a/n: unfinished, will def edit, js wanted to start off ironweek strong cuz bitch its IRONWEEK!!!!!!!
riri's had insomnia since she was a kid. her mind is so busy and wild that rest isn't welcome amongst her thoughts.
but since she's met you, all she does is sleep.
after the death of gary and natalie, her insomnia was coupled with vivid nightmares. for years, she attended therapy sessions, dodged therapy sessions, tried to smoke it all away, but her true medicine is you.
before you even started dating, you invited riri to watch a movie at your apartment. she'd mentioned her insomnia before, explaining why she sends you tiktoks and random voice messages at 3am, so you epxpected to fall asleep and wake up to a very awake riri in your room.
ten minutes into the movie, you were shocked; riri had fallen asleep. her head rested on your shoulder, and she let out deep huffs during her sound slumber.
when she woke in the morning next to you, her heart fluttered with an emotion she hadn't named. shockingly, she wasn't surprised, just giddy you didn't kick her out of your room the minute the movie ended.
as her eyes fluttered open, she saw you very asleep next to her on your couch, blankets spread over the two of you and the TV flickering with a random show it played after the film was over. a smile pulled at riri's face: you stayed next to her all night.
you woke soon after and immediately questioned riri
"good morning sleepyhead. you ok? you fell asleep so fast I was worried. finals just ended and I know you been working yourself to the brim," stress always triggered something in riri. it drove her fucking insane: her nails chewed to the bed, her feet sore from tapping, her eats ringing from blasting music. you were the first and only to notice. when you noticed, she did too. "I just wanted to make sure you weren't dreaming or anything," although she hadn’t gone into grave detail, the two of you discussed her nightmares. she’d never spoken of them since gary and nat passed, but you offered such a safe space for her vulnerability she could help it; the words just spilled out of her lips before she could stop them. it was rare riri got restful sleep when she dreampt. you continued, "and that you stayed asleep-"
"i'm fine. great, actually." her chest filled with something she would soon come to know as love. a smile slowly filled her face and her gaze hardened onto you "thank you."
"always. you hungry?"
melatonin never got her to sleep as restful as she did next to you.
slowly but surely, riri spent more and more time at your dorm, often sleeping over during stressful times: exams, after nightmares, whenever she gets into it with her mom. you were always there to provide her comfort.
riri sleeps soooo heavy.
nothing can wake her. sounds, loud traffic, lights, the smell of food. but when you sleep together, the only thing she is aware of is you: how your body moves in her arms, your breaths synced with her heartbeat, you attempting to slide out of bed in the middle of the night.
she never lets you go, even when she's sleeping. loud traffic, dogs barking, loud tvs, nothing could ever stir her when she's sleeping with you. and even when she's not sleeping with you, she only wakes when you get there. whether she sleeps in your bed, waiting for you to come home, or she falls asleep to the promise you will be over later only for her to wake when the door to her dorm opens, your steps following, only you (and the thought of you) can deliver her to slumber and wake her up from it.
and if you try to get up in the middle of good nights rest, she holds you until you agree to stay with her. using the bathroom or getting a glass of water is a negative when riri comes to sleep with you. she needs to feel you at all times, whether she's conscious or not.
it doesn't matter when, where, or how. sleep with you has become a necessity. riri even comes to your door after long missions at night. sometimes that's the only way she can rest after being ironheart: wrapped in your arms.
a/n: unfinished, will def edit, js wanted to start off ironweek strong cuz bitch its IRONWEEK!!!!!!!
riri's had insomnia since she was a kid. her mind is so busy and wild that rest isn't welcome amongst her thoughts.
but since she's met you, all she does is sleep.
after the death of gary and natalie, her insomnia was coupled with vivid nightmares. for years, she attended therapy sessions, dodged therapy sessions, tried to smoke it all away, but her true medicine is you.
before you even started dating, you invited riri to watch a movie at your apartment. she'd mentioned her insomnia before, explaining why she sends you tiktoks and random voice messages at 3am, so you epxpected to fall asleep and wake up to a very awake riri in your room.
ten minutes into the movie, you were shocked; riri had fallen asleep. her head rested on your shoulder, and she let out deep huffs during her sound slumber.
when she woke in the morning next to you, her heart fluttered with an emotion she hadn't named. shockingly, she wasn't surprised, just giddy you didn't kick her out of your room the minute the movie ended.
as her eyes fluttered open, she saw you very asleep next to her on your couch, blankets spread over the two of you and the TV flickering with a random show it played after the film was over. a smile pulled at riri's face: you stayed next to her all night.
