Poetry's and Freestyle Writings

by Qeturah Harris

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The year is 2184, average earth temperature has doubled, only a few million people remain on earth. A green-movement managed to travel back to 2022. What are they doing?

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I want are hands to touch each other's hands and are lips to touch each other's lips and are tongs to feel each other's and for are bodies to touch each other's bodies.

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"At times you feel lonely and you need to find your soulmate. Someone that you can spend time with. Someone who is there for you when times are a struggle and you just want someone to hold you and when times get hard you need someone to love on you and to try to take away the pain"

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Yesterday and Today

Yesterday: I Slept In and I Gave My Body Some Much Needed Rest. I Woke Up and Went To Taco Bell With My Grandpa and Bought Me and My Grandparents Some Food. Then I Started Drinking Two Bottles of SeaGram. After That I Went Back To Sleep. So Yesterday Was A Good Day. Today: I Woke Up and I Hit That Big Red Reject Button, Because Negatively Has No Place In My Life. There For I Will Not Answer My Phone To It. I Got Up and Gave My Grandparents a Huge and Kiss. Then We Went To Walmart and Then To Taco Bell. Today Was A Good Day

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Today Feels So Good. I Got My Hair Did and I Look Fabulous. Yes We Did Use The Relevance Leave In Spray Conditioner and The Suprema Plus Firm Hold HairSpray with Shine by Elgin Charles. I Brought What I Use In My Hair and She Used It!

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Today Was A Good Day!

Today I Woke Up and I Wasn't Feeling Good. I Felt Sick, But I Didn't Let That Stop My Way Of Having A Good Day. I Got Up and I Told My Family Good Morning 🌞 I Realized That I'm Supposed To Get My Hair Done Tomorrow. So I Do What I Always Do With A Smile On My Face 😁And That's Get My Elgin Charles On. That's Right I Said It Damnit I Get My Elgin Charles On, I Washed My Hair With Elgin Charles Hair Care Products and I Used The Relevance Leave In Spray Conditioner, Plus The Poshtress Finishing Cream Today. And Tomorrow I Go an Get My Hair Braided. To End My Day, I Bought Food For My Grandparents. They Said Thank You and I said I Love You 😘💕. Today Was A Good Day!

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Woke Up This Morning!

I Woke Up This Morning: Feeling Good. I Woke Up This Morning: With My Sister Asking Me Am I Still Going On The Cruise Next Year? I Said? Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes. I Woke Up This Morning: To A Unwanted Call. So I Hit That Red Rejection Button On MY IPhone 📱. I Woke Up This Morning To My Grandparents and They Were On The Phone With The Person Who I Rejected OFF My IPHONE 📱, Blocked From My Social Media. So As They Were Talking To Her, I Was Eating and She Asked Me A Question I Let My Grandparents Speak For Me. Because My Day Will Not Start With Negativity and It Won't End With Negativity. My Day Will Start With Positivity and End With Positivity. Today Is A Great Day and IT's A New Day! Let's Try To Start EveryDay on A Positive Note and End EveryDay on A Positive Note. Be Grateful, Thankful, and Be Blessed For Everything You Have and Everything That God Gives You That You Need. Because God Gives Us What We Need To Get By EveryDay. And For That Alone We Should Be Grateful. God Bless and HAVE A Wonderful Positive Day!

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Yesterday Was Yesterday and Today Is Today. Today I wake up and I feel Good. I feel Happy and I feel Free. I feel Loved By The People That Love Me. I No Longer Feel Held Down and Broke Down By The Ones Who Never Wanted Me. I Am No Longer A Subject Of There Amusement and I’m Not Subjective Nor Do I Owe Them Anything. I Promise Myself That I Will Continue On Being Happier, and Doing Things That Make Me Happy. I Promise Myself That I Will Start To Travel and See The World 🌎 For Myself Threw My Eyes and Not Threw The Eyes Of Others. I Promise Myself That I’ll Stay True To Myself. I Promise Myself That I’ll Keep This Up Because It Really Does Help Me and Other People Too. I Promise Myself That This Is It. For Now On I’m Happy and I’m Blessed and I’m Grateful! To Everyone God Bless and Have A Wonderful Day!

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This Is A Thank You Letter To The Following People That Have Made A Positive Influence On My Life!

Thank You All For Having A Positive Influence On My Life.… Thank You For Your Love and Support Over The year or Years. A Lot of you, Well All of You Know The Pain That I’ve Been In Over The Years. Best Believe That I Do Take Your Advice on Healing, Physical, Mentally, and Spiritually. Thank You. My Love and Appreciation That I Have For All Of You Is Unconditional. From The Bottom Of My Heart Thank You.

Thank You Too:

➖ Grandparents ➖My Big Sister ➖ Mss. Joseph ➖ Mr. Benoit ➖All Of My Teachers and Principles. ➖Doctor Gary. ➖ Doctor Fullick. ➖ Doctor Gibbs ➖ All oF My Uncles and Aunties ➖All oF My Cousins ➖ Mr. Elgin Charles. ➖ Mss. Regina a.k.a “ 1stqueenme ” on Instagram. ➖ Mr. Gregory ➖ Mr. Michael Larkin

Thank You All and I Love You All Sincerely.

If I miss your name please forgive me it’s a quarter after 12:00A.m. Just know that I appreciate you and thank you and I love you all Sincerely.

