Summary: being smothered by intrusive thoughts about your dying affair was never an ideal situation, especially when it was with your brothers closest friend.
warnings: non cannon, everyones 18+!!, toxic relationship, smut and some plot, ! amateur writing !
Restraint. It was the only thing you allowed yourself to feel or do anytime you found yourself in the same room as her.
It was a habit you'd picked up from none other than Riri Williams herself.
But don't get it twisted; you were not forcing yourself to stare blankly at the tv because you liked her so much you were worried you wouldn't be able to control yourself from jumping her bones if you so much as peeked at her from the corner of your eye—No.
Not anymore atleast but, because each time she had been around you she liked to play a selfish game. She'd wait till your brother had looked away from her general direction before looking over at you with a curious gaze, her eyes flickering over your figure multiple times.
She'd keep at it until you finally acknowledge her existence, turning your head to the left for the slightest second to find her eyes right back at you, she'd raise a bushy brow at your attempt to stare her down and wait for the oncoming frown before smirking at you and shaking her head back to the direction of the television.
You swear she's like the world's biggest jerk.
And even worst, after she'd been long gone, you were still just laying under your fluffy comforters, tossing and turning, your mind flashing through the days events but mostly just her and her stupid smirk.
It Illogically made butterflys swarm in your tummy the same way they did when you realized for the first time she took interest in you... And simultaneously made you feel like vomiting in your own mouth.
She made you so irrationally upset & confused. This was one thing you were sure she knew of and used to her advantage, knowing she knew you still felt guilty about your previous rendezvous aswell which is why it was so easy to get under your skin in the first place.
For the short amount of time you were fond of her, you still wondered how she could just come by everyday and smile in your brothers face like she wasn't sneaking into his little sisters bedroom in the middle of the night after he had long fell asleep ; like the same fingers she'd use to toy the controls of your brothers joystick weren't the same ones she'd bring you past the brink with on a multitude of occasions.
The way she could speak so casually to your brother the next morning after grinding you on her bare thigh, reminding you that you were hers, hers to touch and whatever else she wanted you to be and like no different than a fool in the moment, you agreed knowing she'd pretend you barely existed when it's all over.
But if you were lucky, maybe her guilt would outway her ego and she'd hesitantly lean over and peck your plush lips before making her exit. You still remember how rapid your heart would beat after, the thrill of her lips on yours being the pro to knock away all the cons that came with sleeping with your brothers friend. Pathetic.
You used to dream of her staying in your bed all night and holding you tight to her chest, wanting to wake up next to her in the morning, wanting to be more than just a plaything. But it didn't take long for you to get out of that predicament.
Witnessing how quickly she would switch up– how she would just play in your brothers face not even a few hours later, ignoring your greetings in the morning if you dared speak to her. It made you sick; your stomach twirling with an emotion you refused to name.
Yet even when you felt like you hated her, on occasion, the dreams never really stopped.
"You think anybody else could make you feel like this?" She mutters before kissing the inside of your thigh.
You run a hand over your heated face and reply with a meak, "mm mm n-never.", your hips twitching up to show her your were ready.
Riri cackles at your desperation before sliding your panties to the side and bringing her face closer to your glistening folds. The sound of the thick strings being spread spurred her on as she spread your lips, your bud was jumping every now and then as you laid open all for her viewing pleasure.
"You'd be a fool to think so." her cool breath blows on your clit and you whimper before grabbing at the hand that was on your hip.
Ri rips her orbs from your cunt for a few seconds to look you deep in your eyes and immediately you're intimidated.
But you want her mouth more.
"Please, Riri." you intertwined your fingers with hers.
She pokes her cheek out with her tongue, eyeing your connected fingers, almost admiring how much more nimble and soft yours were compared to her calloused ones, how when you touched her like that it didn't feel completely wrong and she almost loses her cool.
Until a roll of your hips ends up with your clit touching the bottom of her chin, wetting the skin with your juices. You gasp and clasp your hand over your mouth, "I'm sorry."
Riri tilts her head at you before snatching her hand out of yours, "You trynna rush me?"
You shake your head hurriedly, worried she might be too upset to continue.