you woke soon after and immediately questioned riri
"good morning sleepyhead. you ok? you fell asleep so fast I was worried. finals just ended and I know you been working yourself to the brim," stress always triggered something in riri. it drove her fucking insane: her nails chewed to the bed, her feet sore from tapping, her eats ringing from blasting music. you were the first and only to notice. when you noticed, she did too. "I just wanted to make sure you weren't dreaming or anything," although she hadn’t gone into grave detail, the two of you discussed her nightmares. she’d never spoken of them since gary and nat passed, but you offered such a safe space for her vulnerability she could help it; the words just spilled out of her lips before she could stop them. it was rare riri got restful sleep when she dreampt. you continued, "and that you stayed asleep-"
"i'm fine. great, actually." her chest filled with something she would soon come to know as love. a smile slowly filled her face and her gaze hardened onto you "thank you."
"always. you hungry?"
melatonin never got her to sleep as restful as she did next to you.
slowly but surely, riri spent more and more time at your dorm, often sleeping over during stressful times: exams, after nightmares, whenever she gets into it with her mom. you were always there to provide her comfort.
riri sleeps soooo heavy.
nothing can wake her. sounds, loud traffic, lights, the smell of food. but when you sleep together, the only thing she is aware of is you: how your body moves in her arms, your breaths synced with her heartbeat, you attempting to slide out of bed in the middle of the night.
she never lets you go, even when she's sleeping. loud traffic, dogs barking, loud tvs, nothing could ever stir her when she's sleeping with you. and even when she's not sleeping with you, she only wakes when you get there. whether she sleeps in your bed, waiting for you to come home, or she falls asleep to the promise you will be over later only for her to wake when the door to her dorm opens, your steps following, only you (and the thought of you) can deliver her to slumber and wake her up from it.
and if you try to get up in the middle of good nights rest, she holds you until you agree to stay with her. using the bathroom or getting a glass of water is a negative when riri comes to sleep with you. she needs to feel you at all times, whether she's conscious or not.
it doesn't matter when, where, or how. sleep with you has become a necessity. riri even comes to your door after long missions at night. sometimes that's the only way she can rest after being ironheart: wrapped in your arms.
i am getting a lot of new followers so i js wanna re-introduce myself !!!!!!
HI HELLO my name is mari ive loved the mcu for yearzzzzz but never had the balls to post my fics until last year. i think its coming up on the anniversary of my fic journey very soon (yall will be getting a special!!!!!)
some fun facts:
my golden bday is this september
if i could write for any other character, it would be taissa turner or fem!hobie (who u r gettinf a drabble for eventually……..)
i was gay from womb
my gender is black lesbian
some thingz u should know abt my blog:
i am beginning to post drabbles and fics alot more! i used to be (primarily) a headcannons blog
i have some series i am working on, but i am very slow with them to be honest. i am a fast writer, but not when it comes to long term work; i am a perfectionist.
at the moment, my dms arent open because i am literally all over the place i cant guarantee i will respond in a reasonable time but i am always down to make black lesbian friends. pls send me messages in the ask box or comment on litch any of my posts to strike convo!!!!!!!!!
here is my navigation!
i have soso much love for u guys. thx for supporting me n my frivolous writing. i js do this shit for fun n giggles. making u guys feel good is the bonus. k bye. xx
i have to go thru my posts cuz i am realizing i be replying to yall in my head but dont actually be commenting. i prolly seem like such a bitch im SO SORRY U GUYZ !!!!! tmr i am genuinely abt to go thru every comment on every fic on my masterlist cuz i be lookin at my notifs giggling and forgetting but i love u all dearly
yallllll i gotta be so fuckin honest imma be at my residency and ur girl been overly busy so my fics aint finished!!! i will have a lotttt of time 2 write this week so i am hoping i will finish some drabbles and my longer fic cuz im almost done!!!! if i dont get to official ironweek yall will have an extended one cuz i will be here forSURE
Most times when I see any convo being had about the lack of lesbian or sapphic fanfics on the app, a big talking point is g!p fics. I understand not being attracted to penises or wanting to read about them, but a lot of the conversations end up being terribly transphobic.
The reason I made that post was because of a comment section lol. Most comments were “I hate when the masculinization characters and give them a dick, she’s a GIRL” or “ew who wants to ready about dicks, I’m a lesbian” and MANY more variations of these kinds of comments.
What rubs me the wrong way is how many peoples lesbianism doesn’t include trans women. Some of them don’t want bottom surgery and still keep their penises. Whether it’s intentional or not, the conversations being had about g!p fics always have transphobic undertones.
