Hello, listeners.

Sister blog of @unfulfilledxsmile --- Not-exactly ind. Semi-sel RP Blog for Cecil Palmer from Welcome to Night Vale. Links for mobile

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

hiatus.

[[ hello everyone,

it’s been months since i’ve been active here. i wanted to give some explanation regarding my inactivity, so here it is.

as of late, i’ve lost my passion for welcome to night vale. more specifically, i’ve gotten sort of burnt out with it. i haven’t listened to an episode since last june, and i’ve been having trouble finding my muse for a certain radio host.

because of this, i’ve decided to go on an indefinite hiatus. i don’t know if or when i’ll come back, but i hope it isn’t too much of a letdown.

i am not leaving tumblr, though. if you want to interact with me more, follow me at my main blog.

thank you for your patience and understanding.

and with that, listeners...

goodnight, night vale.

goodnight. ]]

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

What are you.

I’m not sure, listener! What are you?

[big-al-geo]

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate, Dear person I like, Dear ex boyfriend, Dear ex girlfriend, Dear ex bestfriend, Dear bestfriend, Dear *anyone*, Dear Santa, Dear mom, Dear dad, Dear future me, Dear past me, Dear person I’m jealous of, Dear person I had a crush on, Dear girlfriend, Dear boyfriend, Dear [insert URL here],

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

Tagged by: @thesmilinggodsradiohost​.

Tagging: anyone who is interested.

(Disclaimer: The above mentioned are under no obligation to do this! This is purely for fun and that I wish to know your muse better. Or that we are mutuals and I want to know your muse better!)

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Key:

Bold any fears.

Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

dark // fire // open water // deep water // being alone // crowded spaces // confined spaces // open spaces // change // failure // war // loss of control // powerlessness // prison // blood // drowning // suffocation // public speaking // natural animals // the supernatural // heights // death // intimacy // rejection // abandonment // loss // the unknown // the future // not being good enough // scary stories // speaking to new people // poverty // loud noises // lack of noise // forgetting // remembering // insects // disease // falling // being forgotten // being touched // loving.

[rockinrpmemes]

REBLOG if you rp with people despite not having the same “style” as you.

IE: You format, they really don’t. You use eeny teeny micro icons, they use regular/larger sizes….You don’t use icons at ALL but they do, etc etc….This doesn’t mean you quit writing your way, you still do you, but you don’t discriminate because someone’s threads and blogs don’t “mirror your aes” 

& BE HONEST!!!!!! 

Please don’t reblog if you say you are cool with mixed replies, and really aren’t. This post is meant for >>>networking<<< with fellow rp’ers that DO mix and match.

[crazyheavymetalpunkrock]