She eyes you for a bit before dragging her pointer and index down your area, your breathe in quickly and try not to move just watching as she brings it to her own face, sticking them in her mouth and licking them clean of the creamy substance that was just there.
Riri hums and looks back to you, "open." she demands and you spread your legs as far apart as you could with hopeful eyes.
"I want you to count f'me." her rough hands grip your lower half and slide you all the way to the edge, "And don't even start that whining shit or you starting over."
You nod stiffly at her demand, your body tensing in anticipation.
"Fucking spoiled brat." she raises her hand before smacking her palm against your clit with no warning.
You jumped at the first strike, biting down on your bottom lip so you could swallow your yelps.
"nmph—! O-one."
Riri strikes you again and again and again, 6 times total but she's not completely cruel. She atleast tries to soothe you by rubbing up your thighs when they were ever shaking.
She coos at you in a way you knew was clear sarcasm as you were ushering stuttered breaths. You were trying to calm down but then the pads of her thumb started circling your button, slipping off a few times from how slick it was, you threw you head back swiveling your hips to meet each one.
Eventually your wish is granted and Riri gives in, flattening her tongue against your clit as she stared dead ahead at your frowned up face and you knew if she could she would be smirking at the slightest contortion you were making.
Your hands run down and pulls her head further between your legs. You rock your hips as she slurped you out and you're nearly going cross eyed as the tip of her wet tongue prodded at your leaking entrance.
Riri could feel her lips twitching with pride in herself from how stupid she could get you.
Her tongue stops its teasing and takes its time licking between your folds and then directly over your clit. Your thighs shake when she sucks the puffy bud into her mouth, flciking her pink muscle over it in prolonged motions.
She wanted to savor her time enjoying you, wanted every little moan & furrowed brow etched into her brain forever, the next chance where she'd be able to have you like this too unclear.
And the pleasure is not lost on riri either as your syrupy taste infiltrated her senses, making her groan into your mound like she was the one receiving.
Your legs start loosening from around her neck, your moans start to become more the same of a whimper; a tale tell sign that you were close. Riri utilizes her impressive biceps at her advantage to hold your quivering thighs down to your chest as your haste pleads finally met her ears, "nmph– wait!"
"Hold it." She growls referring to your position as she trailed her hand down to your entrance, collecting slick with two fingers before rubbing at your entrance, poking one in first to open you up.
You throw your head back as your nearing orgasm she intruded your walls, strumming them to her own rhythm before lowering her face again and spitting on your neglected clit, collecting it back into her mouth as she closed it around your bud.
The heat sparking in your toes now rising and bubbling in your tummy let's you know your close and it's like she can tell, adding a second finger and accelerating her pace, pressing around for that one spot that made you clamp up on impact and you're whining as you twisted trying to escape from her, feeling overwhelmed.
Riri let's go of your clit with a pop, wiping her lips as she pulled your crossed legs apart and spread infront of her.
"Nah, don't run now." she holds you down with her free hand as she grazed that soft spot once again, tunneling her fingers at a continuous state, "Take that shit, y/n."
Your toes curled against the material of your socks as you squeezed around her fingers, "Riri-!" you whined, trying to squirm again.
"You wanna be good for me, right?" She whispered lowly, while rubbing at the smooth skin of your hips with one hand.
You nodded as tears started a river down your warm cheeks, slowly opening your legs to accept her again. Her index probed your walls again with no hesitation and Riri can't stop the cruel laugh that escapes her lips while your legs began shaking all over.
"Breathe, mama." she encouraged as she kissed under your ear, almost your cheek. Riri continues to pump you, sloppily, helping you over the overwhelming high. You tried to breath slower for her but on the verge of an orgasm it was no use. You were no longer forming coherent sentences as you panted frantically, biting into the sweaty yet sweet skin of her shoulder as a desperate attempt to hide the taboo eruption.
The dream usually ends there but each night, despite telling yourself you weren't into her you tried to add new recipes into the almost euphoric alternate reality.
You fight the urge to wake up just wanting to get back to that secret little place when
"Y/n?" your eyes snap open at the sound of her voice, heart already thumping rapidly against your chest.
You sit up so fast, you start to feel dizzy but, you can't help it, she sounded scared.