As someone who does not have any problem dating trans women, bottom surgery or not, I do read g!p fics and I love a lot of them actually. You just rarely see the same type of energy when it comes to strap in fics.
Most of the accounts that I see spread this type of hate are mostly those “soft” “cottage core” “wlw” type of pages.
On the other hand, I do try to see peoples point when they bring up the fetishization of trans women when it comes to g!p fics, but I don’t think being attracted to trans women and reading about them is the same as fetishizing them. But I’m not a trans woman so I really can’t speak too much on that.
At the end of the day, I can’t force people to stop talking about what they don’t like in fics , especially since I’m a d1 shit talker myself, but it will always rub me the wrong way.
this, yes, and it completely erases the existence of intersex people. there are women with boobs and penises. billy is right. grow the fuck up. I swear some of these comments only occur on the internet with ignorant incels !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
summary: long business trips and days without speaking to your girlfriend left her extremely needy.
warnings: smut (18+), guided masturbation, riri being needy, dirty talk
from billy ⋆˚꩜｡: hey my loves! I know this was supposed to be posted during pride month, but life has indeed been kicking my ass. It’s been months since I’ve posted a fic so why not post some smut?! enjoy
Riri's body popped up on your laptop screen as you accepted the facetime, "Hey egghead, I missed you." Her voice spoke.
It had been three weeks since you left for a work trip, and she was more needy than anything. Being used to sharing a bed with you everynight, the absence of your touch had affected her in more ways than one.
You sat against the headboard of the cold hotel bed as you continued to type away, glancing at Riri in the bottom right corner of your screen every so often.
You beamed at her face, so happy to finally speak to her after so long. “I miss you more.”
Her face glowed under the low light of her phone, giving you a nice view of her, along with the durag she wore to cover her fresh cornrows. She watched as your fingers continued to smash into the keyboard, paying her little mind aside from the occasional glance you'd give her.
"You seem busy." She smacked her lips and rolled her eyes.
These past few weeks had been filled with meetings, deadlines, and new projects to finish. Each time she tried to call you, you were either caught up with work or face down in a pillow, exhausted from the work you were doing. Being ignored the one time she finally got you on the phone was irritating her far beyond measure.
Your bottom lip was trapped between your teeth as you continued typing, eyes not even moving to meet hers, "No, no just finishing up a few things."
"Right." she rolled her eyes, huffing at your absent-minded reply.
Her phone fell from the inital postion she had it in— propped up against one of her pillows. The sound of shuffling caught your attention for a bit, by the time your focus panned to the tab she resided in on your laptop screen, you were met with a view of her abdomen. The glow of her screen reflecting off the contour of her abs, and the v line that was ever so slightly exposed by her sweats sitting on her hips.
"I don't mind being on the phone while you work, but you could at least talk to me while you do it."
You bit your lip a bit harder at the sight, forwarding you attention back to the last few sentences you had to type, "I swear im almost done Ri, just gimmie a few."
Your fingers typed at the speed of light, the view of your girlfirnd's body being your motivation at this point. She continued to toss and turn in her bed, huffing and sighing to try and get your attention. Ten minutes had passed before you finally finished your work, saving and closing you document.
"See, all yours now." You cheesed, clicking fullscreen on the facetime tab.
"Yea after like an hour," she kissed her teeth. "But nah i missed you."
Her voice got lower and fingers found the waistband of her sweats before she fiddled with it.
"How much?" you smirked, head tilting to the side.
"Damn, I gotta do allat?" She chuckled.
Even though her room was dark and the light from the screen was all that was illuminating the space, you could make out the slight blush on her face.
You cocked your eyebrow, teasing her to tell you much she missed you.
The pads of her fingers ran up and down her happy trail. "I miss your perfume on my sheets, cuddling with you," she trailed off before looking at you. "Your hands."
A satisfied moan found its way in the back of your throat. You cocked your head to the side, "What about my hands baby?" Playing dumb, the only way to get her to use her words.
Riri chewed the inside of her cheek, her face started to burn and betray the cool demeanor she was trying to convey.
Her eyes switched from you the the drawstring her fingers were busy playing with, “Man you playin." She rolled on her side, "Why can't I just say I miss you?"
You sat back against the headboard and licked your lips, "Show me how much you missed me then ri."
Riri licked her lips before grabbing her phone and turning it on its side, giving you a wider view. She slid out of her sweats leaving her only in briefs and a tank top. Her legs spread on either side of the phone, giving you a perfect view of the dark spot in the middle of her underwear. "You a fuckin freak."