Ask me! I'll answer honestly

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] 9: Are you ticklish? 10: Are you allergic to anything? 11: What’s your sexuality? 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? 13: Are you a cat or dog person? 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? 16: How tall are you? 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? 18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? 21: Are you religious? 22: Pet peeves? 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? 24: Favorite constellation? 25: Favorite star? 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? 27: Any phobias or fears? 28: Do you think global warming is real? 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? 30: Favorite movie? 31: Do you get scared easily? 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] 34: What is a color that calms you? 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? 36: Where were you born? 37: What is your eye color? 38: Introvert or extrovert? 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? 40: Hugs or kisses? 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? 42: Who is someone you love deeply? 43: Any piercings you want? 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! 47: What is a sound you really hate? 48: A sound you really love? 49: Can you do a backflip? 50: Can you do the splits? 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? 52: Favorite movie? 53: How are you feeling right now? 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? 55: When did you feel happiest? 56: Something that calms you down? 57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] 58: What does your URL mean? 59: What three words describe you the most? 60: Do you believe in evolution? 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? 62: What makes you follow a blog? 63: Favorite kind of person: 64: Favorite animal(s): 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. 66: Favorite emoticon: 67: Favorite meme: 68: What is your MBTI personality type? 69: What is your star sign? 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? 72: Post a selfie or two? 73: Do you have platform shoes? 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? 75: Can you do a front flip? 76: Do you like birds? 77: Do you like to swim? 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: 80: Some thing you wish did exist: 81: Piercings you have? 82: Something you really enjoy doing: 83: Favorite person to talk to: 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? 85: How many followers do you have? 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? 87: Do your socks always match? 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? 89: What are your birthstones? 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? 92: A store you hate? 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? 95: Do you like to wear camo? 96: Winter or summer? 97: How long can you hold your breath for? 98: Least favorite person? 99: Someone you look up to: 100: A store you love? 101: Favorite type of shoes 102: Where do you live? 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? 105: Do you drink milk? 106: Do you like bugs? 107: Do you like spiders? 108: Something you get paranoid about? 109: Can you draw: 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? 111: A question you hate being asked? 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: 116: Favorite cloud type: 117: What color do you wish the sky was? 118: Do you have freckles? 119: Favorite thing about a person: 120: Fruits or vegetables? 121: Something you want to do right now: 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? 123: Sweet or sour foods? 124: Bright or dim lights? 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: 127: Something you love about Tumblr: 128: What do you think about the least? 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? 133: Computer or TV? 134: Do you like roller coasters? 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? 137: Do you believe in karma? 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? 144: What makes you angry 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? 147: Are you androgynous? 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: 149: Favorite thing about your personality: 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? 156: What embarrasses you? 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: 159: How many people are you following? 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? 163: Last time you cried and why: 164: Do you have long or short hair? 165: Longest your hair has ever been: 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? 168: Do you like to wear makeup? 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

Do you have a cat? Ikea.

As a matter of fact, I do!! He’s a cute one - his name is Khoshekh!

He has been doing well lately!

Also, is there a new IKEA coming to Night Vale? I, along with many others, would be particularly interested in news like that!

[phantomemes]

collection of prompts  /  starter sentences taken from the  cursedsuggestion  blog 

“ tell me we’ll be safe at least for a little while ” “ no one can hear you and no one can help you ” “ ruin my life and never leave me ” “ haunt me , fucker ” “ leap off the precipice before anyone can shove you ” “ now you know how i feel about you ” “ think of me when you want to come home ” “ you made your choice so live with it ” “ don’t look back on it ” “ family does not guarantee safety ” “ you were an adult for most of your childhood ” “ you’ll be okay somewhere in that vague future tense ” “ what i’m saying is what happened was fucked up ” “ you’re crushed under the spine bending weight of yourself ” “ you fell in love with yourself and projected it onto me ” “ i’m the one with the power this time ” “ i bite off more than i can chew ” “ you ruined your own self ” “ i never say the right things ” “ you didn’t outgrow your misery  ,  you grew into it ” “ i look after me and mine ” “ we’re twin souls ” “ you molded me into something terrible ” “ i’m too rigid to bend back ” “ no one’s coming to fix you  ;  put yourself back together ” “ i’m not even a real person ” “ you don’t love  ,  you just devour what i give ” “ why do you expect others to treat you better than you treat yourself ? ” “ you should try to be you ” “ sometimes fixing something is stopping it from breaking further ” “ you don’t say what you mean  ,  just what sounds good ” “ all you do is watch ” “ i’m a bad habit with a bad attitude ” “ everything you are shown has a purpose ” “ someone else wears your face ” “ my soul is a bit fucked up ” “ i’ll burn the sheets when you go ” “ there is no god that i can see ” “ love isn’t an excuse ” “ scream into the universe until it screams back ” “ i wanted you to stay ” “ the past is with you  ,  for better or worse ” “ this hate keeps me warm in the winter ” “ i’m a wrong number ”

[rpmememaker]

Send "It runs in the family" and my muse will tell you something they and a family member have in common.

