tboy freakin it sensitive style

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[puppyfwiend]

🍀welcome to the clover field🍀

- we are a system of ~6+ alters, and i am the host, Atlas. system introductions below the cut.

- 21 laps around the sun (bodily)

- nonbinary boy-thing, it/xe pronouns

- gay oriented aroace

- for more Content™️ follow our picture blog @i-heart-images-dot-com or atlas' selfshipping blog @selfship-fag :•]

BYF

- we don't engage in discourse, all good faith identities are welcome.

- we frequently post untagged bugs, (reclaimed) slurs, and gore. please tread carefully.

no DNI, just be nice!

RESIDENTS OF THE CLOVER FIELD

Atlas☼host☼21☼it/xe/he

A D O N I S☆P A T C H O U L I

☆STARDUST GIVEN FORM– NOT OF THIS EARTH. AE/AER, XE/XEM. 🌌.

elliot/17/he+him▪︎opossum boy

dionysis🌫14🌫he

IT☣️UNDEAD☣️IT/ITS

Pepper/Pep‐pubby dog/system little :D

BENREYBENREYBENREYBENREYBEN - IT/THEY/HE

[zangerdanger]

joltik + plusle + minun fusion named buzz 🐝

[redstonedust]

crazy that you can meet heterosexual people on the internet. im so used to gay people in my phone. sometimes there are straight people in my phone too. big news if true.

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the doctor down the street who gives me my T shots in a clinic so small that it's just two rooms was excited for me when she said my voice had dropped yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the receptionist who could see that I was a man didn't bat an eyelash when I asked to see the gynecologist and called me sir when he asked how I wanted to pay yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the barber cuts my hair exactly how I want it and never gave me strange looks for being in a men's salon not even back when I didn't pass as one

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my friends have always gendered me correctly and stick to it even when it confuses other people and my friend's little sibling calls me older brother in Kannada yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my dog learned my new name quicker than the humans and she runs to give me a kiss when she's told to without being confused about who's being referred to

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I can feel the Adam's apple growing in my throat and my muscles getting stronger, and my smile more real and I'm growing a beard, and I talk more freely

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I'm here, and I'm alive, and so are you and there are good people, people who care and don't let them make you forget that-- you are not alone.

[great-and-small]

Yeah sorry wasp haters but y’all don’t know shit. Have you ever even seen the cuteness of Bembicini?

[y3llowring0]

sketchy elly at work 🎄🦌

[metamorphos111s]

meanwhile Deltarune, Japan

[simplefanatic]

[clopiya]

tossing my hat into the ring (inspiration!)

[7cipher]

susie with short hair!!

[ammi-delta-document]

I wanted to show Ralsei the sun too

[penumbraphantasm]

okay

[akanemnon]

Deltarune is waiting

[ouiouhie]

the earth watcher 🌏

[puppyfag-luna]

Doing stuff "childish" is okay and even good actually

- If using plates and silverware meant for kids means you will eat more often and/or find more joy out of eating, good! *

- If using a divided plate means you are going to feel more comfortable eating, good!

- If having a water bottle with your favorite character/show on it means you are going to drink more water, good!

- If having children's toothbrushes and toothpaste means you are going to brush your teeth more often, good!

- If watching tooth brushing videos aimed at kids makes brushing more enjoyable/helps prompt you to brush correctly, good!

- If taking a stuffed animal or other toy out with you means you are going to feel a little safer, good!

- If using a nightlight (esp one with characters on it) makes you feel safer and helps you sleep better, good!

- If you find coloring in books made for children/simpler pictures more enjoyable, good!

- If decorating your living space with "childish" things with characters or bright colors is going to make your space more enjoyable/usable, good!

- If using organization systems and prompts aimed at children is going to help you actually use them, good!

- If you enjoy media aimed at children, and it brings you joy and makes your days a little easier, good!

No matter what your age is, you are allowed to use the things that bring joy into your life or make your life easier to manage. You do not need to "grow up" or "do it like an adult". You can do it in whatever way works best for you. There should be no shame in it. I think some of us want to beat the allegations that autism makes us more "childlike" thinking it makes us more palatable, when having "age-inappropriate interests" are a commonly known trait. It is normal to have autistic traits when you have autism. You don't need to hide it or pretend you don't. Yes I know not all autistics are interested in this stuff either but that's not my focus

* also there have been studies done that people tend to absorb more nutrition from foods they enjoy, so you are doing yourself a huge favor by making eating fun!

[blinkees]

updated the character limit on the blinkie maker! previously 15 characters, you can now attempt to cram a whopping 25 characters on your blinkies!! certain fonts and font sizes WILL cut off. use your best judgement ok?

[fasciation-fascination]

perfect

[craftlands]

being nonbinary is sick as fuck but sometimes there is also the isolation

[craftlands]

it's something we think a lot about, this fact that the world just really doesn't accommodate for people that aren't Women or Men. there's an interview with sam smith (i think???) where they mention something about how they've just had to accept that people will always misgender them at first until corrected. and for us, even surrounded by people who care in a relatively safe environment, it still happens. we're used to it, but over and over, there's that assumption. if you're trans, you're the "opposite" of what you were assigned at birth. or you're basically just cisgender with a fun dash of side pronouns.

and, hell, sometimes we wish we were just a girl, just a guy, that we had a simple answer. that we didn't have to constantly be reminded that people will always see us as something we're not. that the answer was clear for us in how to navigate the world, legal/political hell aside.

and yet, even in good times, the concept of a gender neutral bathroom is still a punchline.