She's standing overtop of you with wide eyes and she looks kind of worried..? 'about me?', You thought..You're quick to deny it though, your eyes darting every which way for something— anything to fixate on.
But, of course they still chose her. It's not like you fought it too much though. In fact, one might as well say you encouraged the slow rake over her figure. Your sleepy eyes glowering at her boxer shorts under her plain tee, that you can only assume was your brothers considering the size difference, twisting the blanket in your tight fists at all the thoughts that came running.
You flinched when she randomly brought her warm hand down to your forehead, becoming extremely aware to the thin layer of cold sweat covering your body.
"What are you doing in here?" you asked with a snarl as you smacked her hand away.
"I had to use the bathroom but Xay was already in there, I was bout to go downstairs till I heard you crying." she looks at you then her eyes trail down to your clenching thighs, "I think I know why, now." she says with a chuckle.
You feel stuck as you took notice of them too, "fuck" you cussed before draping your blanket over them, disregarding your current body temperature as you prayed she didn't hear—or see— too much else.
Your mouth opens and closes slurring together random words as you try to think of what to say in defense of yourself, "I was just dreaming about the political and economic state of the world."
"Huh?"
"What else did you..hear?" You asked, glaring at the obnoxiously observant girl because you don't really know how much she heard and denying it could possibly make it worst.
Riris brows furrow, "Was there something else you wanted me to hear? You mean the crying wasn't enough..?"
You gulped as your eyes traced down her figure, lingering over her exposed thighs. Why was she so fine this early in the morning?
She scoffs at your audacity to stare but not answer her question. Your eyes snap up to hers once more as you feel yourself becoming more alert.
"Get the hell out of my room, Riri."
Riri shrugs as she strides over to the door with heavy but silent steps, "Didn't even have to do allat." she mutters sourly under her breath.
Before she can actually exit something compelled her to poke her big head back in your direction, "I'm going..but if you need someone to solve that problem.." she motions to your lower half with dark eyes, "You know where to find me."
A/N: this has been sitting for wayyyy tooo long but anyways, I hope this was intelligible 🙇🏾♀️ lol
sypnosis: Riri takes it upon herself to help with your fantasies after she’d seen a tab you forgotten to close.
⚠︎: use of daddy (couldn't resist), dirty talk, poorly edited + no plot just smut, Dom!riri + sub!reader, bdsm dynamics, lotta crying, use of butt plugs + implied training, strap on usage, anal penetration + fingering. a/n: I know nothing about anal and was just ovulating when I made this lmaooo
"What?" Your brows scrunch at her admission but, Riri snickers instead of answering, "C'mon, let's pick one."
You turn back to the screen with a pout settled deep on your lips, you felt so embarrassed! Riri didn’t care or if she did, she didn’t let you know it
Your hands were shaky, palms clamming up as she laid hers ontop and guided them to the mouse, "It's okay..Pick, ma."
Embarrassingly, your thighs clenched tight to stop the irritating buzzing as you hesitantly dragged the mouse through each section until you found one that caught your eye.
You turned to Riri unsure but, she doesn't spare you a glance. More focused on imagining you with them, "This one?" she stops scrolling and points over to a pair that just happened to be a light shade of rose gold, the shell shaped in a heart. It came in a set, you sat up straighter and clicked it without a second thought.
That was nearing two months ago. Riris been adamant on every week or so, moving you up a size and changing them herself. You didn't mind, she always seemed to know what she was talking about. Now, you were on your last plug. It'd been used longer than the rest considering how much bigger it was in comparison.
The strange pressure of the egg toy kept you out of Ris lap for the time being. It was uncomfortable to sit on as is but, considering how sensitive you were adding onto riris ever wondering fingers you're more than worried you might embarrass yourself and make an even bigger mess.
That did not keep her hands off of you though. Riri couldn't help it— she liked every aspect that came with making you cum. She liked to see it, she loved talking you through it, she liked the complex expression that came on your face every time. But she lets go when you tell her you're not ready. And when you get those urges you'd try to handle it on your own, it was just never enough.
So came those moments of weakness, the plug made you feel immensely sensitive and you were still contemplating it but Riri didn’t find it fair to have you on your knees, pleasing her while denying yourself any type of pleasure.