-

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

mun update

[[ hello! i know it’s been Literal Months since i’ve been active, and it’s really just because i got super busy with marching band and school starting up. i also didn’t have much drive to actually respond, so i want to issue a formal apology to anyone who’s been waiting on a thread for months. i swear, i’ll be getting on those (if you still want to continue a thread.)

that’s about it, honestly. i’m sorry again, and i’ll try to do better! ]]

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

"It has been many years has it not." There stood the ex radio host of Desert Bluffs. The cuts on his cheeks seemed to have healed over and his eyes almost looked like real gold. His third eye was still sewn shut but he looked better then when Cecil had last saw him. He didn't look tired and his voice was not as forced cheery. -@thesmilinggodsradiohost (Post-strex Kev)

🌃 ||He looked up from his desk sharply, flinching at that oh-so-familiar voice sounding from his right. Cecil’s long hair was mussed and covering his face, and he had round tortoise-shell glasses on, slightly obscuring his blank, cloudy eyes. He was not smiling, his jaw slightly open, and his neck had….a collar on it. One that Kevin knew very well.

Something inside of the man clicked, and his expression changed as instant as a strike of a match - from nothing to a very, very forced smile in no time flat. He waved violently at his unforeseen visitor, his arms and hands shaking unnaturally. He faced him, just…sitting, and waiting for his next prompt.

[thesmilinggodsradiohost]

The blonde had froze for a second as he checked over the other, “Cecil…?” His voice seemed shaky. He didn’t like this. He didn’t like this. H̷̯͋̾͐̃̓̊é̶̡̜̥̏ ̵̗̬̣̺̗̫̈́̍̽̑͒d̷̨̝̩̯͔̭̮̾̈́̂͝i̴̧͕͒d̵̛͐͂̎̓͐͘ͅn̵̝̩͔̏'̷̳̊̍͑́͌͝ţ̷͎̹̯͆̈́ ̵̰̪͔͋́͂̕l̵̮͎̗̭̩̑̏́̈́i̵̛͍̞͋͑̍̓k̸̰͇̹͍͘͠e̵̡͔͈̫͎͂̋̀͛͝ ̷̡̖̹̭̹̼͂̎t̷̨̳̠̗̲̺̓͜ḥ̵̢̲͎̉i̵̯̒̑͗̕ŝ̴̹̚͘

Kevin had taken a step back from his double,”Cecil!” He grasped him by the shoulders, avoiding the collar. He looked his double’s eyes,”Cecil…Cecil you were suppose to be able to do what I wasn’t able to.” He said, his lips were in a frown but his voice still seemed light and cheery. He didn’t know how this collar worked, and he didn’t want to risk it. 

When the other man smiled, Kevin flinched. He had hugged himself,”C-Cecil…”

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

🌃 || He sat there, smiling and smiling without a care in the world, his body twitching erratically and his head jerking to the side. He signed a quick “Hello” as best as he could with unsteady hands, and continued to start blankly at his double.

“Oh, but I did do what you couldn’t,” he said, his baritone voice gliding up an octave or so, until it was rather similar to his. “I kept smiling, and smiling….and….smiling~”

“Aren’t you happy, Kevin? We are alive, and well, and our lovely god smiles down upon us!”

[thesmilinggodsradiohost]

“What did they do to you Cecil?”He had asked, his gold eyes looking for an easy exit if this went south. “Cecil…..” He whispered,”Hello…”

“No you didn’t!” He suddenly yelled,”You didn’t. You were suppose to WIN!” He had narrowed his golden eyes in a glare as to not start crying. If Strex was here, that crying isn’t a good idea.

“I’m not happy. I’m not happy at all. I’m very sure you aren’t really alive. You can’t think properly and can’t think for yourself. Tings you do are against what you want. Cecil. I want the old you back. I want to say sorry for….for being who I was. That’s all I wanted to fucking do!” He growled deeply. He looked pissed and honestly scary.

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

🌃 || The door behind him seemed to be the easiest way out - the recording booth's windows were still intact, thank God. There wasn't much blood - at least that part of him had stayed.

He flinched when Kevin yelled - he hadn't heard someone raise their voice in a long, long, long time. "Now, I think you're getting a little worked up-" he started, but was interrupted by his next spiel.