"Says the one who creamed her boxers already." You shook your head, "Easy like Sunday morning."
"Man shut up."
Slowly her hand slide down her briefs, quickly finding her wet center. She sucked air between her teeth as the pads of her fingers collided with her aching bud.
Her fingers rubbed slow circles on her clit, breaths becoming fast and shallow, "Mmfuck."
You tilted your head to the side, taking in the sight of your girlfriend. Her mouth was agape as she leaned her head against her wall, chest beginning to heave a bit.
"You like this shit don't you?" She breathed out, fingers stuttering against her wetness.
Her words went in one ear and out of the other as you watched her pleasure herself. You felt yourself start to get hot, the blanket that was covering your shoulders found its way on the floor very quickly.
"Oh my g-" Riri whimpered out. She had sunk deeper into her bedding, her wet center becoming the face of the camera by now.
"You can go faster for me," you purred, leaning back into the couch. "I know you can."
She whimpered as she slid her boxers off of her legs, string of arousal catching the light as she tossed them across the room.
"Fuck baby." Two of her fingers plunged into her wetness, a loud squelching sound making its way through the speakers of your laptop. Each thrust of her digits left a growing puddle under her weight, staining the sheets in the process. "Mine never hit that spot like yours do."
You hand had found its way down your underwear, ever so slightly trying to ease the throbbing in them. Watching your girlfriend pleasure herslef through a screen made the feeling even more intense. Your skin burned to be close to hers, fingers aching to be inside of her.
"Need you- fuck," she whined, words starting to slur together. "Need you deep in me."
Riri continued to scissor her digits into her center, moans getting louder with each thrust. Her face screwed with pleasure, desparate to reach that high that you'd given her so many times before.
"O-oh fuck." she breathed out, back arching off the messy bedding. "Feels so-so fucking good."
You leaned closer to the screen, mouth watering to just get a taste of her. "How fucking good ri?"
Whimpers and incoherent babble were all that she could msuter up at the moment. You could tell how close she was from the way she clenched around her fingers, a white ring forming at her knuckles.
"C-can you hear how good it feel?" her fingers circled her clit is fast circles. "How needy I get when you ain’t here?"
Drool fell form your mouth to the valley of your breast unknowingly. You couldn’t help but to gawk at your screen, entanced by the scene before you.
Her breathing got shallow, fingers moving at the speed of light. A guttural moan left her throat before her body went limp, all that was heard on her side of the screen were fast breaths. Her hand stilled and her chest fell up and down. She was absolutely spent.
"You still alive over there?" You tried to hold back an giggle.
Riri weakly held up her middle finger in the camera, "Shut up."
summary: long business trips and days without speaking to your girlfriend left her extremely needy.
warnings: smut (18+), guided masturbation, riri being needy, dirty talk
from billy ⋆˚꩜｡: hey my loves! I know this was supposed to be posted during pride month, but life has indeed been kicking my ass. It’s been months since I’ve posted a fic so why not post some smut?! enjoy
Riri's body popped up on your laptop screen as you accepted the facetime, "Hey egghead, I missed you." Her voice spoke.
It had been three weeks since you left for a work trip, and she was more needy than anything. Being used to sharing a bed with you everynight, the absence of your touch had affected her in more ways than one.
You sat against the headboard of the cold hotel bed as you continued to type away, glancing at Riri in the bottom right corner of your screen every so often.
You beamed at her face, so happy to finally speak to her after so long. “I miss you more.”
Her face glowed under the low light of her phone, giving you a nice view of her, along with the durag she wore to cover her fresh cornrows. She watched as your fingers continued to smash into the keyboard, paying her little mind aside from the occasional glance you'd give her.
"You seem busy." She smacked her lips and rolled her eyes.
These past few weeks had been filled with meetings, deadlines, and new projects to finish. Each time she tried to call you, you were either caught up with work or face down in a pillow, exhausted from the work you were doing. Being ignored the one time she finally got you on the phone was irritating her far beyond measure.
Your bottom lip was trapped between your teeth as you continued typing, eyes not even moving to meet hers, "No, no just finishing up a few things."
"Right." she rolled her eyes, huffing at your absent-minded reply.
Her phone fell from the inital postion she had it in— propped up against one of her pillows. The sound of shuffling caught your attention for a bit, by the time your focus panned to the tab she resided in on your laptop screen, you were met with a view of her abdomen. The glow of her screen reflecting off the contour of her abs, and the v line that was ever so slightly exposed by her sweats sitting on her hips.
