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sw 56kg/123lb cw ~46.7kg/105lb gw1 49kg/108lb gw2 47.5kg/104lb gw3 45kg/99lb

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i need to drop another 10 kgs.

nothing matters until i drop another 10 kgs.

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0.7 kg to go and i’ve officially lost 10 kgs!

(and i’ll be classified underweight) ✨

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give me your best th1nsp0 ig accounts who triggers you. 💓

models/lifestyle/fashion, anything rly.

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i dont understand how some ana people can feel full/satisfied by watching someone else eat.

i can’t even see a pic of something edible without wanting to stuff my face.

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why do i eat. i don’t understand.

it makes me feel bad, ugly, filthy, stifled.

my eating is a sickness. yet everybody tells me i eat too little.

i must gain control again. i must not be defeated.

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i hate me.

i hate every single part of me.

i’m so disgusting.

why don’t i just binge myself to death, since food seems to be so important.

i’m sick of giving myself up. i just want to eat eat eat, that’s all i do. i eat. why am i never satisfied.

i’ve let myself go again.

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i don’t need food.

i need skincare, green tea, pretty lingerie, heels, cute jewelry and nice perfume.

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i’ve been fasting for about 41 hours now and I’m starting to lose motivation. i’m not hungry but i feel so tired and slow.

i’m gonna have to eat bad food tonight at family dinner, hince i’m fasting.

i’m craving an apple but i know i wont be satisfied and start bingeing.

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everything revolves around food.

going on a date? ”let’s have dinner.”

meeting family? ”let’s barbeque”

chilling with friends? ”i’ll bring snacks”

work meeting? ”we’ll go for lunch”

can we just normalize doing stuff without having to eat together.

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every bite takes me further away from my goal

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Im at my (first) gw 🥹

I haven’t seen the scale numbers under 50kgs in forever. This morning it said 49.3kgs. It feels unreal. I dont notice any difference at all in the mirror. No one has commented. After all I’ve lost 6kgs, it should show, right? BMI now 18.9

I wanna see the change in my face, with my cheeks sunken in and defined jaw.

Next goal is 45 kg. 🌟

[qanty]

her legs!!!

(swedish influencer lovisa worge)

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my diet at the time 💕

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easy calorie counting if you dont feel like actually counting cals

- food containing a lot of fat (no matter what type of fat) is ALWAYS a high amount of calories.

- food containing fibre, water and/or protein (and is also low in fat) is a low amount of calories.

- food containing added sugar is a high amount of calories without any nutrition value.

[qanty]

Hello, i’m back. I had a huge episode (relapse i guess) with alcohol abuse. It’s been a rough fucking time but i’m sober now. I always find myself peaking at ed when i’ve been sober for a while because it makes me lose weight quite fast. It’s a great motivation, both staying sober and losing weight!

I’m now at 50 kgs/110 pounds i believe. Waiting for tomorrow morning to weight myself again.

[qanty]

the feeling of hunger is so addictive, it’s like a drug. it’s the reason why i keep relapsing.