Cecil stopped dead in his tracks. "Oh, the old me was such a grouch. He didn't know how to let loose and be happy."

A small pause, followed by him standing up and advancing a step. "Oh, another thing....you really don't know who your employer is, do you?"

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

"It has been many years has it not." There stood the ex radio host of Desert Bluffs. The cuts on his cheeks seemed to have healed over and his eyes almost looked like real gold. His third eye was still sewn shut but he looked better then when Cecil had last saw him. He didn't look tired and his voice was not as forced cheery. -@thesmilinggodsradiohost (Post-strex Kev)

🌃 ||He looked up from his desk sharply, flinching at that oh-so-familiar voice sounding from his right. Cecil’s long hair was mussed and covering his face, and he had round tortoise-shell glasses on, slightly obscuring his blank, cloudy eyes. He was not smiling, his jaw slightly open, and his neck had….a collar on it. One that Kevin knew very well.

Something inside of the man clicked, and his expression changed as instant as a strike of a match - from nothing to a very, very forced smile in no time flat. He waved violently at his unforeseen visitor, his arms and hands shaking unnaturally. He faced him, just…sitting, and waiting for his next prompt.

[thesmilinggodsradiohost]

The blonde had froze for a second as he checked over the other, “Cecil…?” His voice seemed shaky. He didn’t like this. He didn’t like this. H̷̯͋̾͐̃̓̊é̶̡̜̥̏ ̵̗̬̣̺̗̫̈́̍̽̑͒d̷̨̝̩̯͔̭̮̾̈́̂͝i̴̧͕͒d̵̛͐͂̎̓͐͘ͅn̵̝̩͔̏'̷̳̊̍͑́͌͝ţ̷͎̹̯͆̈́ ̵̰̪͔͋́͂̕l̵̮͎̗̭̩̑̏́̈́i̵̛͍̞͋͑̍̓k̸̰͇̹͍͘͠e̵̡͔͈̫͎͂̋̀͛͝ ̷̡̖̹̭̹̼͂̎t̷̨̳̠̗̲̺̓͜ḥ̵̢̲͎̉i̵̯̒̑͗̕ŝ̴̹̚͘

Kevin had taken a step back from his double,”Cecil!” He grasped him by the shoulders, avoiding the collar. He looked his double’s eyes,”Cecil…Cecil you were suppose to be able to do what I wasn’t able to.” He said, his lips were in a frown but his voice still seemed light and cheery. He didn’t know how this collar worked, and he didn’t want to risk it. 

When the other man smiled, Kevin flinched. He had hugged himself,”C-Cecil…”

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

🌃 || He sat there, smiling and smiling without a care in the world, his body twitching erratically and his head jerking to the side. He signed a quick "Hello" as best as he could with unsteady hands, and continued to start blankly at his double.

"Oh, but I did do what you couldn't," he said, his baritone voice gliding up an octave or so, until it was rather similar to his. "I kept smiling, and smiling....and....smiling~"

"Aren't you happy, Kevin? We are alive, and well, and our lovely god smiles down upon us!"

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

"It has been many years has it not." There stood the ex radio host of Desert Bluffs. The cuts on his cheeks seemed to have healed over and his eyes almost looked like real gold. His third eye was still sewn shut but he looked better then when Cecil had last saw him. He didn't look tired and his voice was not as forced cheery. -@thesmilinggodsradiohost (Post-strex Kev)

🌃 ||He looked up from his desk sharply, flinching at that oh-so-familiar voice sounding from his right. Cecil’s long hair was mussed and covering his face, and he had round tortoise-shell glasses on, slightly obscuring his blank, cloudy eyes. He was not smiling, his jaw slightly open, and his neck had….a collar on it. One that Kevin knew very well.

Something inside of the man clicked, and his expression changed as instant as a strike of a match - from nothing to a very, very forced smile in no time flat. He waved violently at his unforeseen visitor, his arms and hands shaking unnaturally. He faced him, just…sitting, and waiting for his next prompt.

