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I can’t remember to forget you.. I keep forgetting I should let you go But when you look at me, the only memory, Is us kissing in the moonlight

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                 ❝ It’s good to be a queen. ❞

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‘ No – NO, in fact – I fucking hate this. How the fuck did you even get ME in this fucking predicament ?? ‘

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        ❝ You tend to forget the power I               hold over you, darling. ❞

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The Rumors are True

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I am filled with Bitterness , 

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spectrewolf:

“Yeah, it needs to be fuckin’ reiterated because obviously people simply are not getting it. And as far as I’m concerned, when it comes to this yeah you are an idiot,” she snapped, eyes flashing for a moment before dying down. Her temper boiled. There was nothing soft about Shane Shepard when she was angry and felt betrayed. Instead she was nothing but sharp edges and hardness. Have to keep the wall up, bringing it down never did her any good. 

“I really honestly do not give one iota of shit about what someone is so long as they aren’t fucking hiding something important from me. So long as I’m not the one giving more about myself than the other party is willing to give in return. I don’t do one way streets. It has to be a reciprocal or there may as well be no relationship at fucking all. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out my super simple rules of engagement.”

She exhaled in frustration before shaking her head, arms folding across chest and turning away. Her head dropped to where her chin was almost resting below her collar bone. 

“I want you off my ship and out of my life,” she said, no emotion to her voice anymore. “It’s clear I can’t trust you, and I can’t have people I don’t trust around me. And there’s never any point to trying to win back trust, as once it’s broken everything is tainted from that point forward. All I would do is end up second-guessing everything and I can’t live like that. I’m sure it’s been amusing as hell the past few months with me being completely oblivious.” 

She paused then, trying to get her emotions under control. Her face was a mask of neutrality. She refused to let any emotion come to the surface, even anger.

“But before you leave, you didn’t answer me before. Was any of it real? Was there ever a relationship between us on your end? Or was I devoted to something that wasn’t really there? Do you give any amount of shit about me at all?”

       Nothing she was saying was something she either already said        to herself or something she now realized was true. Already she        was constantly beating herself up in her head for longer than this        every time she was alone with herself, sometimes when they were        together. If she had the capability, she almost felt like she was going        to vomit hearing Shane tell her that she didn’t want her even in her        life anymore, almost already sick with herself to her core. Normally,        that would have been her cue to completely leave this whole world        behind, but not anymore. Sunshine knew who she was truly now,        and that there were still people around who needed her besides        one woman.

               ❝ Fine, yeah, I get it. ❞

       Returning to a standing position, she was almost ready to just        simply walk right out on her command. But then she asked         the question she thought the answer was obvious to. Why         couldn’t this be clearer? For whatever reason she felt as if        she had to put on her disguise just to have the capability to        properly show how much she wanted to yell and fall to her knees        and cry in front of her. But that wouldn’t be fair.

               ❝ Christ, Shane, I fuckin’ loved you. It might not have                         been only you, but I loved every single one of you                         as much as I could. Almost every waking moment                         I spent was with any of you. I could have spent so                         much longer with you because of your lifespan                         than I could with anyone else, I fuckin’ dreamed                         about being here as long as your body still held out.                         But now that ain’t happenin’. I’m gone as soon                         as you say ‘go’. ❞

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spectrewolf:

“Probably because who I am leads to me always being on edge and waiting for someone to try to kill me. It’s not like I didn’t deal with an attempted assassination since you’ve known me or anything,” she said flatly, arms folding across her chest despite herself. The red faded away if only to be replaced by the blue of biotics, her emotions roiling under the surface but doing her best being as calm as she possibly could be. 

“For sixteen years, I was kept locked away and forced to be nothing but a tool, a weapon. Lied to constantly. When I joined the Alliance, I lost my entire unit. Again, lied to over and over by people who were supposed to help. Lied to over the reasons I was taken to Eden Prime. Lied to about the thresher maws that apparently weren’t on Trebin. Broke my leg. Remember that part? Still sufferin’ the effects of that mission. Half the galaxy has wanted me dead as long as I can remember now. Cerberus brought me back only to want me dead now. The last Batarians want me dead.”

Biotics died down, the red didn’t return. Instead, the hazel was there. She watched, and felt her vital signs rising. Her blood pressure, her heart thudding hard.  She watched as form after form flashed through. More and more the anger rose. More and more the feeling of betrayal was felt.

“So yes, you’ll forgive me if I instantly jump to the ‘wanted dead’ thing.”

“No, you’re merely a liar. I don’t ask for a lot. I really fucking don’t. I only ask for people to be honest with me but apparently that is too fucking hard. Or are we trying to do the whole loophole thing? Because I’m not in the mood for that.  Lying is lying. Deceiving is deceiving. Manipulation is manipulation. I’m nothing if not brutally honest and I expect it in return. I can’t fucking believe I thought it would be different with you. It’s that silly metahuman thing I have going on I guess, yeah?”

“The irony is I actually would have been more understanding if I was a target. Also you forgot the ‘why’ for letting me live a lie this whole fucking time when you could have said it sooner. A couple months later I can understand but not all this fucking time!”

                ❝ Yeah, cause that needs to be said fifty times over                          because I’m an idiot. Listen I ain’t here to trick you                          into thinking I’m some poor helpless fool who knows                         not what she does, aight? ❞

       Even without some physical brain this whole thing was a        big stress. She plopped down on the couch continuing to        stare up at the Commander.

               ❝ Yeah, I fucked up. But I ain’t some fuckin’ super                         intellect here, Shane. I’m not some master                         manipulator. You think saying something like                         this is just something I can do? Do you even                         know how scared outta my fuckin’ mind I am                         at this exact moment? You’re the only one who                         ever knew about this because I realized you’re                         the person I can trust, even if you hate me for                         lying to you.

                        When I came here, I was practically a fuckin’                         baby in technical terms. I had no idea what                         I was doing, where I was, I barely could think                         of who I was because of things I’d seen. But                         eventually I found you and got to figuring things                         out. ‘Course by that point I fucked a lot of things                         up to but the thing I always was afraid of was                         people finding out what I am not because they                         would know I had lied to them but I feared they                         would not accept what I was. So really I’m                         just glad you ain’t selling me out. ❞