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ik i don't go here anymore but i'm drunk in the dive bar bathroom trying to poo and sending texts to my crush that i'll regret when i'm left on read

#she speaks #almost couldn't find the tags button lol

honestly my biggest fears for getting in a relationship are:

1. having to open up and be vulnerable

2. how much i'll miss the hate sex with my fuck buddy

#i've never fucked like this before #idk why i love it so much ugh #nsfw #she speaks

my friend: do you want this lipstick? i've only used it a couple times

me: ew cooties haha

my friend: your literal tit has been in my mouth

#lmaoooooo #she speaks

what's wrong with men that u can literally text "put ur d in my mouth" with no other expectations and he'll leave out unopened

#u should be lucky to have me b #she speaks

recently reconnected with friend who, when we weren't talking, liked me on a dating app. told her last time that if it didn't affect our friendship i 100% would hookup. tonight, i'm pretty sure she's blackout and tells me five times that she'd hookup with me. i tell her "me too princess, but now i'm just gonna put you to bed"

#it was so cute and funny #but i'm glad it was me taking care of her #so no one would take advantage #she speaks

i knew we weren't being as careful as we thought we were but i didn't know our mutual friends were fully aware 👀🤢

#she speaks

call her excel the way she spread on my sheets

#she speaks

UGH i'm downtown glad to be with friends, but i'm super fucked up and wish i were closer to home for safety

#i don't wanna leave and be lonely #but also i wanna make sure i end up safe #idk #she speaks

not only does he not have real feelings for me, but we would never work together seriously i don't think, so even though i'm obsessed with hooking up with him, my friend needs to stop calling me out thinking that obsession means i have romantic feelings

#👀👀👀#i can't handle the implications #i'm just tricking myself bc he was so nice the other day #it's so much easier when he's mean #bc i won't be fooled #she speaks

i hate shitting in the bar bathroom like what if ppl know i stink 👀👀

#she speaks

i just want someone to be obsessed with me but i don't think it's possible for anyone to care about me as much as i care about them

#not that it's a competition #but i'm not confident that i'll ever feel enough #or trust someone enough to let them love me #she speaks

ok when i said hoe phase i didn't really realize that meant that i've averaged over one hookup per week so far this year

#and that's just an average #there were several 2 week periods of nothing #february averaged one every 2 days #the statistics are so interesting but so crippling #she speaks

i sometimes fear that i'm literally incapable of being normal in human relationships. as soon as i value someone's presence in my life i become obsessed with them and don't know how to distance myself. not just romantically, but friends too.

#this is why so many of my hookups think i'm in love with them #and why i beat myself up for messaging a friend literally just 2 days in a row #she speaks

i hate myself but in a rad way

#had to resist posting this on snap so real ppl could see #lmao #she speaks

i got some compliments on that karaoke song but i still feel so self conscious why

#she speaks

the hickey is so light i don't think anyone will notice but i also kinda want them to

#i just like it #sorry for all the horny posting #she speaks

not me smelling the clothes he accidentally left here like... who is this idiot

#i swear i don't have feelings #i'm just obsessed with the sex #and he smells so good like wtf #she speaks

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