"I don't mind being on the phone while you work, but you could at least talk to me while you do it."
You bit your lip a bit harder at the sight, forwarding you attention back to the last few sentences you had to type, "I swear im almost done Ri, just gimmie a few."
Your fingers typed at the speed of light, the view of your girlfirnd's body being your motivation at this point. She continued to toss and turn in her bed, huffing and sighing to try and get your attention. Ten minutes had passed before you finally finished your work, saving and closing you document.
"See, all yours now." You cheesed, clicking fullscreen on the facetime tab.
"Yea after like an hour," she kissed her teeth. "But nah i missed you."
Her voice got lower and fingers found the waistband of her sweats before she fiddled with it.
"How much?" you smirked, head tilting to the side.
"Damn, I gotta do allat?" She chuckled.
Even though her room was dark and the light from the screen was all that was illuminating the space, you could make out the slight blush on her face.
You cocked your eyebrow, teasing her to tell you much she missed you.
The pads of her fingers ran up and down her happy trail. "I miss your perfume on my sheets, cuddling with you," she trailed off before looking at you. "Your hands."
A satisfied moan found its way in the back of your throat. You cocked your head to the side, "What about my hands baby?" Playing dumb, the only way to get her to use her words.
Riri chewed the inside of her cheek, her face started to burn and betray the cool demeanor she was trying to convey.
Her eyes switched from you the the drawstring her fingers were busy playing with, “Man you playin." She rolled on her side, "Why can't I just say I miss you?"
You sat back against the headboard and licked your lips, "Show me how much you missed me then ri."
Riri licked her lips before grabbing her phone and turning it on its side, giving you a wider view. She slid out of her sweats leaving her only in briefs and a tank top. Her legs spread on either side of the phone, giving you a perfect view of the dark spot in the middle of her underwear. "You a fuckin freak."
"Says the one who creamed her boxers already." You shook your head, "Easy like Sunday morning."
"Man shut up."
Slowly her hand slide down her briefs, quickly finding her wet center. She sucked air between her teeth as the pads of her fingers collided with her aching bud.
Her fingers rubbed slow circles on her clit, breaths becoming fast and shallow, "Mmfuck."
You tilted your head to the side, taking in the sight of your girlfriend. Her mouth was agape as she leaned her head against her wall, chest beginning to heave a bit.
"You like this shit don't you?" She breathed out, fingers stuttering against her wetness.
Her words went in one ear and out of the other as you watched her pleasure herself. You felt yourself start to get hot, the blanket that was covering your shoulders found its way on the floor very quickly.
"Oh my g-" Riri whimpered out. She had sunk deeper into her bedding, her wet center becoming the face of the camera by now.
"You can go faster for me," you purred, leaning back into the couch. "I know you can."
She whimpered as she slid her boxers off of her legs, string of arousal catching the light as she tossed them across the room.
"Fuck baby." Two of her fingers plunged into her wetness, a loud squelching sound making its way through the speakers of your laptop. Each thrust of her digits left a growing puddle under her weight, staining the sheets in the process. "Mine never hit that spot like yours do."
You hand had found its way down your underwear, ever so slightly trying to ease the throbbing in them. Watching your girlfriend pleasure herslef through a screen made the feeling even more intense. Your skin burned to be close to hers, fingers aching to be inside of her.
"Need you- fuck," she whined, words starting to slur together. "Need you deep in me."
Riri continued to scissor her digits into her center, moans getting louder with each thrust. Her face screwed with pleasure, desparate to reach that high that you'd given her so many times before.
"O-oh fuck." she breathed out, back arching off the messy bedding. "Feels so-so fucking good."
You leaned closer to the screen, mouth watering to just get a taste of her. "How fucking good ri?"
Whimpers and incoherent babble were all that she could msuter up at the moment. You could tell how close she was from the way she clenched around her fingers, a white ring forming at her knuckles.
"C-can you hear how good it feel?" her fingers circled her clit is fast circles. "How needy I get when you ain’t here?"
Drool fell form your mouth to the valley of your breast unknowingly. You couldn’t help but to gawk at your screen, entanced by the scene before you.
Her breathing got shallow, fingers moving at the speed of light. A guttural moan left her throat before her body went limp, all that was heard on her side of the screen were fast breaths. Her hand stilled and her chest fell up and down. She was absolutely spent.
"You still alive over there?" You tried to hold back an giggle.
Riri weakly held up her middle finger in the camera, "Shut up."
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