She plucked you off the carpeted floor after you fulfilled her needs so she could return the favor, basically ripping the fabric of your undies as she pushed them to the side, just enough to expose what she was after, while you laid ontop of her.
Which meant she was going to be doing what she wanted with you. In this case, Riri wanted to play with your clit, she wanted to see your plug on display as she did so too. You happily painted that picture for her.
She settles herself between your legs as you had your back to her now, two fingers entering and exiting slowly as she rubbed her thumb side to side on your clit from behind, an immediate whimper slips from your lips and she grins, been too long since she heard the sound.
“Just what my pretty girl needed huh?”
You whine again at her taunting observation but nod, not like she was paying attention to anything besides the sounds of your pussy around her fingers, swallowing and clenching tightly with every entry, anyways.
Embarrassingly, it doesnt take much than a few more circles of her fingers to have you clenching on her knuckles, so hard she can’t hardly move, she groans— this is her favorite part. You’re cumming but this time it’s different and not just quicker…She can still feel the subtle pull which lets Ri know something was up and considering your tense pose, it had something to do with your little toy.
Her eyes flicker up. She’d miss teasing you so much she’d forgotten about the project you two had been working on. She licks her lips, resisting the urge to jut her tongue against the liquid and sees the white cream soaking the cheeks of your ass, dripping down to your thighs now and pushing the heart shaped shell of the plug further out. "Look at that, mama."
You're still out of it though, head lolling back as Riri pulls on the plug, your ectasy webbing your button, aswell as steadily dripping down your quivering thigh.
She makes contact with your neck and instantly sends goosebumps down every limb. You lift your head so she could have more access, Riri holds your waist while kissing up the side of your face, "Look at how I ruined you, my baby."
You nod coming down from your high, "It feels good." Riri coos before popping it back in with a flick of her wrist. You flinch, back arching sharply as surprised shudders left your lips.
Riris' silently observing the mess you caused on her light colored sweats, her brow raised, her jaw clenched. The worst part, you couldn’t tell if she was disgusted or somehow amused by your little eruption.
You tug on her arm until she finally looks at you but before you even say anything she disregards your whimpering completely, "Did it hurt?"
You shook your head, "No." You watch as her rough palm rubs the side of your thigh when you look back up she nods and you take it as a sign to continue. "I- I've never felt anything like that but..it didnt hurt."
"I–it felt good." You sniffle while holding her hand against your face, "I liked it.." you whispered to her before kissing the inside of her palm.
"Yeah?" Her skin tingles as wipes at the tears forming under your eyes with her thumb before responding, "Then why we crying, baby..."
You shrug, not even sure if she's paying attention because you can feel the subtle vibrations of her nail scraping back against the knob of the toy.
"Think you wanna feel it again? Is that it?”
More tears cascade down your cheeks, your tight hole clenching around the metal at the thought of Riri making you cream with her fingers.
You nod again, pushing back into her hand until your button stretched it's walls far, eliciting a shaky moan within yourself, your head tilts back.
"Yes, fuck me."
She moves your fallen coils out your face before pecking your lips, "Know I like it when you talk to me like that..."
Riri lifts you off her lap and points near the top of the bed, "..Lay on your stomach f'me."
On wobbling legs you do it without a second thought, you poke your back out, drawing her attention and earning you your first smack of the night. Riri walks on her knees right behind you, her bottom lip tucked under her teeth as she watched your ass bounce from the tap she gave.
Despite her implying for you to do it on your own, her hands can't help but to steer your sensitive figure, "Just how I like it."
She returns as quickly as she left, a shadow appearing that wasn’t there before on the sheets, you’re feeling ready for her though.
She pressed down into the center of your back until it curved into the picture perfect arch. Her hands move up your back, rubbing calloused palms over the globes of your ass, she couldn’t resist.
Her rough but loving touch leaves your brain in a cloudy state, long enough to distract you before a disgustingly wet pop sounds through the air as she smoothly removed the egg toy.
The lust flows through her veins tenfold as she watched your puckered hole clench desperately around nothing while she played with the flesh.
You roll your hips, further exhibiting how desperate you were and your desperation was nothing if not fuel to her ego.
