntsug1-r0b0t-g1rl]

masturbation rule: you have to tell me

[k1ntsug1-r0b0t-g1rl]

masturbation rule: im pretty and you should jerk off thinking about me

[hohoehoes]

come into bed and listen to the rain with me

[loveridden1999]

problematic sudoku solving skills gap

[featuringmarkhoppus]

[recoveringfemale]

when i was getting spitroasted yesterday our friend said to my wife "wow we're really just using her as a toy huh" and then they started making out over my limp body and it was soooonfdhsjnebdnnbrhsjdjdbd 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 I LOVE BEING USED BY GIRLS WITH COCKS

[lovelylambmeat]

yes transfem supremacy in the sense that I want her to use me as her personal sleeve and fuck me into the mattress

but also transfem supremacy in the sense that I still want her when she learns she doesn't have to comptop anymore. that I help her explore new ways to get off now that hrt makes her struggle to stay hard. that I learn all the ways I can help her feel good and watch her eyes roll back as her body melts into soup in my arms.

You all mean transfem supremacy like that too, right???

[mollyjames]

[puppy-doves]

when mourning dove sobs

it sounds like air starved lungs

it sounds like hot, red, puffy eyes

it sounds like scream-sore vocal chords

it sounds like digging into your neck and chest,

trying to dig out that thing that writhes, and twists, and chokes you from inside your throat

because if only you could hold it

hush, and coo, and rock it back to sleep

till it closes its eyes and yawns

to be tucked back in to its ribcage cradle

before the hawk had to eat

the cooing was nuzzled together

muffled by each other’s feathers

it did not ring out over an empty grass lawn

is grief a kind of love without recipient?

its just somewhere to put the feeling

that i dont know if i am feeling

or remembering the feeling

whats the difference anyway

it means no thing

i only saw the hawk catch a mourning dove

i only heard another one sob

i only stared

[puppy-doves]

whatever vision my sleep deprived self has for me need not be my reality

[koiagain]

I guess you could say he’s ve… he’s a very h…

[stilltheeking-deactivated202605]

idc if I we kissed 174543638 times i WANT ANOTHER KISS

[fishboykissesboys]

complimenting me while he's railing me and he asks me to repeat it back to him >>>

"You're such a good boy. say it back."

oh my goddddd mmmmphhhh

[slugpawz]

“Youre such a good boy arent you? Arent you? Awww tell me that youre a good boy” while they tighten their grip on your neck uhghghhhhhh

[leatherdykedad]

Hhahahaha you're so cute you're such hurtbait.

[leatherdykedad]

Ok now you're hurt you're such nurturebait

[kayla-denker]

@zombolouge you have blown my mind by telling me about pmdd. Are you telling me it is not normal to get this kind of severe depression on your period? I thought every woman was dealing with this and the fact that I struggle with it so much just meant I'm a big fucking wimp!

Like, I get every fucking symptom on this list, to a tee!

What The Fuck!

https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/conditions-and-diseases/premenstrual-dysphoric-disorder-pmdd

What the fuck can I do to manage this? Are the suggestions in the article good? Is there something it doesn't mention?

[dogdykesdoitbetter]

I can't speak for most of the suggestions for the article, but I can say the only thing that helped me was being put on high doses of an SSRI and an NDRI (SSRI for depression/suicidality, NDRI for fatigue.) My psychiatrist offered to prescribe me lower doses for most of the month, then a bottle of seven or so high dose pills for the week before my period to specifically target PMDD, but I didn't think I'd remember to switch pills so I went for a high dose all month instead.

I'm also on implant hormonal BC, but I'm unsure how or if that affects it.

[kayla-denker]

Hey, you, cis girl that's very (correctly) vocal about women being allowed to talk about their periods, do you include trans women in that?

I ask because every single time I've tried to talk about it to anyone that isn't a trans woman they get fucking angry. Which has caused me to have to just suffer in silence every single month. So I really relate to cis women when they talk about literally the exact same thing; being shamed by everyone around them their whole lives for talking about their periods, so they just suffer in silence every month as it negatively impacts their work and social lives. But I don't even feel like I can voice that I am literally dealing with the same exact thing because most of y'all react like you want to throw me in front of a bus for saying it, even those of you who act like your such big great transfem allies.

[kayla-denker]

I guess I'll take this opportunity to talk about trans women periods. The first thing any tme person thinks when they hear this is always "how can trans women have periods? They don't have uteruses!"

The answer is: the uterus isn't what causes your period, it is effected by your period. What causes your period and what causes trans women's periods is the same thing: the endocrine system.

HRT changes the sex of your endocrine system. Feminizing HRT makes it a female endocrine system, giving us a 28-day hormone cycle just like cis women. At the end of that cycle, the hypothalamus floods the body with prostaglandins. Those are what cause all but one of the period symptoms, because they make muscles inflame and contract. They are what make the uterus shed its lining, they are what cause intestinal cramps, they are what cause body aches, they are what cause headaches and migraines. The only period symptom not causes by the release of prostaglandins throughout the body is depression, and that is caused by your endocrine system simply not processing as much estrogen and from simply feeling like shit.

So, the only symptoms trans women don't get every 28 days is menstrual cramps, because yes we do not menstruate since we don't have uteruses. But migraines, depression, body aches, intestinal cramps, and the infamous "period shits" don't exactly add up to us having any better of a time. Except we have to pretend that we're fine and nothing is different because no one believes that we get periods, not even cis women.

"But you can't call it a period then because that refers to MENSTRUATION!" is another one I hear all the time. This is incorrect. You use the word "period" instead of just "menstruation" because it doesn't just refer to menstruation. It refers to a period at the end of the hormone cycle where we experience a host of symptoms. And not all cis women experience all of the symptoms that encompass the period. Not all cis women get migraines, or body aches, or have severe depression. If a cis woman gets a hysterectomy she doesn't menstruate either! In that instance she experiences an identical period to what trans women experience. Yet, I doubt you'd insist that cis women who've had hysterectomies don't have periods.

[kayla-denker]

Oh, another thing that I personally discovered after bottom surgery: vaginal odor changes for trans women during our periods too. I was not expecting that because I always thought it was just from menstruation. But nope, the ph levels of a trans woman's vagina are the same of as a cis woman's vagina, and it changes during our periods just the same.

[teal-deer]

/raises hand

Genuine question: is it possible for trans women to get endometriosis without a uterus? Because the whole Thing about endo is your body putting menses in Not The Uterus and that's SUPER bad for you and your insides.

Tbh this is probably one of those things that's just gone utterly unstudied because lol who even studies endo in people who *do* have uteri.

I ask because if it's possible, 1) I am so sorry and 2) this is a reason a trans woman might need hormonal birth control in addition to HRT. Because birth control prevents the formation of menses and is a literal lifesaver in terms of keeping your body from fucking itself up. My own endo is probably what screwed up my kidneys and bladder, for instance.

Even if it's not possible, periods suck and I'm sorry you ladies go through it too. Only things I can personally suggest are painkillers, heating pads, chocolate, and reminding yourself that your hormones and brain are just being jerks.

[kayla-denker]

I would honesly be shocked if trans women were somehow immune to endometriosis. Especially since it's not even just on other parts of the uterus that endomitrisis causes the tissue to grow, but also on the bladder, the bowls, and the pelvic wall.

I don't know of any cases, but I feel very confident that they're out there but go undiagnosed because doctor's refuse to treat us as if we have anything but "male bodies."

[bugsroseee]

*eats your pussy because I’m proud of you*

[letsbesick]

get me high enough that i'm brainless and all but limp so you can play with me and i can barely do anything but whine and take it