everything that keeps me together has fallen apart

shout at the walls cus the walls dont fucking love you

[puppyn0waaa]

~get to know me~

[ socials: https://linktr.ee/puppyn0waaa ]

I'm putting the actual intro under a cut so that you don't have to scroll all the way past it on my blog

I am the co-host of a medically recongnised CDD system [traumagenic] Whoever is fronting will tag posts in this format: #°{name}° #pronoun/pronoun

Info about me [co-host]: My name is Evan, you can also call me Nowa

I use he/it/xem pronouns, but honestly pronouns aren't my biggest concern and you can call me as you see fit. Feel free to use neos and other xenos as well ^^

I am agender and present fluidly, I am also panromantic and abrosexual

I have chronic pain and struggle to walk on my bad days

I am a Holothere, which means I identify as completely non-human (that includes psychologically, spiritually, emotionally, and physically.)I am a puppy, specifically a border collie/labrador retriever mix. although I acknowledge that I have human biology and am viewed that way by humans, therefore I follow legal principals and ethics of humanity.

I am #WSS [x)xx] and do not want to get involved in discourse. Take that shit elsewhere, I don’t have time for it. You may have your opinions, and I may have mine.

I am happily taken by @fallen-ozark  and @epikperzon, I love you guys more than you will ever be able to comprehend <333

BELOVED BROTHER OF @coldbuthotfever I LOVE YOU BRO

I make Kandi!! I sell it on Etsy, check it out here!!

DMs are open I guess lol, I'm lonely

DNI:

Homophobes/transphobes/ableist/conservatives

Radqueers/transharmfuls

Darkshippers

Toxic SSS Those only intending to involve me in discourse

Pro-contact MAPs, P*DOs, and Z00s Thin Ice: Endogenic/Non-traumagenic[?] systems [I just don't understand it] Proshippers

[FOLLOW YOUR OWN DNI LIST AS WELL PLEASE]

My Other Blogs: @anvil-cat-offical (officalverse blog) @feel-the-feelsss (Agere CG blog) SFW INTERACTION @sillyboi-n0waaa (Agere little blog) SFW INTERACTION @cut-paste-repeat [TW/CWs IN BIO](vent blog) COOL PPL U SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK OUT: @jibbysplayground @his-perfect-blue @hyburnating @coldbuthotfever @franisapidgeonbug @yourwilbur @epikperzon @fallen-ozark @gayestpuppygirlever @xximnotokaytodayxx @leavemehangingouttodry

CREDITS FOR DIVIDERS:

MADE BY @honeyluvsw

[puppyn0waaa]

AND WE'RE LIVE!!

Catch today's stream here!

[puppyn0waaa]

unc is late to his own stream that he scheduled lmao

[where-is-the-angst]

and you get a little heart <3 and you get a little heart <3 and you get a little heart <3

[a-mysterious-ghost]

Reblog to give your mutuals a little heart <3

[puppyn0waaa]

unc is lateeeee

start streamm

[algae-illustrations]

Grace, you can't say that!

[diseases-for-center-control]

walk on the wild side. eat a bagged salad

[diseases-for-center-control]

you don't want to go to work next week anyways

[redhairandpronouns]

"if men could get pregnant-" they can. "if men got periods-" they do. "men never experience-" they do. "men would never understand-" i promise you whatever you are about to say there are men who go through the exact same thing

[rockets]

________

You will be remembered as a hero. ________

For those wondering about the fox. Grace has a subtle motif with this animal throughout the movie, but especially this shot where they pack this toy fox with his belongings on the Hail Mary. The pose of it looked a little haunting to me, thus prompting this illustration. __________ (Small/large prints are also available on my etsy ❤️)

[inlandwest]

[good-fwiend-in-wome]

shoutout to flags that look like landscapes fr gotta be one of my favorite genders

[jonnystrebor]

Not to forget:

[puppyn0waaa]

STREAM TOMORROW 8PM BST

BE THERE IF YOU CAN!!

[this was posted on Wilbur's Instagram story roughly 2 hours ago]

[puppyn0waaa]

Hive mind is scary, I feel vulnerable and stupid,

Waiting for a new embarrassment to go and tear right through me.

A dependent, fruitless, animal,

Watch me brimming with shame.

And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse.

I am not a stallion, I am just perverse,

Hopeless, and docile,

and tame...

[puppyn0waaa]

it's as if i believe

the more that i squeeze this pillow between my thighs

the more likely the chance that i'll find romance,

if it somehow comes alive.

i share my bed with a bad brain,

spilt ash and cum stains almost every night.

i'll find me a drug to replace the love

that is slowly leaving my life.

[puppyn0waaa]

My brain would never let me forget you...

It's not like you're lingering,

It's more like you're haunting.

[puppyn0waaa]

NOOOOO BRO HIT THE TABLE TOO HARD AND HIS CAMERA STOPPED WORKING THEN HE JUST ENDED STREAM LMAOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOO WILBUR WHYYY

[for context: everything below this is a joke lol if you couldn't tell, he didn't die]

Rest in Peace Wilbur "Music Boi" Soot

14th September 1996 - 18th July 2026

Died of a cocaine overdose at the age of 49

He will be missed

As Radiohostbur said, there will be a vigil to pay homage to this troubled musician in Scunthorpe, tomorrow morning (19 July, 2026) at 7am. Be there, or he will come back for you.

o7

p.s. can someone bring a new camera to the vigil

[ollieonvenus]

"Listen to happier music!"

NO. LET ME LISTEN TO MY SAD DEPRESSION MUSIC IN PEACE !!!!!