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My name is Quentintina Crumbwell I will never kill myself

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this is the most moral blog in the world

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everyone is a gay&raped whore and everyone lies&steals and they want to hurt the beautiful and precious things in life. THis is seriously how I see the world around me. It's exhausting

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nooooo whyyyyy

[dollykeiarchive]

けい＊―ﾟ＋.｡o○＊☆＊○o｡.＋ﾟ―＊dolly kei

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I had an annual 11h ago, likely the reason for today's strange&familiar pain. My doctor is a 4'11 >150lbs autistic french woman that breaths heavy like those anatomically challenged pugs. She is nice and I am surprised by how much she remembers about me. She tells me I'm like her daughter that has asperger's...I doubt that's true. My blood pressure was 106/60. It's very late now and I'm sad to be awake

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I just remembered the hospital from March. I was very glad that we had gone together and that we were having a good time while waiting for the discharge papers. There was an old frail lady behind us and she seemed partly rotten. She kept moaning and complaining; so, we tried to help her but then we just continued talking until we left idk why we did that. It makes me sad&anxious to think that she didn't have any family there with her. Do you think about this too? I wonder why that happened She seemed to be indefinitely stuck in urgent care but she wasn't really at a dying age They didn't even give her a private room, they left her in the hallway & ignored her cries like she was just one more object that littered the hospital. The whole thing reminds me of this dying bird I saw a couple weeks ago. It was in a puddle on the road close 2 the curb. I spent a while considering what to do with it I was far from home and it looked very sick. In the end, I left without helping and when I returned on the way back it was gone without a trace

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why spotting in what should be the follicular phase (idk I just did a brief search on the menstrual cycle)??? being hormonaly cursed will seriously ruin your life. i feel like everyone kind of has this experience where puberty traumatizes you and then youre ruined 4ever I think that's why being trans probably feels so good or why satisfying those desires feels good Somehow that's more socially acceptable than having some sort of sex neutralization operation which is really what we all want. I remember seeing the result of one of those procedures, I saw it on the subreddit for bodymods and they mentioned that their surgeon was very emotionless and curt and a bunch of other ppl said that the surgeon for their sex reassignment acted similarly (lol). Anyway, they looked perfectly smooth like a doll, without blemishes or impurities. I wondered if they were a virgin, but I don't think it matters once you've done that, you're basically born again

made new by the grace of a precise violence 😍

cutting is kind of annoying because it gets itchy and generally burdensome. Also I recently felt very committed to the idea of not intentionally hurting myself I really don't remember why I had that feeling It was probably something about God but I'm not entirely sure. I'm concerned that it's awfully childish and it kind of makes me feel like I'm regressing. A lot of this is about feelings...maybe that's why I'm living so miserably

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just witnessed my father listening to his sister talk about her stage 4 invasive ductile carcinoma over the phone while he watches youtube shorts about netanyahu on his computer 😮‍💨

[the-professional-despiser]

u post like ur mom beat u all the time

I probably would've turned out better if she had tbh

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felt transsexual, might delete later #pride #trans #autism

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i really need to start writing things down. I'm going to forget and people are going to get mad at me noooooooo

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I HATE BISEXUALS

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I respect nonbinary people who started out as male way more than ones that started out as female IDK I feel like it’s more authentic. You’re not nonbinary Becky you just suck at doing winged eyeliner and needed a way to pass it off

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I don't respect anyone that started out as male

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just saw Obsession (2025)... it reminded me that 99% of men would be rapists if they weren't shy. Nice movie, sad thoughts