my darling, my companion

what if the parts of yourself you loved the most and the parts of yourself you hated the most were girls and they kissed (oc posting blog) // ic @eiennoakuruhi

[pures-pathology]

hi. you dknt know me. can you tell me everything about them. thegm. theyre do skringke 🤤🤤😻😻

ohh ABSOLUTELY and in fact I'll probably make this my pinned post until I make a better one LMAO

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Paisley Heart is a young adult, somewhere in her 20s, who's very, very concerned with other's opinions on her being positive. due to this she started repressing traits or emotions that she deemed bad. unfortunately, total repression is impossible, so they still went somewhere, and. they formed an entire new alter ego sort of thing. a sentient other half. which is Pattern!

Paisley is mostly in control of herself, totally fine & happy, but if anything like stress gets to be too much it can all.. shatter. and that's where Pattern surfaces. considering he's made up of exclusively negative emotions he does not tend to make good or rational decisions for himself or others and in fact this coping mechanism is literally not doing any good for anyone. but at least Paisley can get some blissful ignorance of her own mental state for a bit, right??

oh, and also this is basically a love story between the two. I guess you can kiss your evil clone if that's what it takes to find self worth man

and it'll be a webcomic one day. ideally

[pures-pathology]

OH OH WAIT OBLIGATORY PRIDE MONTH POST!!! Paisley is transfem + unlabeled sexuality + she/her!!! Pattern is unlabeled everything + vaguely masculine + any pronouns!!! Paisley Heart (aka pre and post canon) is transfem girlboy + she/he!!! Flare is nonbinary + aroacespec + they/them!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!

[pures-pathology]

I'm probably going to be changing my tagging system up a bit,, I've decided I'd like to use JUST Paisley to refer to the version that is the result of repression and Paisley Heart to refer to the full person (so before and after when the main storyline takes place). I'd also like to not clog up other tags with them considering the names ARE just words so... I'll figure that out

[pures-pathology]

I got bored of my typical artstyle I'm switching shit upp

[new-bug-ideas]

Yuriful (yuri + powerful) bug

[pures-pathology]

SORRY THIS BLOG WENT SO INACTIVE AGAIN!!! I want to post about them more but I can't make more art as I've been Busy...

[bwooom]

i love you mirror versions i love you possession i love you cloning i love you simulacrums i love you shadow selves i love you digital copies of a mind i love you alternate timeline versions i love you tropes that play with identity and what it means to be a certain person

[pures-pathology]

hey ♥️ there is playlist

[kosmogrl]

[mephistopheles]

being single sucks [remembers that romantic love isnt the gleaming beacon of salvation that will fix the chasm within me] #mychasm #isupportmychasm [remembers not to trivialize my emotions] but it is painful to never have been deemed worthy of that kind of lasting love [remembers how many incels there are] but honestly you should be totally self-sufficient and never want anything ever [remembers that im evil] im evil

[albva]

They should let you vomit a black sludge and when you are done you feel better about yourself. Also the black sludge forms into an evil clone you can make out with.

[pures-pathology]

could never have anticipated getting two pieces of fanart within two days of actively posting AGGHHHHH WHAT THE HELL. THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO LIKES MY LITTLE GUYS.. 🥹💗💚

[pures-pathology]

fuck. i might like him a bit. (i locked in for like 40 minutes and drew this)

then i realised that HES LITTERALY JUST COLOR INVERTED??? HELLO. so this is it but inverted

i kinda like it....

?"!$+"!#(_?$_(_(_?_(??? OH MY GOD HELLO THIS IS SO COOL???? 😭😭😭😭😭😭💚💚 THANK YOU SO MUCH AUGGHHHH

[pures-pathology]

what does psp stand for. i have been trying to work it out but my little baby brain like canNOT figure it out 😿😿

it's just the universe name !! paisley/pattern. paisley slash pattern

[pures-pathology]

here's an assortment of doodles from over the months

[pures-pathology]

🪙!!!!!!!!!!!! something good plsplspls.................

you pulled a Cubi(bibibi)sm !

[pures-pathology]

HI quick paisley doodle

AAGAHAYAHYZHAHDHDJRHR OMG????? THIS IS SO CUTEEEE 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