Riri crawls over your body. Going completely quiet for a few minutes before pulling down her sweats, she shuffles with something, laying the object between your cheeks. Your eyes grow wide at the realization that it was clearly her strap, you hadn't even felt it under you earlier.
She spreads your bossoms, your hole was barely used and yet still dripping like this wasn't the first time around. "Mm, I think you ready for me, mama.". Her finger drags down and rubs at your entrance, collecting juices from the sticky mess of lips.
Your body jerks with each circular motion trying to keep up with her hand and accidentally having her dip inside, you moan still, "Soooo ready, Daddy!"
Her pillow under you collects each tear, a neat puddle littering the material. "Ooh I'm Daddy now, huh?" Riri wraps her hand around her strap, lubricating it with the juices leaking down your thigh.
You pout even though she can't see it, "Always, Daddy."
Her legs interject your own, spreading them how she saw fit before, "Well, Daddy wants your legs like this, ma."
You whimper, growing impatient by each passing second but continuing to bite your tongue to prevent anymore teasing.
Riri smirks, sliding her hand to the base of the faux before centering it with your tight button. "You do what I tell you and I'm telling you not to move, kay?"
"Okay! Please!"
"Alright, alright." Riri gathers your shirt in a fist, pulling your ass back into her until the tip enters your hole.
"We good, baby?" She pauses, the next push would break your hymen for sure and you already seemed to be struggling as you so obviously held your breath under her.
Tears break past the weakened threshold of your waterline, your body shakes and rocks almost giving out so soon, "Yes, Riri— you can do it! Please, I can take it"
She whips her hips, quickly, yanking your shirt as a distraction, but it makes little to no difference to you. Your scream still cracks in the air, your back perched awkwardly and tense as Riri kneaded your ass, "I know baby, it's gonna hurt for a min, I know."
"Ah! Hmm– Uh–huh!" Despite the sharp pain that shoots through your body, your flower never stopped it's drooling; silk & a tint bit of blood sliding and intertwining as Riri worked you into it, slowly.
Her fingers finds their way back to your clit, "Im gonna make it better though." Taunt little circles, keeping you in the mood as she gave you ample time to adjust.
Riris certain you're in shock, you still haven't formed a coherent sentence, just whining and bucking against the fabric hitch of her strap.
She knows that's you trying to deal with the high but, in the long run, after the moments over it was only going to cause more pain.
"Stop that." She grabs your waist, pushing the top half your frame down to the sheets. You shriek, trying to fight her off instantaneously.
Riri leaves your clit as she pushes all the way in. A loud smack lands to your bare bottom, a warning, irritating the skin but grounding you. "You want to get back up, baby? Wanna be good?"
You nod, bottom lip quivering as your makeup smudged her white bedsheets in the process.
She rolls her hips for the first time, letting out a groan like it was actually her dick in you. Your mouth drops as you pushed back, "mmfuwck.". Completely enthralled at the unique feeling of her dildo sliding further into your walls.
Firm hands grip the girth of your hips, she leans back and brings you up with her even though you chose to remain slouch at this point.
"Can barely move how i want—.." another smack lands and leaves you stunted, "that ass so tight, mama."
As Riri gradually speeds up her thrusts, the loud and inevitable clapping of her thighs against your ruined underside refuses to be ignored. And it only turns you on, has you breathing laboredly with every strike and simple roll of her pelvis.
Seeing that you stayed down, letting her put in all the work, Riri took advantage. Gliding down your back till her face met your neck. She clears the area of your surrounding coils, lifting it into a makeshift ponytail.
Chills go down your spine as Riri wined her hips. She pulls on your hair and your head raises with a tuft moan, gifting her access to the side of your cheek, and she could finally see all those tears profusely sliding down them.
She kisses the wet and terribly heated space of skin, not caring in the moment if your makeup would stick to her lips, she licks the salty tears before placing another peck to your jaw, "What's all these tears for, pretty?"
You sigh, turning your head to face her, your mouth opens but no words are made apparent, just shattering gasps at her every move, staring her dead in her eyes as she completely wrecked you.
As twisted as it was, Riri smiles. She was thoroughly aroused at the sight of you in tears and overwhelmed as she pushed you closer to your limit.
