'cause i feel like i'm always dreaming

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[studio-kiki]

[ofdamnation]

send ‘ ♡ ‘ for an aesthetic post for our muses’ relationship using this [x].

[melamemea]

don’t let me go//let me go.

[bulletproofpack-a-blog]

for the painful part .

“please… i’m scared.”

“i need you to say it —”

“please say you love me”

“don’t let go”

“don’t give up on me”

“don’t give up on us”

“please call me back”

“i never meant for this to happen”

“i didn’t — intend to say that”

“no! you got it all wrong” 

“i—”

“please… please don’t leave me”

“you can’t — mean that…”

“why are you saying all this?!”

“what does that mean!?”

“why are you — telling me this now —”

“what… ?i don’t… understand?”

“was it – something i said…?”

“was it – something i did…?”

“please, talk to me.”

“please – tell me what’s wrong”

“please, please just  — listen to me!”

“that’s not what i said!”

“what i meant was (…)”

“are you – leaving me…?”

“you – … no — not you too, no, please…”

“you’re all i have – please don’t do this…”

for the also painful part.

“i think it’s best if we stop here.”

“i had fun but – i just can’t do this anymore.”

“i don’t feel the same way you do.”

“it’s — it’s not you, it’s me and… i don’t love you.”

“it’s over, okay?”

“i have to end this now before it escalates into you being hurt.”

“this isn’t easy for me either, but we’re just — different.”

“we’re not at the same page right now, I can’t do this.”

“i can’t live like this anymore.”

“i can’t do this anymore.”

“it feels fake from my side. i can’t lie to you anymore.”

“i don’t want to hurt you anymore.”

“i said that… it’s over.”

“i need a break. we need a break…”

“we have to stop, please.”

“i can’t give you want you want. i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry.”

“i’m sorry i wasted your time.”

“i don’t love you, i never did —”

“we’re just not meant to be, okay?”

“this is not meant to be.”

“i need to leave.”

“you have to let me go.”

[pvndra-blog1]

I SHOULD BE IN JAIL.

RULES: Mark the ones you’ve done. Use your result as your post title. Please, repost and don’t reblog!

TAGGED BY: @hanhwayo - @avenesce TAGGING: @anyone who wants to do this

[  ] smoked [ ✔ ] consumed alcohol [ ✔ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex [ ✔ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [ ✔ ] kissed someone of the same sex [  ] had sex [ ✔ ] had someone in your room other than family [ ✔ ] watched porn [  ] bought porn [ ✔ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 7/10

[ ✔ ] taken painkillers [  ] taken someone else’s prescription medicine [ ✔ ] lied to your parents [ ✔ ] lied to a friend [ ✔ ] snuck out of the house [ ✔ ] done something illegal [ ✔ ] felt hurt [ ✔ ] hurt someone [  ] wished someone to die [  ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 7/10

[ ✔ ] missed curfew [ ✔ ] stayed out all night [ ✔ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself [ ✔ ] been to a therapist [ ✔ ] received a ticket [  ] been to rehab [ ✔ ] dyed your hair [ ✔ ] been in an accident [ ✔ ] been to a club [ ✔ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 9/10

[ ✔ ] been to a wild party [  ] been to a Mardi Gras parade [ ✔ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night [  ] had a spring break in Florida [ ✔ ] sniffed anything [ ✔ ] wore black nail polish [  ] wore arm bands [ ✔ ] wore t-shirts with band names [ ✔ ] listened to rap

TOTAL: 6/9

[  ] dressed gothic [ ✔ ] dressed girly [ ✔ ] dressed punk [ ✔ ] dressed grunge [ ✔ ] stole something [ ✔ ] been too drunk to remember anything [ ✔ ] blacked out [ ✔ ] fainted [ ✔ ] had a crush on a neighbour

TOTAL: 8/9

[ ✔ ] had a crush on a friend [ ✔ ] been to a concert [ ✔ ] dry-humped someone; been dry humped [ ✔ ] been called a slut [ ✔ ] called someone a slut. [ ✔ ] installed speakers in a car [ ✔ ] broken a mirror [ ✔ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house [  ] brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush

TOTAL: 8/9

[  ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper? [ ✔ ] seen an R-rated movie [ ✔ ] cruised the mall [ ✔ ] skipped school [  ] had surgery [ ✔ ] had an injury [  ] gone to court [  ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping [  ] caught something on fire. [ ✔ ] lied about your age

TOTAL: 5/10

[ ✔ ] owned/rented an apartment/house [ ✔ ] broke the law in the police’s presence [ ✔ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF [ ✔ ] got in trouble with the police [ ✔ ] talked to a stranger [ ✔ ] hugged a stranger [ ✔ ] kissed a stranger [ ✔ ] rode in the car with a stranger [ ✔ ] been harassed [ ✔ ] been verbally harassed

TOTAL: 10/10

[ ✔ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online [ ✔ ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight [ ✔ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight [ ✔ ] watched TV for 5 hours straight [  ] been to a fair [ ✔ ] been called a bad influence [ ✔ ] drank and drove [ ✔ ] prank-called someone [ ✔ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex [  ] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 8/10

GRAND TOTAL: 68

If you have 00-10 … write [I’m a goody-goody] If you have 11-20 … write [I’m still a goody-goody] If you have 21-30 … write [I’m average] If you have 31-40 … write [I’m a bad kid] If you have 41-50 … write [I’m a very bad influence] If you have 51-60 … write [I’m a horrible person] If you have 61-70 … write [I should be in jail] If you have 71-80 … write [I should be dead] If you have 81-90 … write [I got a ticket to Hell]

[pvndra-blog1]

             it has been said, ‘time heals A L L wounds.’              i do NOT agree. the wounds remain. in time,              the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them              with scar tissue and the pain lessens. but it              is never gone.                