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

[bashfullygreen]

Send me “MUSIC” and I’ll pick a song that reminds me of your muse

[pxrtixlly-stxrs]

🌃 ||  The town has fallen into pandemonium. A wave of grief and dread washed over the town, and the aftershocks of such rip through every few days. The sun is colder. More clouds hang in the sky than ever before, and cool rain falls down in sheets.

The Voice is gone.

Taken away in an instant. His impact on the town was immense, and his spirit will never be forgotten. Kind to everyone he met; cheerful; a true influencer.

But now, he is gone.

To the friends and family of Cecil Gershwin Palmer......

He will be missed.

But amidst it all, a dimension-hopping oracle hatches a plan.

[askbelgie]

Updated Magic Anon List!

❣ – VISITOR – A creature has paid a visit to your muse, and they show little signs of being a benevolent soul.

♚ – STARVED – Your muse suddenly becomes very hungry for power, willing to do anything to reach the top and claim glory.

☠ – TOXIC – Your muse has lost any faith in life and humanity and decide to take action, and may deal with that as they may.

☒ – CENSORED – Your muse can no longer tell the truth, and they only speak in lies.

✒ – REVEALING – Your muse cannot lie, and can only speak the truth, whether they know it is true or not.

⇺ – REVERSE – We see an event from your muse’s past, played out in full, as specified by the asker.

웃 – IDENTITY – Your muse must switch bodies with another muse, as specified by the asker (with permission from other blog).

℺ – MEDULA – Your muse will switch personalities with another muse (with permission from another blog) or adopt the personality of another muse of the asker’s choice.

✁ – PERSONA – Your muse will lose a trait of their personality, specified by the asker.

☻ – DECEIT – Your muse will act as their polar opposite.

✷ – KIN – All asks will  be directed towards a family member of your muse.

❥ – STARCROSSED – Your muse will fall in love with another muse of the asker’s choice.

† – HOLY – Your muse will become an angel or demon, as specified by the asker.

❇ – MUTATION – Your muse will transform into some kind of monster or animal, specified either by asker or left to mun’s imagination.

⊛ – WITHIN – Muse becomes their spirit animal.

π – TECHNOLOGICAL – Your muse has become an automaton.

☢ – DISEASED – Your muse has now fallen incredibly ill with a mysterious disease and must be taken care of.

⌚ – CLOCKWORK – Your muse is now older or younger, as specified by the asker.

♘ – PURITY – Your muse wants nothing more than to help others and see to their well-being.

✾ – INHABITATION – Your muse has become possessed by another, foreign entity.

¿ – ALTERNATIVE – Your muse is now part of an alternate universe (crossovers included) of the asker’s choosing.

ᵜ – ANIMALIA – Your muse is now a half-animal being (animal is specified by asker).

☐ – LAME – Your muse loses one of their senses, specified by asker.

✷ – MAGICA – Your muse develops magical powers, as specified by asker or left to mun’s imagination.

◌ – ABSENT – Your muse has amnesia and cannot remember anything about themselves.

♔ – OBEDIENCE – Your muse must obey any commend given to them, or any command given to them by a specified Master.

♡ – LIBIDO – Your muse’s sex drive has gone overactive, and they will lust after anyone they see or after a specific person, as specified by the asker.

☿ – PRONOUN – Your muse is now of the opposite sex or gender. If they are transgender, they have the body they aspire to have. If they are nonbinary, the mun can decide what this will mean.

☯ – SEPARATED – Your muse will be split into two opposing halves based on their personality.

の – NEGATORY – Your muse will only be able to deny things and say no, no matter what is being asked of them.

☣ – INTOXICATION – Your muse is very high on a particular intoxicant/drug, as specified by the asker.

▨ – TRANSPARENCY – Your muse is now a ghost separated from their body and cannot be easily seen, heard, or felt by any living person.

☤ – MISFORTUNE – Your muse has a terrible accident and barely survives.

♛ – HIGHNESS – Your muse becomes that of royalty and/or high status.