Kit

MDNI • 25 • mtftm boy • inflicted with homosexual tendencies

[festeiro]

[saleszulu76]

Jakob Jokerst by Adam Washington, for Deluca Magazine, Apr. 2025

[l0litas-deactivated20130114]

[gayporntattooos]

[pillowpucker]

[puppyboykit]

gonna change some things about this blog i think, still into detrans and misgendering of course but think i just want this blog to focus more on general gay boy stuff instead of detrans. in a way, that is truly the most detrans thing i could do

(will eventually redo my pinned when i’m not feeling lazy, lol)

[fakegirlfaggot]

Just a friendly reminder that this is all kink and in reality I'm extremely proud to be trans, I'm so delighted I chose to transition and that I have no plans on actually detransitioning nor will I ever actually detransition despite how I post on here.

With this type of play it is important to step back every so often and understand that well "play" is exactly what it is, this is all theatre that I jerk off to.

Please don't expect me to be receptive to actually changing my HRT regimes or actually changing my body to be realistically more masculine because I spent years in therapy and doctors appointments to avoid exactly that!

Anyway I'm having fun, I really cherish this space and I hope I'm not coming across as annoying or preachy I just want to make sure my boundaries and understandings are clear when we're playing with kinks this extreme :)

[puppyboykit]

my long-dormant hypnosis kink is finally resurfacing and i’ve already begun listening to puppy clicker training files.. another person(?) falls victim to the puppy stereotype

[puppyboykit]

imagining a guy taking notice of me at a dive bar and buying me a shot of tequilla. he gives me a little wave from across the bar, then using one finger, he motions for me to come over and points at the neglected stool to the left of him. hesitantly, i oblige.

we get to talking, and as we continue, i can’t help but to let my eyes wander. his chest is slightly hairy, and it’s obvious from the outline through his tank that he exercises regularly. his hands are rough, and his toned forearms are accentuated by his above-average vascularity. letting my lust cloud my judgement, my eyes briefly dart down towards his crotch, where i find his shorts concealing a progressively more obvious bulge, and when my eyes return to his, i notice he was scanning me in the same manner.

we both laugh, but quickly i find his hand enrapturing mine, and suddenly we’re in the same stall in the men’s bathroom.

my head gives a little thud as he pushes my face against our small enclosure, and my belt clinks against the tile below as he strips off my pants. i hear a zipper open, and i feel the need to say something.

“hey, i reeeeallly should’ve said something earlier, but i’m a trans—“

i don’t get to finish. 3 fingers are promptly shoved past my lips, and i instinctually start sucking.

“Woman? Were you really going to say woman?” he laughs, “That’s funny dude, because I don’t fuck women.” before i can process what he just said, i feel his girthy cock slide into me, and at that point, i can’t process anything anymore. he greedily grabs a handful of my hips as he uses his other hand to keep my face smushed against the stall wall, and his fingers to keep my tongue occupied. his hips start moving faster.

“Goddamn, I can’t believe a beautiful boy with a hole like yours calls himself a woman. You’re so fucking stupid, aren’t you?” i’m drunk off of his cock now, and all i can manage is a drooly, “yes, yes, yes”.

“You’re such a good fucking boy. You’re just my stupid good boy, aren’t you? Say it. Fucking say it back.”

i say it back. again, and again, and again. i proclaim it so loudly, that it was a miracle we weren’t kicked out then and there. in my admittance of defeat, i feel him tense up, and i’m flooded with that familiar warmth that only comes with losing to someone superior. his hand moves to my hair, where he begins to pet me gently. he moves his lips to my ear, and whispers, “You did so good for me, pup. You’re such a good boy. You’re gonna come back to mine now, okay?”

still coming down from the high he lovingly gifted me, i nod my head weakly. i can’t fight the truth anymore. i’m a good boy.

[puppyboykit]

looks like the pendulum has swung back into me imagining myself as a gay man having sex with other men and only getting off to mlm and detrans porn, hello again old friend

[tojoy]

[puppyboykit]

forgive me for a slightly venty slightly out of kink post, but i think a part of the allure of this kink for me is the simplicity it would grant me in my interpersonal affairs. being a trans woman who is primarily attracted to men is a fucking nightmare.

post-transition, pretty much every even slightly romantic relationship i’ve had with a man has been a disaster; either they’re the chaser creep final boss, or they don’t know i’m trans at first and when they find out they lose romantic interest in me (they rarely lose sexual interest, though), or it’s just a constant back and forth “situationship” type thing. i have cut off men who i knew had crushes on me because i’m always scared they won’t like me anymore if they find out i’m not a cis woman.

if i was just a gay man, it wouldn’t be such a goddamn hassle. i’d just be a gay man, looking for other gay men, and not have to look for the maybe 1-5% of the male population that actually wants to have a long-term relationship with a trans woman. can’t go for gay men because i don’t even look much like a man anymore, can’t go for straight men because of the whole “i have a penis” thing, so i have to go for bisexual men who may or may not even want to date a trans woman. it is a fucking nightmare.

anyway. rant over, back to your regularly scheduled programming

[renbo1969]

[festeiro]

[hazyhopepunk]

consider a puppyboy at rock bottom, head swimming with pleasure, brain melted on weed and poppers, drooling against the bed, eyes unfocused as he gets pounded into the bed while enthusiastically mumbling "yes, yes, 'm a dumb little faggot, love being a faggot, nnngh, 'm a faggotimafaggotimaaaahhnnnnnngh, dumb- hng- please- yes- 'm sir's good faggot…. ooohhhhhhhh fuuuhhnghnghsfgauuhhh-"

and his dom strokes his hair, calls him a good faggot for knowing and loving exactly what he is, before lifting his head up and making him take another hit to keep him feeling nice and numb and dumb and horny

[homossantissimooo-deactivated20]

By b0yvenu5

[diedinnam-deactivated20260418]

Noo, don't shave your legs, fellow fakegirl, it's still cold outside, you can wear long pants and no one will notice.

Also, isn't it so much work every time?