Puders

YOU, ME, US, THEM, WERE JUST RESURRECTION MEN!

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I like to write about dark topics/horror for fun. Doesn't mean I condone those topic irl... That's how fiction works.

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Hello hello, Im Ray, welcome to my blog! I’m 20, genderfluid, and use she/her pronouns atm.

I am a massive massive fan of the bands Ghost and Fall Out Boy, which are like 90% of the things I post about. I also post a lot about my OC, Miasma, who is based in the Ghost universe.

I do art and writing just like everyone else on this app, though not as often as I used to because I am tired 100% of the time!!!

Minors are welcome but please be wary, sometimes I say inappropriate shit

See you later bye bye kiss kiss

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Ughfgh Pete really looks like he’s just savoring Patrick’s scent here and I’m so delusional about it

Look at the way his nose shifts when Patrick runs off. He was really pressing into him UGHFGHGHG

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I had a total wet dream about fall out boy man. I need therapy

Not gona get into it but for some reason Patrick stuck his tongue in my ear bruh. It hurt

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Also pete started rubbing like a Dairy Queen hamburger on himself. Not to be sexy, he was trying to be gross

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I had a total wet dream about fall out boy man. I need therapy

Not gona get into it but for some reason Patrick stuck his tongue in my ear bruh. It hurt

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Happy pride month to these two in particular

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My benzedrine

Love my benzedrine

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The only time I ever use the terms "sir" or "ma'am" is when I know someone working the register is trans and I want to give them gender euphoria or whatever the term is, I can't remember

I just did it and she smiled so big it literally made my week

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I can smell what Patrick smells like without ever having smelled him

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A lot of my fall out boy journey so far has been "oh so that's not Brendon Urie"

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Which OC was arrested for everything?

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I had a dream that Patrick stump made my lunch for work. It's getting bad yall

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Seriously though, I want a best friend where we love each other the way Patrick and Pete love each other

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I could write a devastating Peterick fanfic if I had the motivation to write

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Mental health stuff

I have felt Incredible this weekend compared to how I felt over the past 2 months. The past two months I have felt so fucking hopeless and depressed and lonely, but I just don’t feel it anymore

I found myself at a party last night. Not sure why. It’s not that I don’t remember going or how I got there, it’s more that I don’t know why I wanted to go to a party. I’ve never been to a party and I felt no like subconscious desire to go to a party. But I did for some reason with no thought behind it until now. I still don’t know why but I feel good about it

Today I left my house at 9 am and did not come home until 7 pm. I was outside all day, played at a park, rollerbladed for hours after abandoning it for like a month and somehow I’m significantly better at it, sang and danced in front of strangers, talked to said strangers. No clue where it’s coming from

I came home celebrating about how good of a weekend I had, but now I am sitting here with the same great feeling but also like. Almost uncomfortable. I do not recognize myself at all, I do not feel like myself, I don’t know where this sudden burst and prolonged desire to be social has come from or why my legs just keep taking me places and doing things I haven’t had any interest in doing in either a long time or never before

Idk. Part of me is telling me to shut up and enjoy how great I feel but I just can’t shake the feeling that this is a sign something deeper is wrong with me

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Skated myself constipated #sk8rgorl

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very lucky to live in an area that has at least 2 goth nights a month to lure me out of my cave and tempt me to socialize and dance

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I’m so proud and happy for you pookie. You inspire me fr /gen ❤️🙏

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peterick + text posts 12/∞