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[advrn]

tragicloss:

#wants to roleplay  #doesn’t want to do drafts  #wants to post a starter  #cant think of a damn thing  #reblogs a meme #forgets to post the thing

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kaleiidoscopehearts:

Casual reminder that you can always  ,  100%  turn memes into threads    (    just move it to a new text post    )    &&    I love having multiple threads with people.  So like   do the thing. 

[pvndra-blog1]

「 ❝ @hanhwayo ; continuing from here! 」

“Pandaeul, can’t you forgive me~?” He tries when spotting her unamused expression, something he normally would fear; alcohol didn’t make him that wise. “At least just temporarily.” His tone meant to be smooth, but voice came out a bit raspy either way; too much talk, too many cigarettes, a bit of something else mixed with the alcohol. All the reasons he loved private parties, and also for the attention. It life felt like shit, the attention of strangers could work as a band-aid – erasing all wounds for a moment. But even with strangers so close to himself, there was something lonely; no real warmth in the hugs, curious hands or claiming kisses. It was only a game.

Taehwa assumed Pandora left the private party a while ago, or rather – it completely slipped his mind that he invited her along. The attention of two women partially being to blame, an act meant as a revenge towards someone who hurt his feelings, and red marks from lipstick spoke for themselves. He wasn’t hiding, or keeping up a reputation; part of him hoped the recklessness would reach the person whom bruised his ego, another just enjoyed being wanted. Low confidence hidden beneath cocky acts.

god, she really hated parties. from the massive crowds of people to the stench of alcohol mixed with the sweat of those who danced the night away-- she hated everything about parties. yet she found herself at them more than usual. i guess you usually hate what you want to love, so she figured one little party wouldn’t be too bad. and boy was she wrong. she had agreed to tag along with taehwa to a private party. figured it would be better and less irritating compared to the parties she usually frequents because, in all reality, she was just going to have a few drinks and meet new people. 

but a few drinks turned into haneul losing her balance with every step she made. meeting new people turned into stolen kisses and roaming hands. everything was fine. she enjoyed the attention. she craved it. but somehow that enjoyment turned into irritation hours into the party. once that irritation had set it, she had looked around for taehwa only to leave the party shortly after realizing he was busy with two women instead. cue the reason they’re in this situation right now. she didn’t expect him to follow after her nor did she expect him to ask for her forgiveness. ❛ ugh.. i forgive you. i’m just drunk and slightly irritated. ❜ she exhales deeply and shifts her gaze onto the male, her body swaying slightly due to the alcohol. ❛ god, whoever kissed you really needs a lipstick that doesn’t come off. there’s a word for it but i forget what it is-- fuck. ❜  

[pvndra-blog1]

[text] Are you sure there’s no monsters?

    super text list ( texts from last night inspired ).current status: not accepting!  written for @daezzle.

「 SMS.  → YONGSUN 」     monsters? i don’t know..

「 SMS.  → YONGSUN 」     i’ll say no for now. i don’t think you need to worry about monsters.

「 SMS.  → YONGSUN 」     …wait– why is this even coming up?

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@sjeons

“Oh, video games! Hmm, what’s the one where you play different kinds of empires and take over people’s land? I think that one would be satisfying.” 

      ❛ uh… to be quite honest, i can’t think of the name but it sounds really familiar. i can look it up? ❜ she offers with a small smile, a brow raised slightly as she pulls out her phone. 

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😍

send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim.     current status: not accepting!  written for @itsmadncss.

      ❛ woo-- okay. this took a moment because i was tied between four things, but this is the one i like the most! you just look really pretty in it. i mean-- you look pretty all the time but yeah. ❜

[pvndra-blog1]

😍

send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim.       current status: not accepting!  written for @chgknim.

      ❛ i think i’ll go with this one! i like your hoodie, really. but it’s also a really precious picture? that probably sounds weird. i mean it’s mostly because your smile is adorable. ❜

[pvndra-blog1]

😍

send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim.         current status: not accepting!  written for @chiaso.

      ❛ i have a few favorites, but i’m gonna go with this! such beauty, such grace. have this honorable mention, too. ❜

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                                      ⸨ 𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙲𝙴𝙻 ⸩         ⸨ 𝙵𝙾𝙻𝙻𝙾𝚆 ⸩         ⸨ 𝚁𝙴𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 ⸩

[pvndra-blog1]

(ﾉ･ｪ･)ﾉ "😍"

send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim.        current status: not accepting!  written for @daezzle.

      ❛ let’s see. i changed my mind about the original favorite picture, but i believe this one is my final choice! ❜