She knows it. So she wastes no time inviting her hand back between your sticky lips, spreading them with her index and ring before rubbing your puffy clit until you started to recoil.
It takes her all but a few swipes to have your ass desperately rutting against her, wining your hips in such an erratic way that let her know you were just on the tip of it.
Riri starts shifting away into her original position, one hand guiding you to fit her thrusts by the rough grip she kept on one of your cheeks.
You grab her makeup tainted sheets for grounding, she was about to make you cum and hard.
"Mmm, So close!" you whimper while scratching at the cloth, twitching slightly as the knot that built in your belly started to unfold rapidly.
"M'so close, daddy!" Riri hums in acknowledgment as her face begins to heat at the name, she angles her hips in a way that allowed her to press in further before pistoling and destroying your walls alarmingly.
"Fuck! Oh fuck fuc–!" Every word you said wound Riri up more, so caught up she felt as if she was on the tip of an orgasm. You can’t think straight, mouth dropping as your vision is consumed by nothing but tears pouring from your lashes and staining your cheeks.
your orgasm rocks through your body hard, blowing your fragile frame down to the bed as Riri slowed her pace holding you down by the dimples on your lower back to help you ride the high out.
She only stops when you push your hand onto her abs, a whimper slipping past cracked lips her heart dips at the sound but she at least tries to make it up by soothingly kneading the fat of your hips up to the end of your waist and back down as a means to ground you.
Riri can't help but feel cocky and a strange twinge of pride as she pressed her sweaty chest to your back, resting there until you were ready for her to move.
You were still moaning, softly but audibly. Twirling your hips as Riri kissed your neck, multiple times over before moving to your cheeks.
She pulls out unexpectedly which stirs a gasp from you as she rolls over into bed, unhitching the dildo from the strap aggravatingly and tossing it away. Seems like you've tuckered her out too. She lays directly under you, so close that your lashes were touching.
You take the initiative to kiss her back, once. And then twice and then until you couldn't help but to climb ontop of her for more, holding her shoulder down to the bed to support yourself. You could easily make out the print of her nipples under the thin material of her sportsbra pressing against your overstimulated ones.
She holds your waist, moaning into your kiss one last time before pulling away, "What do we say, mama?". Always so quick to remind you of your manners.
"T–thank you, daddy.."
I felt like this was somehow too freaky?? Mmm my fault!
also would yall forgive me if I said this is from 2 years ago….
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vamp!riri who immediately had to give in and confess to her being a vampire because she was horrible at hiding and lying about it.
“sooo.. can i come in?.. ima need to hear you say it. it’s more… reassuring”
“ma.. i’m not a big fan of taking mirror pictures… i don’t like the way i be looking..”
“a beach date? in this heat? and as bright as it is?? how about if we go at night?”
you also kinda suspected it because she would always become distant when you wore silver jewelry.
“ma, you gotta stop wearing that jewelry…. gold is the best anyway.”
vamp!riri who eyes turn into different shades of red depending what mood’s she’s in.
vamp!riri who refused to feed off you unless you were ready to be 100% end game.
“you sure you want this? because i promise you ain’t no going no where after this.”
vamp!riri who likes to hypnotize you/play with your mind for fun and because she can. (harmless hypnotizing, she’s a tease)
vamp!riri who’s incredibly strong and fast. getting hurt/falling around riri is such a negative. she’s always quick on her feet to catch you to make sure you’re good.
“you are blessed to have me y’know? as clumsy as you are, you’d have so many broken bones by now if it weren’t for me.”
vamp!riri who’s vangs always pop out when you start to piss her off. sometimes she doesn’t even know they appeared until you told her to ‘put those teeth up’
vamp!riri who can always tell when you’re horny. her smell is so enhanced she always knows when those panties are dripping.
“baby, if you wanted your pussy ate or something you could’ve just told me yeah? i can smell you from all the way over here.”
vamp!riri who never blinks. she doesn’t really need to. you had to get adjusted to it. especially during heated arguing. you would always have to look to the floor because those still red eyes would always put you in a frenzy.
vamp!riri who eventually marked you and turned you because there was no way she was living an eternal life without you.
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