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The Truth Is

The Truth Is: Me and My Mom Don't Have a Relationship. The Truth Is: Me and My Father Don't Have a Relationship. He Never Really Wanted Me Because I Wasn't Dark Enough Like Him. And Because I Look Like My Great's. The Truth Is: My Dad Treated Me Bad. The Truth Is: During My Parents Divorce. Do To My Mom Acting Foolish and Me Speaking Up About My Health. The Judge 👩‍⚖️ Granted Custody of Me To My Grandparents and That's My Mom's Parents. And She Gave Custody of My Big Sister To My Mom. The Truth Is: Even Though Me, My Sister and Mom Lived With My Grandparents. My Mom Treated Me Like Shit, So Always Told Me That She Never Wanted Me. She Told Me That She Only Wanted My Sister. The Truth Is: She Would Beat Me Every Chance She Could and Would Lie About Why She Spanked Me. The Truth Is: My Dad Tried To Kill Me and As Little Girl Gave Me My First Drink of Beer. The Truth Is: My Dad Is In Prison For Murder. The Truth Is: My Grandparents Told My Mom Keep Her Hands oFF oF Me. Because I Told My Grandparents What She Did To When They Weren't Home. The Truth Is: Both of My Parents Never Wanted Me. They Both Wished I Was Dead. The Truth Is: My Grandparents Wanted Me and There Happy That I Live and I Survived Being Hit By A Car 7 Years ago, at the at age oF 17. I'm 22. August 18, I'll Be 23. And I'm still here. The Truth Is: I'm No Longer Living a Lie; To Cover Up For Her Lies That She Tells In Her New Marriage. The Truth Is: I'm Happy That I Lived. Thank You God. The Truth Is: I'm Happy For The Positive People That Are In My Life. I'm Thankful. The Truth Is: I'm Thankful 🙏🏾

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Words

They Say Words Can Hurt You, But It Can Also Define You and Who You Are. The Truth Is. What Have You Shown Me Lately? Other Then Running You're Mouth About Loving Me. What Part Of Me Do You Listen To or Are You Just Plane Stupid and Can't Get A Clue. The Only Fuckin Thing You Wanted Was To Brake Up and Now You Got What You Wanted " You Fuckin Ass whole". Now We're Over And Done And I Can Do Me Now. While You Pussy Sitting Around At Your Daddy's Crying Like A Bitch Ass. I Fucking Can't Believe That I Named You " The One That Got Away " Shit Bitch. You Ain't Nothing To Me.

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I Loved You But I Gotta Let You Go

This Is Letter To The One That Got Away. How Much I Love You. I Gotta Let You Go. A Lots Going On In Both Of Are Lives and You Seemed Not To Understand or Even Care. It’s Like and Old Record Playing Over and Over Again. I Love You, I Love You But I Gotta Let You Go, But I Gotta Let You Go. Yo, We Don’t Even Talk Anymore and Are Love Isn’t Even There Anymore. It’s Lost Love and I Can’t Deal With Lost Love Anymore. It’s Over, It’s Over.

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" Loving The People That Love You, Outside Of Your Family Is The Best Thing, That You Can Do". Because Your Family Will Always Be There For You You. But You Need Your Own Family Outside Of Your Blood Family. Because They Love and Need You More Then They Know!

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A Letter To The One That Got Away

Mischa I miss you like crazy, there is no one I mean No one like You. Mischa the Truth Is Your The One That Got Away. I was at that time 21, waiting for love ❤️ to find me and you did. You were the one that I could talk with everyday, we would FaceTime every day, when my days weren't going right you would comfort me, and I miss you a lot. I'm 22, and all that time I was trying to find another you. The truth is there will never be another you. You were the one that put a Smile on my Face and you're the only One That Makes Me Happy 😊! People say that true Love Is being with that person. I've learned that true Love is learning how to be without that person. The Truth Is I Don't Want To Be Without The One That Got Away. Because I Don't Want Any other Man. The only One I Want Is You. The One That Got Away. I Love You 💕

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To The One That Got Away

To The Love Of My Life That Got Away. I Want To Say I'm Sincerely Sorry. I Didn't Mean To Push You Away, From Me. Even Though Stuff Is Going Wrong In My Life. Shouldn't Of Pushed You Away. I Still Think About You Each Day. You're The One That Got Away. I'm Happy To Hear From You. Because You Are Truly The One That Got Away!

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I Was Trying To Get To Know You! But You Wanted More!

For me to sit here and tell you that are lives are totally different wereifferent. And for me to tell you the truth about Love and the Hard Core truth"one part your gonna like and the other you will hate". The truth that lies between the lines. You were falling in Love and I was trying to get to know you. You kept pushing forward and I kept backing off. You told me that you wanted to say the L word and I thought you were playin. So I told you to say it, because I’ve heard all before and showing parts that made me feel guilty; I’ve done all before. Before you walked in my world I was trying to fix it and every time I tried you would destroy it. Everything was about you and your feelings. And never about me. I can’t lie and tell myself that you’ve changed my life and help fix what was broken and use it like a token. I can’t say that I’m in Love because we really don’t even know each other, we were together for some weeks. Doors, I was trying to keep close you constantly opened. God is my witness when I said I was done doing this pictures. What we had was toxic. I didn’t want anyone to get hurt so I turned to God and I prayed for both of us.

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I'm Begging You To Please Stay Around

Papa, I’m begging you to stay around. I need you in my life. Please don’t leave me. Bye myself. I love you. If I ever lose you I don’t know what would I do. I really, really need you in my life. I know that I promised you that I’ll see the cardiologist and I’m going to make that appointment tomorrow. But, I need you to be around. For me and your other 7 grandchildren and 6 great grandchildren. We really need to know that we got you. We Love You Papa. I Love You ❤️