I'm not one for doing much irl posting and I will probably delete this again soon but:
Is there a word for the feeling when you find out that your best friend is still friends with a person who has abused animals, has abused her partner emotionally and physically, has thrown others and me under the bus several times, has made fun of a friend being suicidal, among other things. And now not just my best friend but also others in the friend group are just ok with those things because "she's been going through a lot" and "she just needs a good person by her side".
Like it's disgust and anger and grief and betrayal all at the same time.
I just feel so disgusted by this I want to throw up and I want to cry but I just feel so numb that everyone's just accepting it...and that I am the odd one for "being weird about them supporting a friend".














